Look who was up til 1am again!
man its getting tiresome in more ways than one!
sick to death of not being able to sleep even tho im shattered
before bed I went on pokemon SoulSilver to see what I had on it
and thought about restarting it but havent found the time or effort
then at 10pm I went downstairs to find my parents watching
8 out of 10 does countdown
not seen it agessss! it was good actually i laughed loads
which doesnt help with the whole winding down for bed thing XD
good tho
we've got the last episode of Picnic at Hanging Rock to watch too~
I woke up at 7:45am
i could not be arsed to get out of bed
which isnt like me but its those Calms tablets ive been taking past few days
they dont sedate me but just make me groggy when i wake up
didnt get out of bed til 8am
whereas normally when i wake im up
i couldnt be arsed with the day even
but i found the motivation somewhere and went for a run
showered, shoved breakfast down me, no brew or dried my hair
and went out with mum
we just went round a few shops
we didnt get anything really
i got 2 pairs of pants reduced to £1 each, bargain!
a pair of jeggings reduced to £2
and sunglasses reduced from £15 to £2
ive got 1 pair of glasses and i worry about them breaking and not having a back up
we went for a hot chocolate and cake then a walk
i was quite tired from running then a walk but i got on with it
had lunch when i came home and almost fell asleep on the sofa
i was tired, headache, sicky
just felt off
not only that ive been a bit weaker mentally today
just not handled being around people in general really
think i hear or see things
its quite tiresome!
I wasnt in the mood to do my last two kimonos
so i made a hair bow
using the cardcaptor sakura ribbon i got this week
its a pinwheel bow never made one before but i didnt want a bog standard bow
precious ribbon this!
I then went to do one of the two hoodies i got from manchester
chose to do the pink one as the patches i ordered for it came today
so thought might as well
so i stitched 2 patches on, a couple of buttons and a pair of cat ears :3
so its no longer plain it looks cute actually
i will photograph it tomorrow
that was my day
so ive done 2 exercises and done 2 crafts things :)
Mia txted me to say games night is on this sunday!
so thats a trip into my loft to get the playstation one out XD
thats our night basically playstation one + pizza
me mia adam rob
from 4pm this sunday~
should be good and something to look forward to
tomorrow I've got parkrun
double digits tomorrow it will be my 10th!
not gonna go mental just gonna get round XD
just hope i dont have another moment like i did last week
