Evening
took me til 11:30pm to actually sleep my stomach was in knots but i was trying to tune off to everything my head was going off about
i slept til 6:30am, and i had woken in the same position i had fallen asleep in...
very strange for me! i move loads in sleep i know i do
i wanted to go back to sleep but no such luck, needed pain killers
so i got up at 6:45am...on a sunday T^T
so i had a quiet morning til 8am when i knew my parents were up
i made mum a cup of tea, brought her her mother's day card and the guinea pigs all in bed
i couldnt make much of a fuss with her given the virus situation everywhere is shut
but a brew, card and pigs in bed was appreciated ^^
i then went on my laptop for a bit then crawled back into bed
i was cold and tired and didnt really have anything much to do
i got up at 11 and went for a shower
then i went for a walk, had lunch did 40mins of yoga
finished my shana picture
mum says its really good
but yeah i think its alright i guess
might do another manga picture, maybe inu x boku
trying to pick mangas me and jack both know
so i had a flick through the entire series on my shelf for a page to use from inu x boku
and i think i found one, its just not as dynamic as the shana one
i might have a stab at it
sat and played disgaea5 then looked online at what games id like to play next for the switch
not a lot shouted out to me which is why i didnt buy a switch in the first place - a lack of games i would like to play. but i think tales of vespaire or something seemed kinda ok
i was thinking fire emblem but i cant be bothered with it.
gonna do my nails tonight but will just do a normal manicure i think
not in the mood to do nice nails
i dont know why but things dont feel well in Jo's world
maybe its the uncertainty of it all and the fact i have been stripped of all my routine
i just havent felt happy really
i know theres people out there worse i get that, i mean mentally i havent felt happy
im sure i will snap out of it
i got a txt this morning from school stating there was no meeting anymore in the morning
jack says he isnt going into school tomorrow i could not believe it, he actually isnt going in! strange world we are in right now! i felt sure he was going in even if it was just for an hour!
so i have no clue what is happening now tomorrow as i was gonna pick him up at lunch time and go to his but thats no happening now but i guess i can still see him tho