bit earlier to when I usually do my diary but I think I'm out tonight
I slept pretty well last night
but didnt want to get up at 7:30am when mum woke me
I had a physio appointment at 8:30am
so i quickly got ready to go out
the guy was really on it, similar age to me and knew his stuff
and explained how my muscles surrounding my hip just werent working
and what i needed to do to strengthen them
and in time the pain should go
im getting pain as theyre not working properly
he gave me a resistance band - the strongest they have
and he gave me a fair few strengthening exercises to do 3-4 times a week
for a month
he said he can tell by my attitude i would do them
i rang mum who i knew had just popped to the shop
and told her i was finished
i went down to pets at home as on 7th January my little Oz turns 3
so i went and brought him a new treat to try for his birthday
i stocked up on food and treats when i was there and ended up spending
a whole £14 on my little guy 0.0
expensive taste my Ozwald
mum turned up and we went round TK MAXX together
but i didnt get anything i didnt need anything anyway
then we went home and had a brew
i did some dancing and yoga then had a shower
did lunch which was salad and soup
salad twice in a row for lunch and twice given me stomach ache
despite being a safe food for me
the soup was good tho
then i went to bed where i stayed there for 2 and half hours
ive just got up!
im over at jack's tonight
i cant say im fussed but he wants me there
and i guess i havent seen him in a while due him being poorly
he says hes feeling a bit better today tho thank god
so its just a small group of us tonight i think
im not sure if they are going out clubbing
but i certainly wont be leaving the flat and i think jack will use
me as an excuse to not go out as he isnt keen ether
so i might actually see the new year in this year XD
its annoying tho as ive got to constantly think about food
jack has prepped some chicken and sweet potato for us tonight
despite me telling him i can eat alone at home or he can eat something good
but hes fine doing that it seems
so thats dinner, i will take my cereal over and i have a portion of soup
ready in the fridge to take over for lunch tomorrow
it is annoying
i cant even go out for anything to eat really ether or out for a simple brew!
anyway lets talk about 2019
a feel A LOT happened this year
I lost my milliekins
I got a new job
I went full time with my new job
I got jack
I got 2 new additions in the family - Truffle and Tillie
I finished my mental health treatment
I got a new car
I got a new laptop after having mine 9 years
yeah a lot of changes
it was strange how me and my brother both got new jobs and new relationships this year
im quite pleased with how the year went
i think on 1st January this year I'd wrote how'd id like a new job this year and to go abroad
i didnt go abroad this year, my health felt a bit rocky for that and I brought a new car instead with the money. I managed to still sell some art and crafts
As for 2020 a fresh decade
im not 100% sure what I would like to happen really
for a while I thought it would be the year i move out
but realistically i dont think thats gonna happen
so maybe something else big would be nice like a trip to Japan or australia or why not both
maybe it will have to be the year i see more of the world before i settle down with a house and all the expenses that come with it!
so yeah probably travelling
id like to still be with jack if thats possible, without wanting to kill him obviously XD
to keep my job as i know i struggle a lot at times, and it has been suggested numerous times by different people that i go part time, but not happening
i would like to stay full time if i can
and to keep improving my health
i feel like this year made me understand how i worked - mentally
and i accepted that i am different and i do have issues and theyre what makes me, me
id like for physical health to improve tho, theres plenty to work on and i never know how its gonna go its a constant battle and i will keep battling through 2020 decade probably
so thats what id like
to do a big abroad trip
to keep full time working
and to improve my physical health
and for little goals, to keep up with my japanese and art work~
and its not a goal but i wish my pets the best health too
so thats all i think~
this is my last diary for 2019
im about to get ready for the evening to bring in 2020
happy new year all~
