Evening
After sending the picture to my brother, he said he thought it was really good and should get it printed. But I feel I still need to look at it a few more days before I commit to getting it printed
It took a while to sleep as Jack was up gaming, kinda woke when he came to bed but dropped off. I whacked him on his chest with my hand when he was snoring - think I half did it in my sleep - he has been saying to wake him if hes snoring. It did the trick but he didnt actually wake up....how? So I asked him this morning and he doesnt remember it. HOW DEEP DOES THAT GUY SLEEP!? jesus
I woke up at 8am and got up for Oz and had breakfast by myself
I got Jack up at just before 9am. He had come to bed at midnight.
I thought I was ok when I first got up this morning. Didnt feel like I had been in a car accident anyway. But as the morning went on I felt more and more like death. Wrote the day off and sulked in bed
but Jack came ot ift my spirits and got me to write a to do list even if it was small or had little things on. So I put on it "small walk" "see mum" "make biscuits" so I felt like I was achieving something with my day. I basically dont cope with 'rest days' To not have to go anywhere or have no chores to do and to just REST its hard for me accept. But apparently rest is just as important >.>
I had lunch with Jack and then did a short walk with mum which was nice
I laid on my bed all afternoon as soon as I got home, thinking about art and stuff. I heard jack say to theo (online) "going to have a break as Jo will want a cup of tea and fruit loaf around now" this was at 4:15pm and it certainly got me out of bed XD
I did my biscuits and did dinner which was just pizza and leftovers then I went for a bath and then did some painting. After my bath the doorbell went as I was getting dressed. My brother and mum had kindly brought my car over ^^ I had remembered but then forgot and went for a bath >< they surprised me with it. I would have only thought about it when I next needed it XD
My painting sucks
if I can not revive it tomorrow then it goes straight in da bin~~~~
We got a picture of Oz going through his new tube ^^
we've had to have him in a few times today as it just keeps raining but when its rains, it rains...and my pudding of a rabbit just happily sits out in it!!!! Hes still a bit damp but thats because he then plays in the wet plants >.> Jack keeps grooming him
Im going to bed again by myself T^T Jack is gaming again with theo. Missing watching anime with him and having hot chocolate. Our bedtime routine basically. But I know we have all the time in the world to do that. The holidays are only so long and perfect time to stay up. Gotta suck it up and get on with it. he says he can just not game and come bed but Im a big girl im ok.
tomorrow
were setting off to jack's mum's in the morning. Originally his Nan was gonna be there and hes not seen her in over a year but we've just found out that shes asked not to come over as theres gonna be storms in her city so doesnt want anyone driving in it. Which is fair enough. So I asked Jack the question "so why we still going over?" he said "good point! but we can just go for a couple of hours" we have the excuse of lunch and my meds needed, so we can come away for lunch. Dont wanna sit there hours as its not gonna help me. It will be ok
then god knows what I will do tomorrow
but we are gonna eat early as im taking Jack over to Harveys, hes having a night out!!! his first night out this year! Hes still not sure how comfortable he feels and said he will just come home if he doesnt like whats going off. Its starting at Harvey's with harvey and theo. Then theres going to a different town to a friends house for a bigger gathering of people, then it will be the city centre from there. Its then Jack will assess how happy he feels. But we checked night buses and things and he can get home at the latest of 3:15am. He said he will take the sofa. So I will make the sofa up for him. I told him he can come to bed but he says he doesnt want to disturb me. says he might stink of kebab and snore badly so will just stay on the sofa
ether way im getting him up sunday morning for our weekly shop. he knows this XD
im sure I will be fine by myself. I can always go to my family's house for a bit if I want to
