Konbanwa~~
Didnt sleep well
woke up at 1am to my heart stuttering
such a strange sensation
i thought "I did take the right medication right?"
not that i take any heart medicine but i know if i overdose i can do my heart in
and i had no idea what was happening
and i thought "am i dying?"
and i just got comfy, weirdly
like i was happy right then and there to just die
after half an hour i needed a wee and got up
when i did the heart thing stopped and i felt okish
this morning i actually had a hot shower
my god hot water a god send
i havent had a hot shower here for months as the shower was a kinda "one temperature does all" for quite some time -____- but dad fixed it over the weekend
such bliss
and i sat with Oz of course I did
work was busy ><
if i see any more sodding bacteria 0.0
but i can safely say i have done all my bacteria making the rest is up the students now i do believe
i just hope it bloody works you know
i have more bacteria tomorrow and heart dissection
i had ago at jack today for doing nothing towards his driving and not saying anything about being stuck on it, he needs to ask for help cus it pees me off
so i had ago at him
he knew he was in the wrong
i came home and listened to mum how unhappy she is in her marriage which i know and it sucked to come home to listen to her but then i have to think "who else can she rant to?" so i listened
not that i can do anything to help
i left then to go for a walk, it was cold but much needed. needed to clear my head
i got back and did my dinner which was left overs
then talked to my brother and finally went online and had a brief look at earrings
getting bored of mine i want something different in, i also want my ears pierced too!
im gonna go sit with Oz and hopefully have an early night
tomorrow i have a busy day -_____-
hope i sleeep!
