I'm back
couldnt be bothered to do my diary basically!
so last week I had my blood test
did not pass out but felt my heart stutter which was strange
but it was good on me for not passing out
I have since had my results and all is well
i didnt really want to go to hospital for further tests what with the virus around, i dont want to catch it or put any more stress on doctors so im leaving any further testing
the doctor said he'd refer me if i pass out again tho
so fair enough
my weekend was spent at jack's
it was nice
i went shopping really on saturday
not that i got anything amazing
i did however get a new stitch plushie ^^
hes in an easter bunny suit and was reduced from £20 to £12 ^^
i came home each day tho to see Oz
and sunday i had Oz in my room which he loved ^^
i like to make sure he knows hes loved and wanted
about it really
cant really be bothered to report in on my week
today school was alright
hard work as it usually is despite me not having any practicals
i felt a bit stressed about work tho
thursday i came home 90mins early as i felt if i continued i was going to faint
so i left for home
as soon as i walked through the door i cried
id had enough basically
and i was stressed over the weekend thinking how im gonna get through work
i was getting so wound up by it i was hearing noises - tunes
which is part of psychosis and it acts up on me when i get stressed
it even woke me a few times as i felt i could hear things even whilst asleep!
today at work i kept hearing tunes
does my head in
even when i play music i can hear them >.>
i brought flowers for mum this weekend
as next weekend is mother's day and i have the convention so i'll be too dead to buy flowers
well i hope we have convention depends on this bloody corona virus
sick of hearing about it
does my head in
and the panic buying is actually boardline crazy
like its the end of the world
1000s of people die of flu each year but we dont rave about that >.>
anyway moving on
tomorrow just school really
nothing amazing
convention best still be on this weekend
