Im so damn tired its just not even fair anymore
i couldnt sleep last night think i was up til 2am
just in my own personal hell of pain laying in bed
kept waking up
when i woke up at 7:15am i practically jumped out of bed not wanting to spend
another bloody minute in it
like torture at times
i got ready to see Jack today
we were set to do mini golf
we met and did a few errands he had to do first
then we lined up for mini golf
it was busy as its school holidays
and my punishment for jack was to carry my bag for the remainder of the day
his for me was to reign in my energy and be more ladylike XD not happening
so as we went round it soon became apparent that i was gonna win this
i was doing quite well
but in the end the score was pretty close
i still won
so he held my bag
and its nice that he plays along with my games instead of having a hissy fit and backing out like a lot of men would, i do have a lot of fun with him
we said we'd eat so we looked for somewhere
and in the end went in a pub and shared a pizza
it was really good too
then seeing as it was such a lovely day we decided to go get ice cream
i had peanut butter chocolate chip it was good
we ate outside too and sat talking in the sun til we had to part ways
im getting more used to him slowly
i can just about hold his hand but still makes me nervous
not seeing him now til monday ><
he waited at my bus stop with me which is always nice of him
the only thing i brought was some hand cream as my hands are sore
but i brought that before i met up with him
i came home
and literally crashed on the sofa
mum brought me Oz and a brew i was very grateful
then we went yoga
which was bloody hard as all i wanted to do was sleep
sleep my days away
and i know i dont sleep on a yoga night
so i just want to kill myself tonight
my thoughts keep wondering down dark places tonight
but i think its fatigue and pain
hopefully wont slash wrists in the night
tomorrow think me and mum are going city centre
swear ive been there loads this week XD but dont mind
we havent done it in a while and said we'd check out a new tea room
here are too figures i brought~ (already had Chino the blue girl)
