Evening~~
I slept pretty alright
I do enjoy night and day cold and flu tablets as the night times do help with sleep
I woke up at 7:30am tho >.>
I felt worse than what I did yesterday
honestly I can't believe how much worse I am today than yesterday
i sound like Ive been smoking a 1000 fags all day
I wasn't impressed
I didn't do much in the morning
I did go to a few shops with mum just to get out
I personally didnt get anything
we came back and I went on my laptop
but I wasn't feeling good so I was back in bed for 11am -______-
I got up and had lunch
adam wanted to know if he could see me
but i couldnt be bothered to
speak
entertain
drive
have company
just basically wanted to be left to myself
he said he'd like to see me tomorrow
i said "yeah i'll see how i feel"
all afternoon I didnt do much
and not doing any exercise since sunday was getting to me
i felt like a tiger in a cage
i was getting a mental barrage full of
how much id eaten
how fat i was
how bored and fed i was
mum said it was probably best i rest and not got for a run
i went for a 15minute run
felt better for it
nakerd and aching afterwards but a bit mentally better
so it feels like a waste of life today
but at least i didnt have to miss work or anything
i brought a pair of second hand converse online for £20.29
been "worn once" apparently but i think theyve been worn more than that
still theyre in better condition than mine as mine hurt my feet now
hopefully they will arrive when someone is home!
ordered a pair of shorts id been wanting for months which were always £11 i got them for £5
well happy about that one
i was looking at Happi Coats and Yukatas as Id love to dance in one when I start doing
Yasokoi dances but they came up for at least £12 and its a lot to pay when im only gonna dance for fun in one, so maybe one day, when i get my Naruko in the post and start dancing i shall see
i do keep practising my Idol dancing and im thinking of recording outside too
tomorrow i have yoga and thats the only thing i have going off in the day
