Evening
I took an extra codeine last night
never done that before
made me feel really quite sick
it fogged my brain quite nicely which was what i hoped to achieve
I was a bit achy from yoga this morning
I got my breakfast ready, leaving my biscuit on the sofa arm
came in with my brew to find Oz eating my biscuit -____-
the git
I sat with him on my knee whilst i tried to eat my breakfast
school was alright
i got there 10mins early so decided to start and finish early
i walked in and it stunk of fish
it was the dishwasher from cleaning the fish board
just ew
and it was lung dissection first lesson too
and whilst all the other teachers had been very clean with their dissections, i walked into luke's lesson to find him letting the students stab the lungs he said "welcome to the serial killer class" that didnt bother me. what did bother me and disturb me however, was seeing a piece of lung floating in a beaker of water....
i said "whats that about?"
he said "to prove it holds air and therefor floats"...ew
whats even more gross is that he said "if you squeeze it bubbles comes out"
i was about to vomit at that point
too early in the morning for that level of grossness
i cleaned it all away ASAP
id had enough of seeing body parts and blood
i felt drugged up when my meds landed
my god i felt drugged
not sure if it was because id had extra the night before or what but yeah i was not good
i kept trying to do stuff tho
i got a lot prepped and i even got a display board finally finished as i just havent had time or the energy to put up a display board
it looks good as usual~
i was ok with jack today
he said hes coming to see me tomorrow after he has posted his passport form off
i said "do i not get a choice?"
he said "no"
well
so i guess im seeing him tomorrow then at some point
my parents are away tomorrow til sunday for mums birthday
i was quite happy to spend the weekend in my own little bubble
i left 10 mins early
got home and had a brew with mum
cut the chicken up and then i did 20mins of dancing which was nice but i was really bad at it but i know thats because im so tired
i was still glad i was able to do some dancing tho
then i showered and got in pyjamas
i have my physio exercises to do yet tho
not sure how i will pass my evening
tomorrow my parents are leaving at 8:30am
so i will make sure to be up for then
i will be on pet duty
so glad i was able to complete the week
its such an achievement each and every time
