Evening
Last night we had managed to get some free time to ourselves, however, as usual, I was shattered. So I wasnt up to much. So I said to Jack that I was going to go and sit on the picnic blanket outside and sit with Oz basically. I didnt ask him to join me as I wasnt sure how he wanted to spend his free time but he chose to keep me company! For 45mins we sat out just the 3 of us, Jack had his Pina Colada and yeah it was really quiet outside and it was really nice and relaxing. Jack really enjoyed it. And Ozwald. My goodness how many times did that rabbit run across the blanket!? he loves the crinkly sound of his feet running across it XD Then after 45mins he loafed, he was done. So I put him to bed and we came in to watch anime. I was more mindful in front of the heat lamp ^^;
I slept good again last night, I mean were in bed about 8:30pm again!
This morning my legs were pretty good, but I knew I shouldnt push it. The alarm had gone off but because I knew I was working from home I didnt bother to get up with Jack. I had an extra 45mins in bed which was nice!! Jack kindly made me a cup of tea when I got up tho ^^ Then he went to work. I got ready for work on time.
I sat drawing and I got pretty far today and I worked hard too. My morning was a bit odd as at first I felt really anxious, like something bad was going to happen. But then once that passed i had this complete clarity. So odd and hard to explain but it was like I could think straight there none of the tired fogginess I feel EVERYDAY and I was there thinking "im like that everyday, how the hell do I think or get anything done!?" Today I felt like if you had put an exam in front of me i would have aced it. I could think.
I didnt feel exhausted and tired. What has changed? nothing. Just fluke with my body. But god I would PAY to feel like that
mum came to see me at 11am for a brew and I told her about how good I was feeling
she left, I had a quick lunch then did one more hour of work as mum had come to see me during my 4 hours of work. I like to honestly work from home
Then I went to flop on my bed to rest, I didnt fall asleep I just needed to be quiet
I got up and bought Oz in, and as its 27c he had taken refuge in the back of the garage where its cool. Like coldest place on the whole property! I bought him in for a drink and things and then I decided to shave him. His fur has really grown and I want him to be as cool as possible. He was so GOOD. I was even able to hold him up a bit with his back feet on the ground so I could shave his tumtum, bless him he was so good and he looks much neater.
He got a treat out of me and has been asleep on plush pad since. He didnt get stressed with me but he needed to rest it out XD
as I could feel my body flagging, yes sadly that good feeling was passing, I decided to do a good work out as I didnt do one yesterday and I wont do one tomorrow cus of my appointment. So I did 40mins and it was a good sweatfest, I can not wait for a cool bath!!
I made biscuits and got Jack's dinner on as hes chosen pie and chips for the first time and they take 35mins so its having the oven on for a while T^T on a hot day T^T
Then I will have a bath and then water my garden as its desperate!
tomorrow
school, im hoping to be able to go. Then I will have lunch with mum then at 3pm I have reflexology to try and boost my energy levels. Jack will have nerdery in the evening so I will be by myself.
