Evening
I sheered the rest of Oz last night, he just stood and let me and trim him I even managed to trim his chest! he doesnt even like anyone stroking him there. We then went outside together, I planted a plant which made me ache but I was aching anyway and I was worried about the plant, its leaves had started to go dark. But today it looks happier. Oz was happy outside it was very cute watching him. I put him to bed and watch Rwby with Jack and played Pokemon I did the 4th badge
I once again couldnt sleep. Felt like I was laying on concrete so I was up til midnight on pain killers. I woke up at 8:30am. Poor Oz, I was late for him! We got the stew on anyway as soon as we woke up.
I thought I had got away with feeling like death today but it slowly crept on as the morning went on.
I didnt do a lot this morning.
After lunch mum came round to help Jack with the gardening. He had already done 2 hours in the morning but with mums help he wanted to get further. So they were outside working hard and I was just inside painting like lady muck. I honestly felt so guilty and bad for not helping and even going to lay on my bed. But mum said I did look pasty and they know im not much use. I hate this body. Its so annoying. I want to help
We all had a cup of tea together then mum left. We had showers and then had dinner. I had stomach ache during dinner but I was determined to finish damn it. I finished and still felt hungry, I have eaten a cookie since then and still feel empty. Lately I am just hungry all the time.
Now its 7pm and Jack is on his switch on the tv behind me, I am ether gonna paint or do digital drawing whilst watching Oz play outside
then it will be anime and pokemon. Oh there was new pokemon video out today I am a lil disappointed by some things. Such as the legendaries look naff, one is like mechanical looking, the other looks like it has a motorbike wheel lodged in it's throat. I also dont like how the playable characters look like 7 year olds. Surely GameFreak must know that a lot of people who play pokemon are ADULTS and dont want to look like a child. I dont like on sword and sheild how skinny the girl character player is as I aint that skinny! Its good you can change your hair an eye colour but i feel some other parts need to change. But apart from that it looked alright, I will certainly preorder!
tomorrow
think it will be another afternoon of gardening for Jack and think we going harvey's for takeaway in the evening. It will be the start of a 4 day bank holiday tho...
