I didn't sleep that well
i just ached really
but managed to stay in my bed
I was woken by stupid agency at 7:30
ugh i dont do morning calls and i hadnt slept
wasnt impressed
I went straight to check Molly and Millie
and they seemed fine
when i checked them last night they were wedged together
and today they were ok and ate spinach together in the hall
i think theyre adjusting well ^^
mum is in love with molly as she really reminds mum of Pinks
I did the 30min zumba dance routine in the morning and went for a shower
sat and did a bit of painting
got ready to go school
had lunch
got to school 10 mins early
sat and talked to alan and jack and then jack soon put me to work
just doing odd jobs nothing amazing
then we went upstairs and prepared some stuff, i got to mix some chemicals
i did a lot of washing up
jack genuinely thought I had ADHD XD i know he thinks im weird
then we just got talking
turns out we have led very similar experiences
he too had to quit a course he was on
he didnt really leave the house much for two years
he had bad depression
suffers with anxiety
was on 10 tablets a day
and yeah it was quite surreal listening to him as i thought how similar we were
so i shared my stuff
he said he couldnt tell i had all that wrong with me
weird really
in a way its kinda nice to know there are others out there my age who have had a crap time of growing up in their youth. as when i was going through it i felt utterly alone with it and felt so different from everyone else
we ended up leaving school late as we were too busy talking ><
got home and mum made me a brew
i managed to reschedule an appointment ive been ringing up for for the last week
then i did some gentle dancing in my room
just on my laptop now but so tired i really am
looking forward to my bed
thats if i can sleep in it
sleep has been so hard lately cus i just hurt
i might try do some more drawing tonight or something
but not feeling it
i used new eyebrow powder i got in the post on saturday
ive been wanting this for months and months but its always been so expensive
until i found someone selling one second hand on ebay being used twice
and its fine and i really like it, i can see why everyone uses it
its Kanebo Kate eyebrow powder
well impressed
tomorrow not sure what im doing
was seeing mia but shes cancelled on me again
but im sure i will see her soon
