Sunday, 25 April 2021

saw the guys for the first time this year

 Evening


I did an hour of yoga last night! I would say it was gentle yoga tho as I wasnt out of breath or sweating, I did not want to sweat as I didnt want to wash my hair >< 

I did half the yoga with Oz, the other half I booted him outside XD he was round me too much and was hungry so I let him have a late evening outside which I think he did enjoy :)

I asked Jack for attention. I did try to wait for 10pm. It was 9:10pm when I wanted attention, I managed to wait a whole 30 mins XD til I caved in and asked for attention, as he wasnt playing with anyone he was fine coming off, so we did have a bit of an early night. However it still seemed to take me past 11pm to get to sleep I think that was because I had rested and slept so much during the day ><


This morning I woke up and thought the time was 8:30am but it was actually in the region of 6am....so I got up for nothing -_____- I tried to get back to sleep after I had gotten up for a wee and to do my teeth, I laid there next to jack for 30mins but it was no use, I was aching and gave up. We both got up. Even tho it was early he didnt complain once and in fact we both got some chores done before we went shopping! He hoovered the whole house and I did the bathroom~

we went food shopping and was all done and dusted in 40mins

we unpacked when we got back and then had a brew, we did my soup together, whilst it cooked I cleaned Oz out, he helped a bit with it :) but in all honesty he has done very little today >.>

after lunch we went to go meet Harvey and Theo, we walked round the park with them and then went to Harveys back garden for a quick drink as it has been warm again. It was good to see them. Guys just make fun of one another all the time XD Harvey offered us a house tour, I know you shouldnt go to one another's houses right now but we felt a quick house tour wouldnt hurt. I noticed the little bits that were different from last year. And I mean little. He has had his house longer than us and we have done like the whole house! He hasnt done much at all in comparison. Its still very raw looking like nothing painted or proper flooring. But he seems ok about it. I on the other hand needed to make my house feel like a home ASAP as I didnt feel settled or relaxed. But thats just me. 

The mess on the other hand....whilst we were walking harvey said he had tidied up yesterday and that the house was still tidy. His version or tidy is clearly very different XD  there was no surface area that was available for use! clutter everywhere and clothes, stuff from easter, pots, their stuff. Yeah I couldnt live there. Even Jack came away and said the same things! and said he much prefers how we live and our home. What harvey had decorated was very him which I liked. its retro looking in places, bit nerdy in another and a bit arty in another. yes I like how its not conventional.

we came away around 3pm as I had had enough and couldnt sit in those outdoor seats.  On the way home tho, I said a snide remark about jack's driving as he was driving and I know I stress him out time to time being a bad passenger and I had asked him to drive today, as it was good practice for him to drive somewhere thats not to the supermarket or work. He instantly snapped back and I managed to stay quiet the rest of the journey as he threatened to pull over and let me drive ><

I got out the car and went for a wee when I got in, then went to jack as he laid on the sofa and cuddled him and apologised. He instantly apologised back. I got a bit upset. I felt awful. I had said something critical about his driving for no reason. It was said out of pain and tiredness and a need to get home fast. I should have kept my thoughts to my self. It was wrong and I felt horrible. So i was very sorry and shedded a few tears. Jack said it wasnt worth getting upset over and that he understood why I came out with it. He knows how I get. So we were all good as we went and sat outside with Oz and a brew.

Honestly we wouldnt be good in a argument or anything as we dont cope well with being mad or hurtful towards one another! best way to be ^^

We sat out with Oz til dinner, I did dinner and then got stuff ready for school, chose a nail design for later and got Oz inside, I did sit and fuss him but its a bit warm inside for him right now so I have let him go outside for an evening play which I know he enjoys. I just like to make sure he gets attention as well :)

I am going to do about 20 mins of exercise as I do not want to overdo it for work, I did a walk earlier so its not like I havent done anything.

Then I am going to enjoy my bath and pamper myself ^^ hair oil and face sheet~


tomorrow

school again T^T cant believe how fast the weekend goes by, but all well. sure I will get through it all somehow :)