Evening
I did my work out last night, I found it quite easy and I watched other people doing Chloe Ting videos whilst I worked out. Found that other people stopped losing weight and found the videos easier after time and the best solution is to do a different work out. So I found a 'inner thigh burn' video chloe does so tonight I plan to try that as I would like to lose weight from my legs and my waist. But I have been working my core so much and I am losing weight round there but I will mix it up a bit
I was so damn tired and couldnt wait for bed but Jack finished at 9:45pm gaming so he was down before I had gotten out the bath, I felt it was late by the time I had gotten off to sleep tho, it was pass 11pm and I was just aching. I woke up to my alarm and felt ok about the day
However I have been suffering mentally all day, almost like I havent had my medication. Not to mention I was aching, work stressed me out as I couldnt think straight and didnt know where to start, I got a bit upset simply out of frustration. But jack talked me through it all
I took extra pain relief and I did get on with my day, I had had enough and couldnt wait to go home. I drove us home. Jack drove this morning and did very well.
I got to mum's and mum and jack had a brew I had fruit salad mum had made. We sat with Oz who had had a nice day as usual. Then we came home and Jack started to put the new mangastudio - clipart paint on to my laptop as I have decided to go with it and purchase it. Move on with the times, he then tried to get my preferred settings on to it but I dont have time tonight to have a play with it to see if its all how I like it. But hopefully it works ok, and he paid for it ^^
we had dinner and now I am just getting up the new chloe work outs i am gonna try out. Trying 2 different work outs then 1 of my usual work outs, makes up the same time of 40mins.
Im gonna sit with Oz now then do the work out then bath, the usual. Im sick of this anxious feeling tho so im hoping I will work it out my system.
Tomorrow is school
told mum I am not stopping after school I want to get back and make my dinner as its meatballs and they take time.
