Monday, 11 June 2018

Went swimming with mummy

Evening~

I managed a run last night
I swear im running like every bloody day just so I can sleep
its relentless and I almost go on auto pilot
I managed to fall asleep pretty fast i was tired
then I woke up at 11:30pm, why? I have no idea
like woke up and was ready to start something
luckily i hit the pillow and fell asleep
to wake up at 4am which i have been doing lately as its when hay fever likes to wake me up
so end up waking up periodically from then blowing my nose
cus i cant breathe
i hate it

I got up and me and mum decided we'd go swimming
we were thinking of ice skating but public skate wasnt til 1:15pm
and we couldnt be bothered to go into the city for that time
swimming it was
swimming was very hard work i have to say
and me and mum's skin was itching
what chemicals were in that pool i dont want to know
but its not usually like that
we couldnt wait to come out
we sat in the jacuzzi for a few mins which was nice
we came home and had beans on toast

from there which was 1pm i stayed in bed til 4pm
i felt like crap
my body felt like it weighed 10x as much and that i couldnt move
i couldnt feel i just laid
in the end something snapped and i got up and carried on
what that was about i dont know
just felt like i needed to block the world out

I got up and went on my laptop checked my messages then made
myself pasta for dinner
since then i have been practising my dancing
i am still dancing but ive found it so difficult as of late to concentrate on it
and i want to do a good job and enjoy not just do it

not sure if i will run tonight
id like to get away with not having to run but i need a shower anyway
be nice if i could just dance
fingers crossed just dance

tomorrow going into the city centre with adam
were paying off the rest of the holiday and doing any shopping we want
seeing as we both havent got work we might as well do this ball ache of a task

I got this in the post as I wanted to try the brand out, this is eye shadow
I havent used it yet

but came with some awesome freebies