Evening
So last night we didnt get home til gone 9:30pm and I was shattered
I couldnt wind down ether so we ended up staying up til midnight and we watched an episode of inuyasha, I had stomach ache and just felt quite down and restless but somehow managed to sleep through. Think I was just shattered -____-
This morning my god the sun was actually shining, yesterday it hammered it down the entire day and it was windy too it was just awful. Jack asked me if I wanted to go for a walk before we did jobs so I said I would but mum txted me asking if i wanted to go for a walk. Ah I was torn. So I did both ^^;
I went for a very cold walk with Jack we underestimated the weather, it was sunny but like an artic wind making it 2c outside and we didnt wrap up warm for it....so we were very very cold.
we got home and had a cup of tea and then did some mould spraying, that stuff it horrid its like bleach is spray form so it gets in your lungs and stinks the room out.
I left Jack to go for a walk with mum, but I wrapped up more for it this time. It was nice to see her
I got home shattered, Jack had been outside the entire time, without a coat on, making the gate secure for Oz. he was freezing. So I told him to get warm inside, then his phone goes. it's his mum.
They had just been to take Queenie the family cat to be put to sleep
I shed a few tears as she was lovely, Jack tried to keep it together but he was upset no matter how much he tried to hold it together. Then he said "i cant breathe" rushed for his inhaler and started using it. Always worries me as I have never had to deal with asthma and the prospect of not being able to breathe. It doesnt run in my family but it does in Jack's. I told him to sit
i did 2 hot bags for him, made him a hot chocolate with whisky in it, made him honey fruit loaf toast and got him so ibuprofen and made him sit. I think it was a combination of the cold air, the mould bleach spray, and being upset. He was on the brink of an asthma attack. I have never seen him have an attack and I think id freak if I saw him go through an attack.
He said he could breathe but had stabbing pains in his left lung. He wanted to do the house jobs but I told him to go on his PC and do admin work then go game - thinking it will take his mind off stuff and its a sitting down activity - i went and did the house stuff. I killed the remaining mould. filled the holes and cracks in the spare room walls with plaster and tidied up. Jo was dead.
My mum and then brother rang me just as I had decided to lay down on my bed, I could finally rest now jack was feeling better and jobs were done but no people wanted to talk to me -___- i was so tired. 2 walks and house jobs and house chores and looking after jack.
Later on dad and my brother brought Oz's cage over, and mum brought Oz over with hay and sawdust and food. Mum says Oz was a bit stressed but as soon as I saw him and let him investigate the living room there was no stopping him and he cheered up ^^
we got the hutch set up and I put him home after mum had sat with us for a bit.
we had our dinner which was soup left overs and gammon cob left overs
Jack told me to open a present from his nan which is tradition he says, so we both opened a gift which was pyjamas, she likes to buy all the grandchildren new pyjamas for christmas eve. She had wrapped mine in christmas rabbit paper!! such a thing exists!? I was given dark blue bunny pyjamas with fluffy socks and Jack just plain pyjamas
then I sanded down the plaster work i had done whilst jack showered. I also finished Mia's birthday card ^^
Got Oz out and he was just so happy and off he went, he had a 45 min run around the house doing about 30 poos in our bedroom >.> but he was happy and wanted to be with us too. I put him home and he checked his dish for a treat then checked my hand - his usual behaviour when he knows its bed time which i thought was a good sign considering he was in a new place. Hes in his usual hutch but in our garage next to the window for light.
Then I sat down cus got I needed it, didnt get any rest with Oz in
Now just doing my diary at 9pm I am tired. But I havent eaten much today and done a lot.
I do feel better and more complete for having Oz here now, it just feels better having him here. I think he came at a good time what with Jack losing his cat. He needs fluffy pet therapy.
Tomorrow morning I am gonna get up and give Oz the best christmas present ever - his new kingdom. He will be shown the garage floor and the garden! So I will be supporting him with that then I think I have to do another jack family tradition of opening my stocking presents at the end of the bed - they have given and filled my own stocking 0.0 his mum went to a lot of effort! Then we are getting the dinner on which we have semi-prepared. We decided to cook slow cooker leg of lamb ^^ hopefully it will go well. Then open presents I guess and have dinner and then see my family for cake and custard as is tradition X3 Just hope I sleep tonight
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