Thursday, 6 September 2018

Pink Spacey Nails

Evening

I slept~
no morning walks for me~

The sheer amount of moods I have gone through today
unreal

The floral design work i did for my brother
wasnt to his liking ive offered more help but hes given up

I danced this morning
i cleaned my room

I went out and whilst i was at hobby craft
despite telling him THREE times where i was 
adam still caught the bus to my house!!
it kinda annoyed me as i felt i had to come away from my little outing 
to come home to him!
i felt quite annoyed but tried to see the positive in the fact he'd come to see me
it was hard but the mood did shift eventually

we didnt do much as it was pouring down outside
we went up to his house and i played Okami
i was able to have a bit more of a play with him now his back is more recovered
i mainly wore his bed duvet as a cape all after noon as i was damn cold
i came home for yoga

yoga was damn hard it was leg movements as we were aiming for splits
ive wanted to do splits for a long time
i cant do it, my ligaments scream at me
and karen says its my hyper mobility syndrome its the way it is
but it may improve over time
i want to be able to do splits! my body isnt taking anything else from me!
i had to demonstrate a move for her i can do as easily as breathing
due to my hyper mobility 

my nails this week

tomorrow mum and dad go away for the weekend
im gonna miss mum
heck i''ll miss company as i can see me spending a lot of time by myself
over the friday and saturday
hate it
every night im lonely like a pathetic loser 

last night i drew a picture of my dream in my little book
and then i watched the new series of Task Master ^^

From Hobby Craft I brought 2 A5 sketchbooks
one for france
one for tenerife
and a new sketchbook for when my other one runs out
and some birthday stickers ive been meaning to buy