Evening
So last night I ACHED I hurt everywhere. I took my pain killers but nothing touched it. I tried sleeping in my bed in my dressing gown at 9pm. By 1am I had not slept and taken 3 times more pain killers I was suppose to. I quietly wept and had all manner of thoughts. I went to bed at 2am and just laid there and laid there just waiting and hoping for sleep to take me. I looked at the clock....5am....
Every joint hurt. All because I had been working for 8 hours in 14c and it had just sunk into my joints and made me suffer needlessly. I do not expect school to put the heating on for ME but it would have been nice to have known that I needed to wrap up more.
When the alarm went off at 6:15am I felt like death and told Jack I couldnt go school. To which I started crying and he said "none of this is your fault. If the school weren't such tight bastards you wouldnt have suffered all through the night and have to miss school. Do not worry Jo this will be documented on your return to work form." I could tell he was annoyed and Jack doesnt get annoyed...he rang school on my behalf and said "Jo wont be in today as the school was so cold yesterday its set off her fibromylgia"
I was grateful he rang up for me
I took him to school despite how I was feeling
I was so gutted not to be going with him
I called in at mum's she actually had the day off for a steroid injection in her hip so I had company. We sat with the girls and had a cup of tea. She felt annoyed towards the school as she said it was very unsupportive of them as they know I have an illness which is affected by the cold. Yeah school aint bothered >.> she said it also doesnt do me any good - mentally - to not be at school. shes right
I came home and went to bed for an hour. It was a long day tho
I had lunch with mummy
my new phone came and my case and screen protector! so thats good
I left it all in its box for my brother to put the screen protector on for me as he does an amazing job. Im hoping he has time to sort my phone out. I have left both phones at mum's so I have no way of contacting him to ask!
I picked Jack up which was a massive effort as I was so damn tired and achy. Spending an hour in the car was not fun but I got it done
all day it has been a drag mentally and physically. My body feels tired from not sleeping and too many drugs as well I think
I managed to put a few songs on my ipod, I havent done that in months! So I will listen to them at work tomorrow as I plan to go
Jack said that at 2pm today school put the heating on. So many people were complaining. We had a staff email last night saying staff can teach in their coats. How generous! But now the heating has gone on. I am hoping its on tomorrow as well. But I am wearing Jack's fleece lined trousers regardless. Not taking the risk. Im glad others complained. I thought it was me being weak and sensitive to the cold. But no. when jack told people why I was off today they all said how disgusting it was of the school and how bloody cold it was.
so yeah, hopefully tomorrow will be a better day
I have taken another blanket from mum's as I was freezing last night, hopefully I will be able to sleep and be warm. My god I want to be able to sleep T^T
what a sucky day just cus school is tight with money and I have my health issues.
and yeah hopefully as well I will have my new phone with me tomorrow
I can survive without a phone tho XD
