ahhh excuse my absence
Jo has been poorly -____-
So leaving off from monday when I wasnt feeling good
I couldnt sleep and didnt sleep til about 2am
I woke up at 5am laying there and laying there
and at 5:40am I decided as I would be up at 6am id turn my alarm off
so it wouldnt make jump
what did I do?
i fell asleep
course I did
Next thing I knew it was 6:25am...
i got up, my body was weak and shaking but still i got ready in record time
driving to work i started to feel a lil dizzy
i walked out my car and felt like i was on a boat the floor was moving
i got to the school entrance and i almost passed out i just managed to hold on
a teacher saw and asked if i was ok
i just said "i nearly fainted, i just dont feel that good"
she took me to the reception and i sat down the receptionist asked if i was ok
and at that moment who walks in...
Jack
course he does
i just thought "ah Jo you're in for it now"
he was concerned and walked with me to the prep room
telling me I shouldnt have come in and such
i said id be ok and i wanna stay
but it soon became very apparent i wasnt very well
i was stupidly dizzy like as if someone had span me round on a chair and expected me to walk in a straight line, i was all over the place
Jack told me to sit down, so i laid on the floor in the prep room as i felt sick and dizzy
teachers started to come in and obviously were wondering why their technician Jo was on the floor and looking like death
i had so many concerned members of staff that day
one said "youve got extra mothers here now"
another said "please dont die, the paper work would be a nightmare"
another blew me a kiss
but they all said the same thing
go home.
it was so hard for me to give in
jack made me a cup of tea which i struggled to drink
i said id go home once id drank it and the morning traffic to clear at 9am
then my vision kept blurring
quite badly
Jack said "can your mum or dad get you? i dont think you should be driving"
i said "if other drivers get out the way ill be fine"
he said "no Jo you arent safe to drive, youre swaying whilst sitting down"
he told a member of staff my vision was going and the teacher was like "take her car keys"
in the end i rang home *sigh* feels like i give in when i do that
i told mum and she said she'd come fetch me at 9:20am
so i waited til then on the floor
jack was making up the fake urine i wanted to make up
he kept screwing it up tho
and i said while laying down "I would have had that done by now"
he said "so would i but youre stressing me out!"
i said "Im not doing anything!"
i think it was just me dying on the floor that was stressing him out
mum sent me a text to say she had arrived in the car park
jack insisted on going with me >.>
kinda glad he did i was all over the shop
i looked like id had too much to drink
i was shivering outside despite it being sunny and warm and i felt exhausted just walking to the car jack handed me over to mum and said how stubborn i was and to not let me come into work tomorrow. damn him
the rest of the day was spent in my pajamas and i slept loads
i drank loads too
i had a fever and my heart was working over time even tho i was only laying down
i played pokemon, digimon and watched anime
and slept and slept
anything to escape the boredom
jack text me to say he sorted all the biology out and asked if i was ok
i said i wanted to come school tomorrow he said
"I dont care how youre feeling tomorrow youre not coming in"
-___-
so i resigned myself to another day of bed rest damn it
wednesday
i slept like a log
even tho i slept loads during tuesday i slept all the way through the night
i spent my day watching anime
watching dances
and sleeping
ive been eating and drinking more than usual as i just want to be back to full health
it was incredibly boring tho
luckily i did have my mum home
at 1pm tho my brother came home from work saying he wasnt feeling good
i thought 'i hope i havent infected him'
he went to bed for the rest of the day then went out on his BMX...
wish i healed that bloody quick
today
i do feel better today
no dizziness
and im not so fatigued
mum says i have colour in my cheeks today as well
i havent been sweating all day ether
i hardly slept last night
and ive done so well to not sleep during the day
i dont know how ive passed the day tho
i did do some origami, i wanna put one in jacks technician tray one each week
but the top left the cat with the heart i think that i will save for his birthday, the others are a mouse, rabbit face, cat face
so that kept me quiet
ive sat with Oz a lot
watched anime
got my stuff ready for school and for jacks
tomorrow i am dragging my corpse to school
it will be a hard ask but im going
i wanna know whats happening next week
also its heart dissection and i dont wanna miss it
also i know jack doesnt wanna clear it up XD
after school im going to his house
as i am enjoying my weekend damn it!!!!!!!!!
i had a crap weekend last weekend where i spent it in bed
i havent spent any time with jack for 2 weeks
ive had a crap week of feeling like death
so i am enjoying my weekend
i asked jack "friday night can we watch an anime film whilst starting pokemon heartgold/soulsilver then go bed, have a lay and then go for a sugar binge?"
he said "i approve of this plan"
i said "anything you wanna add?"
he said "as long as im with you im happy"
meh ill take that XD
so thats me really
im sure i can hack tomorrow, i even have salad to take with me to get me through the day
im looking forward to spending time with jack too as its been too long
im sure over the weekend ill be fully recovered
jack said every member of the science staff was concerned about me and hoped i was ok
it will be good to see them all tomorrow
i hope i can pick up where i left off ok
hopefully it wont be too busy
