I went to bed at 9:45pm
and I did eventually drop off to sleep
I woke up at midnight tho
came downstairs and got some cereal and pain killers
no longer giving a crap about it all
10mins later i heard a car pull up and its my brother getting out of a taxi
he'd been drinking with his friends
and hadnt eaten since 3pm and had had quite a bit to drink
he was craving a mcdonalds to 'soak it up'
i told him id be up for another hour at least so if he wants to go
i will take him
thats what we did, 1am I was getting my coat on in my pajamas and got in
my car and took my brother to a deserted mcdonalds
like no one there at all
it felt quite strange almost like i was in a dream
in truth i was just grateful of the company as im finding the nights very difficult
my brother was very very grateful tho and ordered 3 burgers
he ate them downstairs whilst i had made myself a hot chocolate
then i wondered off to bed to try it all again
i did sleep a bit from there but woke up at 5 i went to bed at like 2
i just dont sleep long enough
i was dead when i got up at 7am
mum and dad have gone to derbyshire
i left for school
which went just fine as soon as the 9 year old boy got into school
he was so hard work but he did calm down and work with me
i was grateful as i was shattered
i finished at 12 without any issues
i came home and put my girlies out
and made myself some lunch
i then washed my car as the snowy roads from last week had made my car look brown not red
i kept shifting thie guineas round so they all got a turn outside
i wrapped mum's presents up for mother's day on sunday
i went on my laptop for a lil bit and did some dancing then showered
made myself some dinner and then went to TK MAXX and B&M bargains
mum had informed me that B&M had got bunny bed sheets in and i knew they had to be brought
so i wen tot get some whilst they were still there, only £9.99! thats really good for bed sheets actually dont know what the quality is like but they look cute
i like easter time as the shops are filled with bunny styled things
i went into TK and i brought a A3 sketch book for £4.99 which was amazing value, sleep tea - a different brand to try which im gonna try tonight for £1.49, and then a canvas to paint for £3
so i didnt break the bank
i needed A3 card anyway, and i knew if i brought just one sheet i was looking at at least £1 so ive got 32 pages for £4.99 the sketch pad will get used eventually. but i dont work with A3 as much as i used to i just want to start making the anniversary card for adam :D
I got home and unpacked and got into pajamas
gonna sit with my lad now
tomorrow I have got hair cut at 9:30am
so ive gotta get up and get pinks out, shower, put pinks home and go for my hair cut. come home get millie & alice out then clean their cage, sit with them, get maisy out and let her have a trot then sit with her. then im going to adams for lunch, coming home and starting sow shifts once again
im not having as long as i usually do at adams cus ive got pigs to sort
i ache a lot
and im restless like i have been the past few days
ive been pushing myself so much to try and tire my mind and body out that i sometimes feel a bit light headed, fainty but gotta keep going
i got these in the post...
what are they?...
cute cute cute ear muffs!! with cat ears!!!
i had no idea they folded up and i was well happy that they did!!! i love em!!! £2.40 bargain!
