My god I barely slept
it was as bad as the night previously
took me til midnight to get to sleep
woke up at 1am to the sound my brother coming home
woke up at 2am
woke up at 4am and been awake since as i was in agony to the point were i was almost crying the aches were so bad and relentless
I got up for a stretch and cereal it was just awful
my head hurt and of course my nose was blocked
I couldnt wait for my dad to get up at 7am so I could dive out of bed
there was no way I felt like school
I looked sick
but I went
cus im like that
I got to school and a few members of staff said "are you alright?" when I arrived
guess I must have looked bad even with the make up
I was in the youngest class and it went fine really
I watched a boy chuck up in the toilet
what timing that was...
I was just doing odd jobs which I didnt mind cus it was mindless and passed time
i got to leave at 11:45am too!
I went home and had a hot chocolate and 2 biscuits
got changed and went to go see Seth
I couldnt be bothered to drive half hour as I felt rough but I went
and I was glad I did
his outfit was amazing and I saw his grotto which I took photos of
this is the walk way to the groto house
cool huh like UV
I talked with him for probably 45mins then I left him to start his next shift
which left me able to wonder the farm and I found cute piggies
reindeer and donkeys too
god the guineas were so damn small and cute!!
Seth gave me a badge to take home X3
I got home and mum had just walked in
she had brought us all a biscuits which was very nice
we went out to fetch my prescription for my new antidepressant which im looking forward to working just not looking forward to the side effects
its called Venlafaxine
we came back and I had a brew with Ozwald
then I googled my new medication just cus mum was curious
then thats all ive been on my laptop today not very exciting cus internet is boring
I had yoga and Karen did her usual christmas routine which was good
then we all had to mindfully eat a cube of dark chocolate
i couldnt wait to come home and get rid of the taste
i forget how gross dark chocolate is
we had pasta for dinner i didnt eat much but still got stomach ache
tomorrow gotta go shopping again with mum
thats 3 food shops in 5 days
she always gets worked up about the amount of food we have in storage over christmas
but im going with it
hopefully we can go for a drink or something later
then at 2pm im seeing Mia to swap xmas presents so that will be nice
and i have finished work for 2018!
