Guess what!!
I slept!! No joke I slept
I could not believe it
I felt so sickly and having a lot of thoughts about being fat last night
mum and dad had a surgery program on and it was making me feel sick
so I went and took my Kindle to bed, opened it but never read it
I started thinking about cosplay and other bits and pieces
normally thinking about stuff wakes me up and gets me going but last night
i drifted off thinking about cosplay! next thing i knew mum was waking me
for work at 7am!!
its a comforting thought to know i can sleep naturally!
I got ready for school
and it turns out I was in year 6 today!!! helping 2 children who were less able
it wasnt too bad actually and made a change too
the teacher was the same age as me! well i was a month older XD never been older than a teacher before, certainly dont feel it tho i have to say i still feel very immature
i came home for lunch mum had warmed my soup up which i was grateful for
i went back and the afternoon was very easy
the teacher insisted at one point that i sit in the staffroom and have a drink!
i refused and asked her to ask other members of staff for work to do if she had none to give me seeing as the students were in assembly
in the staffroom the woman, who weren't too much older than me were talking about their weight and how theyre never the same shape after child birth. i sat there feeling like a right runt XD
the boy i was working today literally lost it today when he discovered his house on google maps. he went mad and was showing people his house. and i thought "why is going crazy like this?" i worked it out them, its the first time he'd seen google maps/earth. so i let him have his moment as i can imagine i would have had a similar reaction at 10 years old seeing my house online
I went straight to adams house from there
had a brew and came away
got home and had a shower and face pack
my stomach has been very painful today
mum gave me some bread with my soup and like an idiot i ate it
gave me such pain and i felt sick when eating and after eating
fed up man, ive got this and sodding hay fever to contend with right now and its peeing me off
This evening ive been looking at water colours
originally i thought id got to spend around £15 but upon re-looking i found that, that set wasnt what i wanted, i wanted the brand but that particular set didnt have enough colours or the colours i wanted. so ive been hunting round and ive spent £22.50 on the set i did want
i laboured over the thought for ages whether to buy or not to buy but upon talking to mum i told her its something im not gonna use daily and its justifying buying them, i told her i know im gonna keep looking at them over months and debating it. so i brought them. they wont be here for another month as theyre a japanese brand.
Tomorrow i really wanna go swimming
but i have no one to go with so im tempted to go by myself at this rate!
wonder how tonights sleep will go
been wearing these in bed, they were £18! but ive been grateful of them
from japan theyre thermal compression socks and raise leg temperature up 6c
its to help with aches and complaints basically and they do help
