Evening~
I slept pretty well, reunited with my bed
I woke up at 6:45am to the sound of my dad getting up
I turned over and went to sleep til 8am
This morning I did 40 mins of yoga
as i was aching and stuff and thought it might help my aches
i had a shower and then went out with mum
we just did a couple of odd jobs then went for a walk round somewhere different
which was nice as i havent been getting out much over the last few weeks
I came back and had lunch and fell asleep for a good hour
i wasnt tired i just thought it would kill a bit of my day
as that is how i have felt today, just a bit fed up
i dont feel quite right mentally, like i could crack and cry at any moment
im trying to hold it together but yeah it is hard
i just want my life back to normal again
i shouldnt complain, i know others have it far worse but im just not finding this easy at times
sometimes feel like taking extra antidepressants if it would make me feel better
i havent done much this afternoon if i am honest
i did some cross stitching, sat researching ideas of stuff to make - stuff to keep me busy
did 20 mins of dancing as id had enough of sitting
sat with my Oz a few times bless him
about it really
its 7:30pm and i havent done any of the drawing i said i would do! i really need to crack on with it but i find it hard to get into as i know im at a bit i struggle with - the hair...
i can get it done im sure...
tomorrow i have no idea what i will do to pass the time
i want my fabric in the post!
i have ordered some clay so i can have ago playing around with clay for a change
but its waiting for everything to arrive
