Wednesday, 18 November 2015

Another xmas shopping trip

Obandesu yo~

I slept really quite bad last night
disturbing dreams to say the least
so I woke up dark under my eyes
my right eye looked like a fish XD

When I looked in the mirror and remembered
i was off into the city i kinda thought
"no guy would even bother looking at me"
not that i want guys attention, but no one would
be remotely interested if they saw me =.=
i wore my kitty hat, fluffy hoodie, shorts and thermal tights
someone commented on my kokkuri-san nails even tho i think theyre rubbish
and someone liked my hat also ^^
Jozu always the stylish one to stand out ;)

we were in the city for some time and ended up eating
out too, we both had tomato soup with a roll which was warming
and just as well as it poured it down whilst we were in the cafe
it was such good timing!
i got my brother's and dad's xmas present sorted so thats a good
tick off my list. i just would like something to finish off dom's and ed's present
but i'll do that online probably
my mum was moaning saying she would have to come shopping again
as she needs to get something for both me and my brother
this is why i hate christmas its a stress put on everyone
its something you HAVE TO take part in and it annoys me
i dont need a day in the year to give my love ones a gift
i give all year round
anyway i told my mum i would email her a list of link of
items i like then she can pick in stead of trudging round shops
i have more choice to my taste online too
i dont really want anything anyway 

we got home about 3pm, got pets out
and had a brew with a cookie :3
i went to sleep as i usually do on wednesday do to 
having yoga in the evening
my dad woke me up tho by being an idiot holding the door bell down
and knocking on the door =.= he just doesnt think and there was no need
to do it ether but nevermind hes always in the right anyway

im having trouble with my mental health i can feel 
well i hear it most days but i can feel something darker there
lurking in the corner and it makes me sigh and wonder
"when will it raise its ugly head?"
its like trying to shut the lid on a box that is too full - eventually its gonna pop open

tomorrow I am taking Mia to her orthodontist appt
to have her braces fitted, poor girl. shes nervous understandably 
i feel nervous for her! bless her

im off to yoga
sorry i havent done any dance upload i forgot today 
and i didnt record a new one due to looking like a fish XD