Monday, 17 July 2017

Being so critical

Evening~~

Sick of not sleeping
just exhausted

I got up for school as per usual
knowing it was gonna be a warm day so I prepped my make-up
to make sure it wouldnt become a melted mess

I got to school and we did an english activity
then we had P.E. early
so it was an easy morning and I was on duty so i was able to sit outside
I went home for lunch which was soup mum had practically done for me
as i walked through the door

After lunch we did a quick activity
and then watched key stage 2's end of year play
charlie and the chocolate factory
it was 80mins long!! can you imagine all those kids learning a play that long!
I could see the effort into it and all their outfits and face paint/make-up
it was good actually for their age group
i just found it hard to sit there that long
after was a break then home time 
easy day
it was the last time me and the female P.E. teacher would see each other
shes not coming back to the school and I may not return to it ether
bit sad cus i liked her
probably the most memorable thing she told me was that her cat needed anti-depressiants XD
mad

I came home and went to bed for an hour
i was mentally and physically tired
then I went on my laptop
then drew today's picture which Im not best pleased with

I can only spend half an hour on a piece
and originally i wanted to draw fangs but it didnt look good
so I wanted to draw a girl I made up from the top of my head
and this is how it came out but I dont like it
but thats part of why I need to do this, I have to do work im not so proud
of so that the better work stands out 
I need to stop being so critical of everything

Tomorrow I have acupuncture at 8:30am
then I come home to do some crafting 
pick adam up around lunch time and take him home so he can shower from the gym
then i think we're having a chill out afternoon cus its gonna be warm so theres not
a lot to do when its 25c out there
i think we may walk to the cafe for ice cream