Today I got crackin' with my brother's camera bag
here's how far I am
probably doesnt look like anything to anyone
but to me this is my plan of attack - how im gonna sew it together
So far all panels have been cut
panels have been quilted (3 layers in total)
and the bottom strap half made
took ages to quilt
by quilting i mean sandwiching 3 layers together and sewing round ever camera =.=
I went on the phone to different places making different appointments
and such, which is a big ask for me
a couple of years ago i couldnt do telephone calls the stress of them
made me literally break down on the phone, yeh i was a wreck >.>
so i pleased with myself i achieved them calls by myself
as i can still have this panic attacks on the phone ><
I went to the shop with mum after lunch and went post office to post the bunny tent
to my friend :) hope he gets use out of it as we didnt
came home and had a short walk, trying to will myself back to health!
mum came with me which was nice :3
Did some dancing and got a dance done which made me want to pass out
i didnt dance for long at all 15-20 mins and my body was shaking and i was dizzy
guess im not up to full health yet
but at least im prepared for friday~
tomorrow I have stinking horrible painful disgusting blood test
9:40 the vampire comes for me
i hate it i hate it i hate it!!!!!!!
And i know because of the way I have been feeling i am gonna pass out
im not strong enough
