went for a walk last night
happily creeping myself out
its not nice hearing and seeing stuff
some days its worse than others
last night was bad
i was seeing shadows hearing whispers
proper creepy i tried not to entertain them but i could feel my heart racing
After my walk I came in and put Kill Bill Vol.2 on
I still hadn't watched it!
Didnt realise it was 2 hours long T^T
takes a lot for me to sit still for that long
for me to watch a film, its an achievement!!
turns out the film sucked
I wasnt a fan of the first one I just thought Id see it through to the end
This morning I could not be arsed but as usual i found the motivation
I cleaned my pets out and managed to put them outside
its nothing but rained here and when it stops for half hour it comes
back with a vengeance so I havent been able to chance a walk yet!
I played a children's Japanese game on my DS Lite
I did some dancing which I enjoyed actually
Im currently learning I do believe its 5 dances...not sure why
im putting 5 dances on myself but hey im getting there
slowly
god knows when i will be able to record something XD
I sorted out some bits for tomorrow so I havent got too much to do tomorrow
i made myself a salad for lunch and noodle broth for dinner
been on my own practically all day
ive gotten through it some how
not been too mental or anything
I planned out a cross stitch i wish to do for mum for christmas
thought id start it now seeing as she's away so no disturbances
i drew it out so it matched her current two and then sat in front of 3 episodes
of Natsume Yuujin Chou Roku whilst sewing
thats how far i am
done eyes ears and feet
looks a little weird but even this far i can see where the rest of the two pigs are going
i will continue when i can~
i used to be really good at designing cross stitch
ive gotten out of touch with it its been so long
i had my girls in as they couldnt play outside
they did bugger all
maisy is always cuddling up to millie tho
tho millie isnt arsed
alice forever on her own in her own world
I suddenly decided that i wanted to learn a Halloween Dance
and now is the time to start it I feel
so i had a think through what i could learn
and out of all of them the one I enjoy the most is
AMB48's Halloween Night
such a fun dance
im tempted to ask mia to join me but i doubt she'll be committed enough
I havent seen her in 3 weeks
Tomorrow~~
mummy and daddy come home XD
well adam said to come up to his at 11am
which leaves the tricky business of lunch...
right now food is incredibly hard work for me
i get mentally beaten up everytime i eat!
so im dreading food tomorrow -____- shouldnt dread something as simple as lunch
from there I am going over to Tara's for 2pm
we're playing Bucket of Doom card game me adam tara and james
looking forward to it
and i get to hold her hammy ^^
tara is doing food for us but i think im ok with that as i know what were eating
so it takes the stress and anxiety away
it does mean i wont be home til late
and i wont see mum til late but i'll catch up with her at some point im sure
done so much dancing today
my joints actually hurt
if i do too much they hurt
not to mention i did 20 mins of yoga as well today
such clicking
i noticed today that my hip actually moves around whilst dancing
my joints arent supported hence the pain
monday im going chiropractor
ahhh its 8:25pm its dark
a part of me wants fresh air now its not actually raining
but not sure
