Thursday, 22 October 2020

start of zombie squirtle

 Yo~n


I couldnt sleep last night, so was up til 2am eating cereal and taking pain killers, after that i did sleep but still felt tired in the morning

I did 35mins of yoga this morning which i did feel better for and my god did my joints crack!

then i had a shower then took me and mum to some shops

we didnt go in many think 4? but i was annoyed as they didnt have the material in i needed to make mia's cushions so i ended up ordering some online when i got home, so now i have to wait for that to come but i have got everything else ready to make these cushions


i sat with Oz and had a brew with him

then I also had my lunch with him, then I read in bed. and thats where i stayed for the next 3  hours just in and out of sleep, my body felt like a lead weight. and so tired. i was very drugged up at this point too

i decided to get up at it reached 4pm and mum usually likes a brew with me at this time


after my brew i debated whether or not to go for a walk, i know should do but i felt so tired

but knew id regret it later if i didnt do a walk, so i forced myself to go and did an hour

i felt better for doing it just felt done in afterwards!

when I came in tho i got my pyjamas on and washed my face then had dinner


since then I cut fabric for mia's cushion so i could put a lot of stuff away until i have the material i need, cus i am running out of room in my bedroom due to all the house moving tat around >.>

I was gonna do some drawing but think I might have run out of time as it's Task Master tonight so I wanna sit down with Ozwald and watch that. 

here is how far I am with squirtle, thinking of doing a zombiefied version of him, not sure tho



tomorrow, not sure what I am doing yet, could always clean my room if i need something to do

depends how much sleep i get tonight, quite low with it all and want Jack but know i can't have Jack so its hard. I feel like im doing life alone at the moment.