Evening
I slept pretty well last night, it was nice to go to bed with Jack again :)
I woke up at 8:20am and got up straight away despite my achy muscles protesting against such acts of cruelty
Got all ready to go with a cute outfit and scoffed breakfast to try get out the house for 9am
for Jack to turn round at 9:10am and say "yeah my stomach isnt good. I dont trust that Im gonna be ok"
he had off stomach after food last night, we both had stomach ache from it laying heavy but Jack kept having to go to the toilet. Looks like it continued through to the morning. I mean my stomach was unhappy and noisy and I had to use the toilet twice but Jack ended up going 3 times in the morning
so it was probably for the best that we didnt go out
however I was slightly peeved that I had rushed, got ready THEN found out
so I got undressed into comfy clothes and did some work on my drawers, started a digital drawing
wrote my list of things to do, changed the bed, made biscuits, ordered skin care
and just felt flat really. Didnt want to waste my day but felt so unmotivated as well
I had lunch then went to bed, I wasnt even particularly tired I just didnt want to be awake and have to think or watch time go by.
I got up and hour later and Jack tried to give me attention but I didnt want to talk. I told him I just felt flat and stuff. He said to maybe do some dancing as I said I wondered if I just needed to get the energy flowing.
So he left the living room, I brought my laptop through and got up the 'grow with jo' 5 mile video! It was 80mins long and I did it with weights attached to my arms and legs~ It was alright, I was running out of energy on the last 20mins if I am honest. But kept with it and kept the weights on. I was sweaty but not out of breath.
I announced to Jack I had done my work out and when he came downstairs I told him what I did and he was impressed. He made me a cup of tea and it was amazing
We then prepped for the stew tomorrow morning and then I did dinner which was ramen~
I then had a much needed bath, noodles makes me sweat as youre sat with a broth and it makes you very warm! So I didnt want to wash to only sweat again
Then I sat with a face sheet on which had been in the fridge! it was so cold to put on my face ><
Now its 7:45pm not sure what to do I know I should be ether painting my drawers or doing digital art but all I want to do is go to bed ><
Jack is gaming with harvey and theo but said he will come off before 10pm so we can watch anime and go to bed together :) literally the only time we have seen each other today has been for food
so tomorrow
i bloody hope we go to the city centre. I wanna go out. I know my muscles are gonna hurt like a bitch tomorrow XD
