Konbanwa
I went to bed by myself last night at like 9:45pm and was woken up an hour later by Jack coming to bed, I gave him a quick cuddle and fell back to sleep
Woke up at 7:30am and ate breakfast alone for half hour then went to wake jack up at 8am
he laid on the sofa for 2 hours straight whilst I....
got ready
cleaned Oz out
cleaned the bathroom
made biscuits
made a shopping list
he did nothing
it did annoy me
I left him and went to see my mum and brother for 90mins then came home for lunch
mum had kinda brought us both a cake from bakewell ^^
I got hold the girls for a bit too, molly lost 40g this week. Not sure whats up with her as she seems totally normal and happy and eating, not dribbling or quiet. Mum says shes gonna see how she goes over the weekend and see if she needs vets....
After lunch I went to bed for 2 hours I was tired
but when I woke up I felt no different. no better off what so ever
what a waste of time that was! I dont get any time for myself as it is!!!
I felt a bit flat all afternoon but tried to get on with some drawing
then I flopped on the bed at 4pm and then stayed there for 10mins and got up to announce I was going for a walk, despite it raining - still
Jack insisted on joining me even tho I probably wasnt the best of company
doesnt help that I forgot to take my antidepressant at lunch.... this year I forgot so much medication
we went for a good walk in our new black coats
then came back had baths and then did dinner, so it was a different routine
I then did some drawing, getting further with the 2nd picture
Ive made Jack sit with Oz as I sat with him this afternoon, he was alone in a cardboard box in the garage as it was raining outside. so I gave him company. Jack never sits with him anymore. its gone back to always being more or sometimes both of us.
I wont be late in bed tonight as I am quite tired
tomorrow
food shop, make soup, cook my breakfasts for the week, biology homework, exercise
then there might be some time left for me...
maybe
