Ahhh my brother has gone to Goose Fair
the annual fair is back in town and he's gone with his girlfriend
I always worry about him going there
I stay awake til I know he's home, but he doesnt know that ><
Anyway last night I slept rubbish im so tired
I heard my neighbour's dog this morning, thinking it was 6am or something
I didnt get up but then I heard my family was up so when I looked at my phone
it was 8am, the dog gave me a lay in this morning huh?
I had bags under my eyes, jeez i look lovely right now
I brought Tiffin inside for a little while
he was very grumpy this morning XD ive lost count how many times he's growled at me!
when I had the little girls out I thought "it's been a while since I photographed them"
So i whipped out my camera and took a snap of them
I can tell theyre still not used to the whole photoshoot thing and millie always tries
to hide her head under alice's face bless her
I started doing a bit dancing seeing if it would wake me up and stop my
endless pain. i was left home alone for 20mins so i quickly recorded a dance
and got it edited, but didnt upload it til later on
im enjoying dancing lately
i feel i want to do more, i would love to dance publicly, like dance
in the city center outside our something but im not sure how id go about
doing it, i mean i have portable speakers and my ipod but would they be safe
in town with me dancing beside it, and my bag obviously with money and my phone in it
would they be safe? who knows its something i think a lot about doing
I finished the ginger bread mean i was doing they are on a strip of ribbon
i will photograph them tomorrow maybe if i get time
tomorrow i have one busy day ahead
im meeting dom at 10am in the city, then i will have a quick lunch with him,
set off home, meet my cousins who should be over by then, then were all off
to granny's ward room at 2pm ahhhh im gonna be shattered tomorrow
i pray i bloody sleep tonight!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
granny when i saw her today was half asleep
we spoke to her for a few mins and didnt seem all there
i was thinking "i swear if those nurses have dugged her up again!!"
but they hadnt thank god and she came to and perked up
so we had a good hour or so chatting with her i massaged her feet and hands
whilst we spoke, had a cup of tea and let her know about tomorrow
she will really enjoy seeing the cousins tomorrow and having us all together
shes a very family person shes lovely its getting hard to see her tho
each day i see her i see the change in her, see her weakening...
thats about all today, i hope i get time to blog tomorrow
but forgive if i dont im not sure how the day will pan out!
