Evening
I couldnt get off to sleep and ended up getting up for 2 wees >.> and today been peeing for britain but I think you do pee a lot when you're coming to the end of a cold
So we got up and asked each other how we were feeling
Jack said he wasnt too bad, I honestly thought he would be really poorly as I bloody was on day 3 >.>
I felt a bit deathy but really wanted to go in. So we got ready, dropped Oz over and went to school
School was hard and I was having massive anxiety! I had to go and walk outside on the streets to get red leaves for an A-level practical first thing. What with my anxiety, cold weather, and sore throat, I actually couldnt breathe. I was almost staggering back to the prep room for my inhaler. I have never been that close to a full on asthma attack. Honestly couldnt breathe, or get a full lung in. I wasnt frightened as I know thats the worse thing you can do as worrying messes the breathing even more. I eventually caught my breath but it did leave me somewhat shaky so then I was recovering from that. Ugh guess I was still pretty sick this morning. I did have 2 members of staff say "take it easy" "can tell youre not right your not your usual bubbly self" yeh people can see when I am sick
Jack did my to-do list with me as I wanted to go through what I needed to do and stuff. He felt more capable today than me ALSO the physic teachers had prepped their own lessons and put it on their own trollies!! How unfair, come on biology teachers >.> So Jack said he would do my biology lessons today. He gave me jobs to do today and once I had done those I would be allowed to do art.
I didnt get that much art done as it goes....but never mind.
I got the day done even if it was a massive ask.....jesus I was exhausted and starving
We picked Oz up, not that he would come for me T^T I was so hungry and tired Ozwald.....and we had him for 2 hour last to dry him out and it meant 2 hours of fuss and treats and he still gives me the run around, I worked out he actually wanted a wee before being picked up thats why he was running around. I saw him do a big wee then went to pick him up. But he still ran off!! Actual git
we got home and I had tea, fruit loaf, pain killers, hot bag, joggers. the lot.
I hadnt got to cook as we put stew on this morning which was nice its just not my kinda dinner really.
Then I havent done much else but rest really as I feel tired but I will do a 10min work out just to help me sleep and help my pain and well being. Then have a bath and sit with Oz. Asked Jack to finish gaming at 9pm so we can watch tenchi and go to bed on time as we both need sleep.
tomorrow
school, period 2 I have a meeting with head of science about my absences....then period 3 I have my biology lesson. Then the day to get through. Plenty of sodding practicals T^T
