Evening
I will make this quick as I'm sweaty after dancing
and want a shower!
This morning I got up and felt much better my body felt lighter
I didn't have to worry about putting a brave face on for others today
i just didnt feel like i needed to
I held hazel and things before work
when I arrived for training it was me with Ernie-san. alice-san giving the training
and new kid David-kun who I found out is a 92' baby also :D
but I;m older muahahaha
i had a real good laugh at work
i felt mentally better and stronger today
i have no idea why
i was fine talking about popu and thing
my thumb felt better - not perfect - but better
(wont stop bleeding tho =.=)
So yesterday felt like it was a bad dream or something
How Have i got over this so quick?
maybe I cried it all out of my system yesterday? who knows
my face was raw yesterday
and my eyes killed
i got home and sat with hazel again
did some sewing of the coat
stitched my mum trousers up
mended my brother's jacket
arranged dates
i was busy
now just did dancing
which ive enjoyed but one song is giving me jip
it wont sink in!!!
but I should have a dance uploaded tomorrow
just havent had time lately
anyway thats all
i hope my good mental strength will be there tomorrow!