Tuesday, 23 February 2021

Up til 4am, back at school tomorrow

 Evening


Well I was up til 4am -________- I kid you not. 4 sodding AM

Was well annoyed

it got to 12am and I got up for pain killers and stayed up til 1am and went back to bed

but still couldnt sleep so I got up and yeah just stayed up til 4am

its not like I can have hot chocolate or cereal ether T^T pure torture, those beloved foods gave me strength to get through the night. All I had last night was sultanas and buts T^T

So when the alarm went off at 7:30am I switched it off and went back to sleep

woke up at 8:30am with jack saying he had made me a orange fruit tea and had placed it beside me

when I got up he was like "jeez you look like death!"

I said "I feel it. Couldnt sleep. Was in too much pain. So I was up til 4am"

he said "why didnt you wake me?"

i just dont like waking him. I said "its not like you can take away my pain" he said "no but at least you wont be alone" i guess...

So i literally ate breakfast and went back to bed as I was just dead, my body needed to rest from so much exercise the day before.

I woke up at 10am and found jack and Oz in the living room so that was nice to wake up to,

I felt a bit more human anyway

I pushed my self to do my work out however I only did 3 out of the 4 videos then went for a very hot bath.

We had lunch then I did some reading

I have learned so much from that body book already. But everything I tell jack I have learned he already knows....how does he know so much >.>

We walked to the local corner shop as I wanted to buy jack a treat for going to fetch my dresser yesterday, I brought my dad some chocolate for also going yesterday. Brought my mum some flowers for being an excellent postal service as all my post goes to their house.

we came back and had Oz out who just did toilet everywhere -______-

he hasnt chosen to go much today as its sooo windy, his little ears cant get signal in this wind so it scares him and so he chooses to stay in his cage. 

I started dinner, we were having meatballs. So I made the meatballs and I made pasta sauce, cooked sweet potato for me and actual pasta for jack and it was really nice even tho i wasnt having the traditional meal of pasta and meatballs like jack i still enjoyed it as it was tasty.

got stuff ready for school tomorrow as i am back on baby sitting duty. I also have a meeting at 11am with head of science about my absence before xmas. you have to fill a form out if you are ever off sick even for just an afternoon off. and usually jack does it with me but for some reason head of science has asked to do it with me. which is odd as jack is my manager and i usually fill it out with him...so i am a little bit worried about it and i dont really want to talk about my illness ether.


This evening jack is doing an extra raid online with his friends so i said I would go over to my parents house for an hour, sit with Oz and then I dont need to drop him off in the morning. So I am about to go do that. Then might come back and do a bit of drawing, not sure yet. See how tired I am as I have had a headache all day.

tomorrow

in the morning I have got to put on my thai curry stew, something i have never done before or even got a recipe for, just totally winging it here! its half prepped so not too much to do in the morning.

then we have school and I am hopefully just painting display work

then we will come back and collect Ozwald then not sure after that. it will be wednesday so its a night jack doesnt game he spends time with me. but no clue what to actually do!

I have managed to win a few more joggers online and jumpers. Also a new charm for my earring as the acrylic cheese charm i always wear has lost its yellow colour its like a white cheese slice XD 

here is Oz the other night, making himself at home. It always feels weird not having him here in the evening but i know when I sit with him at mum's soon he will be happy