Sunday, 31 July 2016

I was alive but my laptop died

Good Evening~

Yesterday my laptop died
basically 2 years ago Kip chewed through my laptop cable/charger
my brother was able to do a semi-repair
and it lasted 2 years! but yesterday it gave up
and so I didnt have any means of going online
sure I could have borrowed my mum's laptop but I can survive
without my laptop/internet so I just didnt use it

Yesterday I didnt do a great deal
I wrapped up all the ebay stuff as i managed to sell 12/20 items
it racked up to £45.31! I was surprised
but postage and ebay bills have yet to happen so yeah probably end
up with like £5 by the time im done XD

I went for a walk with my mum
i made Tara's birthday present which is a pikachu cushion~
I made it with this fabric

I can't wait to give it her
Then I did some bows with this 3D brown paint

So it felt good to get stuff crafted and done
I cooked a BBQ for my family in the evening

Today I didn't sleep well at all
just in a lot of pain for some reason
so it kept me up

i had a slow morning
still no laptop cable in sight...yet

I went for a 30min bike ride with my brother
it felt good but tiring
i got back and put a green tea face mask on with 2 slices of cucumber~
i layed there for 25mins just cooling off, very refreshing

My new laptop cable presented it's self!!
My brother yesterday very kindly and quickly ordered me a new 
one from Amazon Prime - i dont have prime -___-
So it came next day! I thought Id be waiting til like wednesday
for a new cable
so Im all ok again now

I spent my afternoon making
helina, lynn and tara a birthday card
and enjoyed myself XD

Not sure what im doing yet tomorrow

Friday, 29 July 2016

sold some more stuff

Otsukaresama Deshita Minna~

I had a dream were my dad blamed me for something
that was totally not my fault and i went a bit ape crazy
i was yelling so much once i started i couldnt stop
i woke up my heart pounding and feeling shaky
took me a few moments to compose myself ready for sleep
I got up at 9am

yoga last night was good, yin yoga can be tricky but relaxing
karen said i was more than welcome to help out in september
with her children yoga :D 



I finished my coursework essay
i need to go through it and check it now
I still other coursework to do tho :/
I uploaded a dance and uploaded a photo of millie

My craft stuff arrived so I started painting my bows
and decorating them
and the pokemon fabric came also so i made a start with that
I baked a cake cus i felt like it ^^
its got apple in and decorated in chocolate its very nice :D 

later i went over to mias for a brew and catch up
were gonna book our little get away on wednesday
then on friday shes taking my brother for a mcdonalds XD
she gave me a dress she would like making -_____- 
i gave her a pokemon necklace to wear to a pokemon
event shes going to tomorrow at rock city

my ebay stuff is coming off tomorrow
but i have been able to sell a few more pieces 


my cross stitch i made angelic pretty style

a cute t-shirt i never wore

and a duvet set i never cut up

wonder what else will sell :/

Thursday, 28 July 2016

I put my name down

Good Evening~

Doing my diary a lil earlier tonight as I've got Yin Yoga
to attend to tonight, I didnt go last week as I was playing
rounders with the year 6s

I began my day with stinkin' coursework
i didnt wanna do it but I knew I had to
I got a bit more done anyway but upon doing my research I found
something quite interesting
I had to research the UK government of education and then my local government education
on the local government website there was section about free workshops
which were about safe guarding children and protecting them etc..
The next one was happening at the end of september like 5 minutes away from
where I live, in fact its where I used to go zumba so it seems crazy not to go
it will be a bore-fest i know but its only 2 hours of my time and will look
great when i am looking for a job.
So yeah 28th september I shall be attending, i got my ticket printed ready ^^

After lunch me and mum went to a couple of home stores
i got some new face cream as mine currently does not suit my face
ive tried this brand before and it made me break out in spots and its done it again
so ive been needing a new face cream
we brought some green tea facial masks to try too :3

when I got home I rested in my bed where i was cosy and happy
mum brought millie up as she loves to run down my duvet
which she did, then i pealed back the covers to take a photo
she was so happy, under the sheets she was smiling, shes a very smiley pig that millie

cute isnt she
shes against my leg leaning on me (black bit) X3

i cleaned my room
i hoovered downstairs and tidied up for mum

tomorrow im hoping something will come in the post so i can make something!

Wednesday, 27 July 2016

I made some stuff

Good Evening~

Mum woke me this morning >.>
I didn't sleep well
i couldnt get off to sleep in the first place then mum woke me
up yelling stuff in her sleep, then i couldnt get back to sleep
blame my tiredness of here XD

We went into the city center
we did really well and were under 2 hours
i got stuff to make mum something, new swimming costume, hair dye
Mum got her bits and a swimming costume
i was pleased with mine as even tho its nothing special
it has shorts at the bottom which i like ^^ more skin i can cover the better XD

We came home for lunch and a brew
i had a good rest then got on with the making
i did mum a bow as she requested yesterday


hers is bottom right, she chose the fabric and i added little decorations
mine is top right, i like it cus its kinda kimono style fabric
then top left is mia's she loves that fabric says its 'retro looking' 
and helina's is under neath, she owns a lot of  leopard print stuff

Then I made this for mum

it is a belt to put her car keys in for when she goes walking
she wanted one and  i got on and made one for her
she was pleased anyway

after dinner i went over to helina's for a brief catch up to see how she was
her dog was entertaining us with it's antics 

ive managed to sell another thing on ebay
my false lashes haha

tomorrow i want to do more course work cus i didnt do any today
and clean my room its dusty ><

Tuesday, 26 July 2016

One of those Days

Konban wa~

Jozu here~

I've had one of those days were I can think, I cant be bothered
and I cant get anything done!!!
It is very irritating indeed
I started my morning with coursework, determined to get more done
but I typing the wrong words never mind the wrong spelling
it was driving me crazy and then i got to the next section
and it was like reading latin i could not understand what i had to do
i looked in my textbook i looked on line but nothing would compute in my head
so I gave in and complained to mum XD

I went to sleep at 12, i had only been up 4 hours
but i was so annoyed and in pain i just wanted to be alone
before i snapped someone's head off

When I got up an hour later
i wanted to make something, do something productive
but make what? 
So I looked online and decided to make these hair bows that look
like they have melted chocolate one - i had to order paint on line for £2.50
I ended up making 6 bows today 
3 for myself
1 for Tara
1 for Mia
1 for Helina
I will give them at xmas or birthday, who knows, i just wanted to make them
i need to add detailing now
mum upon seeing them declared she wants one making XD

I went for a 15 minute bike ride with my brother which was nice
i tried to do some dancing but ended up sweating and dripping
not a pleasant feeling

tomorrow I am going into the city with mum
we both need new swimming costumes
mum's is falling apart and mine does my head in, im forever pulling it up
cus it falls down my chest -____-

oh and something great happened......
i won the black cat figure!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I was so so so happy and wanted to show it to the 14 year old me who would have gone mental for it im sure XD I won it as well for £5.40 which is real bargin
probably cus it was listed as 'unknown character' instead of 'black cat' 
i cant wait for it to come
Ed's gundam figure came in the post today its big 
 

Monday, 25 July 2016

2 More things Sold!

Good Evening Minna~

Today I got up at 8:30am instead of 9:30am which
I had been doing at the weekend ><
I spent my morning doing my coursework actually
I wasnt in the mood, but then when am I in the mood for coursework 
I got a fair bit done actually so I was pleased with my progress~

After lunch I did some drawing
drawing Rin Kagame for some random reason
then me and mum went swimming for 2pm
I managed to do 16 lengths wooooo
It was tough work tho I have to say
I got back and collapsed on my bed

I checked my ebay
and i found two more things had been sold well got bids on anyway

fox hoodie i made


and the bunny one too
I was gonna chuck em out so its nice i will get some money for something
i would have just scrapped 

Later on I played with make-up
I got an orange eye liner in the post to have ago with 
it was £3.20 offline more than i wanted to pay but i wanted to try something different
i felt a new style happening
i had ago and it sucked the eye liner is total pants 
it drags and puts clumps on my eye lid, it reminds me of wax crayons on paper actually
so i took the make up off and started following a different tutorial on youtube
i took some photos but i havent looked at them yet
my face is particularly bad at the moment 
so whilst i write this i am sitting with  a cucumber face pack for 20 mins
it makes my face tight so i cant speak XD
i shall peal it off soon

There's an anime figure on ebay I really really really want
its Train Heartnet from Blackcat
Blackcat is an anime that came out about 2005
the era i was in school
i was mad on blackcat, i even drew train for my final piece in art!!!
All this time i have never ever seen a figure of him
im bidding I dont care if mum says 'not another figure' she will never understand
no one will that i HAVE to have this damn it
so i pray i win it, but doesnt come off til like 2am -_____-

tomorrow I will do some more coursework I think, try and get it all done

Sunday, 24 July 2016

Sold 3 things already

Don't sundays seem like long days -___-
anyway good evening~

It's looking like rain!
It has been warm today but not like it has been
I went for a 45min walk in the morning just to get out
for some exercise, came back a bit sweaty ><

I also decided to fall asleep to pass some of my otherwise
long sunday
i read some of a new book. it sucked. it was sooooo slow
i had read 33% of the book and nothing had even happened!!!
So I deleted the bugger

I also watched a few tutorials on youtube today
i watched art work and make-up i love seeing different designs
makes me want to have ago :D

I finished lynn's bunting, i just got on with it and did
it as it was just sitting on my desk waiting for my attention
so now i can get on with other jobs
i gotta do my homework and look for jobs
and sort stuff out on my laptop, all stuff that needs to be done in the next 2 weeks

I have managed to sell 3 items on ebay already
i mean everything ends on saturday as its an auction not buy it now kinda thing
but its a good start
so far ive sold, my black dress i altered, a load of hair bows, and doctor who socks



tomorrow i might start my homework 
at least make a start anyway
i want to dress up and take photos
and do a face pack too
my face feels in bad condition
im going swimming with mum at 2pm

Saturday, 23 July 2016

More Figures and junk is online

Good Evening~

It's been another warm day here
I didnt wake up til 10am
well i woke up first at 7:30am and thought 'no ways am i getting up now'

I finished my book last night
so i needed another
but i have a shortage of books D:
so i spent a good hour or so looking for books on amazon
i found 7 so im ok now~

I spent my morning reading and watching friday night dinner
with my brother as we both didnt see it last night
it was great XD i was worried they'd ruin it what with being now the 4th series
but it was so cringing and funny

I then went online and did my ebaying~
it did a long while i have to say 
but i managed to get 20 items uploaded (20 seemed my max at the mo)
i hope something budges i really do 
but we shall see~

I havent done an awful lot today what with being
shattered from my week and it being warm
i did cook the BBQ tonight for a change
its now 8:45pm and i havent showered yet D:

Here's what came in the post today

idol master figures well the one on the right i had already
it was these 2 new ones i added and it filled my shelf nicely
i do want to build my collection up
and i brought this one

i have no idea what anime shes from
but i fell in love with her mask and chibi-ness X3

Friday, 22 July 2016

SUMMER VACATION HAJIMERU~

It's now summer holidays~~~~
It's a good feeling ^^

I didn't sleep well and after yesterday I was
pretty wiped out but I knew I just had to get through today
But I got prepared for the day ahead

when i arrived at school i decided to draw a chibi on the white board
doing the peace sign and saying "last day everyone!"
kids thought it was amazing and they all knew who did it XD
they know my artistic-ness

 the kids couldnt wait to sign t-shirts
i told them i still have mine from when i was at school
for those who dont know what im talking about
an end of year tradition at schools seems to be signing each others t-shirt (uniform)
with messages and even the staff write on the students also
but this is only for student who are leaving. so in the case it was year 6

It was the 'talent show' at 10 - 11:45 
in 'my' day it was sheer crap honestly
just a cringe fest and no facilities making it all just look like a show and tell assembly
but this time it was so different
the two male teacher 'hosted' it
they wore masks - Ant & Dec - the way the bounce off each other they are like those famous 2
they were in control of the speakers, music, microphones, sounds, 
there was a stage of gym mats are there was gymnastic performances
we had 4 'judges' comprising of 1 male teacher, 2 female teachers and a male student
they dressed up as the judges on Britains Got Talent so simon cowel and what have you
dont know their names as i dont watch that tat

the acts some were amazing like those who go to cheer leading and gymnastics, piano 
a lot of singers, there was 26 acts in total
some singers were like whispers others were really impressive for their age.
the judges had to come up with top 3

then lunch and we got cake and it was ultra amazing i ended up having 2 pieces
i could not let that beauty go to waste
we also got ice lollies ^^
after lunch it was the signing of t-shirts so i was doodling on kids shirts
we didnt do much then really just played outside
i helped do some display work and got my work done with the dept head i needed
help with so i was pleased i got that all ticked off before we broke up

upon leaving the kids were asked to not go out of the school a blubbering mess
and to my surprise they were all very strong and happy ive seen a lot of happy faces today
so it went well, i was dreading just none stop sobbing you know?

i got home and showered my hot tired body
then read on the sofa in my pajamas with my pillow X3
my job here is done i dont have to go back til september~

tomorrow im cleaning pets out
and hopefully getting all my tat on ebay!

Thursday, 21 July 2016

I've had a good productive day today~

Otsukaresama Deshita~

I didn't sleep that well last night even tho it was cooler
i did have a dream i was harry potter and going through the films
my own - even tho my adaptation of the films was totally different XD
still good and kept me asleep for the remainder of the night
god knows where harry potter came from tho 0.0

It was school today
I wasn't sure what make-up to do today as I knew id be back at
school for rounders in the evening, so i didnt want my make-up to look
oily and tired as it can do even more so when your face is warm.
so I used primer - i dont usually bother as i dont keep make-up on long enough to benefit

So I just applied a bit of basic-ness~
I painted my nails last night school themed they went down the kids really well ^^

At school the kids were asking me "where have you been?" cus i havent seen em
for 6 days its like a life time to them XD
I informed staff that my college teacher was coming in
As the teacher let them go and have a long break first thing in the morning i went to find
something more productive to do and helped a TA I always help doing displays for next term
i like learning tricks of the trade~

I got a phone call on the reception phone just before lunch
it was my college i thought 'oh god dont cancel please!!!'
she was asking me if it was ok, whilst she observing me that she too would
be observed by one of her members of staff
so shes being observed observing me
strange isnt it?
i said it was all fine
i soon saw her and got settled down
she went through my coursework and i had to go talk to her observer who was nice

i then had to do my maths activity
the children in the class all wanted to do it bless them
i chose the 3 i wanted to do it i had 3 in mind anyway
and just as i sat them down, did the classroom next to us decide to sing
then another class walked right by us
i was thinking 'great, perfect timing. people making noise and potential distractions'
but the kids were fantastic they kept on with the work not effected!
they flew through it too
i was so pleased and the feedback i got was amazing honestly she couldnt fault me really
i was so relieved by it all
my teacher told me "they clearly respect you and i can see the relationship you have built with them as they want to work with you, they want to please you"
i then had to tell her how i would say about their improvement - to which i answered confidently cus lets face it ive been with em since almost the start of year 6 so ive seen them grow and improve
my teacher was pleased
so yay ive done all my lessons now~
my teacher said the rate im going i could be qualified at christmas instead of february!
and it would be wise to start looking for job during the summer!!!
well i wasnt gonna start job hunting til christmas holidays!

after all that i went into the youngest class were the teacher had brought
in her 15 year old son, he was putting up display backings like i had been doing
in the morning, but its a bugger to do by yourself especially as he has no experience
so i helped him, which was nice cus as we were a similar age we could talk about a lot of stuff
and he was a good teenager not just grunts and silence he was dead chatty and nice ^^
i got to pick the colours for the displays too :D

home time came and a lot of members of staff asked about 
how my observation went, i told em, and i said id see em for rounders ;)
I came home and slept, had dinner and got changed
hair and make-up still intact 

rounders at first i was like 'woah we adults out number the kids 2 to 1 i reckon'
but then not all adults played so it was quite an even playing field actually
we were batting first i got 2 goes
first batting i got 1/2 rounder
second batting 1 rounder
i dont mess around XD
i was impressed i still had it in me
then fielding, no one wanted to go on first post so i did
and the backstop kept throwing to me, id catch, and dab out
i got so many kids out i felt awful
not just me but other adults and staff got kids out
the head teacher - the ref - said it was the worst game ever and to let the kids win basically
so we had to cool it, i swapped from first base to bowler -____- the lady didnt wanna do it
anymore and chose me >.> guess they can see skillage haha
so at least i wasnt the one getting kids out anymore

then it was break, i sat round with a few kids
one mum came up to me and spoke to me about her kid
there was gonna be another match but i decided to leave
i have school tomorrow and i was already tired

so came home and showered and got ready for the last day tomorrow!
tomorrow will be filled with tears - from the kids not me
its also the annual 'talent show' it was cringe worthy when i was a kid there
never mind me being an adult, i think i might be a judge as well to top it off

oh and i found out the football thing last week
i got the highest female staff score!!!

Wednesday, 20 July 2016

another hot day + new make-up

Good Evening

Another warm day
I'm hoping it will be cooler tomorrow ><
I didn't sleep to badly
just slept in t-shirt and pants on top of my sheets
god help me if anyone walked in on me XD mum did haha 

Today it was just as hot, our plans were to go ether to the city center
or swimming at another pool (our usual didnt have a good time for us)
we decided it would be suicide to go to the city so we traveled 25mins
to another pool
ive been going to this pool since i could swim 
it has never changed in 20+ years
we got in and it wasnt very busy luckily
but its a bit more of a fun pool rather than a swimming lane pool
so theres a slide, jacuzzi and the pool is oddly shaped 

it was ok to we heard odd noises and we realized practically the only people
in the pool were people with mental conditions
i have nothing against them but some scare me always have done
i think its cus i dont understand and thats where the fear comes from
so there was like 14 guys 1 woman but with careers in the pool too
so we ended up dodging them a lot of the time cus they dont realize theyre in the way
of those who want to do some swimming
mum wanted to get out she wasnt enjoying it 
but i was glad we had made the effort to go swimming i felt looser after it
getting changed in the hot changing rooms was no joke

got home and had lunch then sat and read, wasnt much else i could do
it was hot!
I did some more work on my ebay stuff
with any luck i should be able to get stuff online on saturday :D
this came in the post for me today

Baby Face - make up i ordered from Korea
can't wait to give it a go
look how cute the packaging is!
one is a brightener for under my eyes to help my dark tired circles
the other is a pinky/purple base cream i wanted to try

i taught myself to do a Dutch plat today ^^

I can't tell you how happy and grateful i am that i havent been in school
this week so far
it would roasting
it would just be beyond stupid to be there with no air con
no fans
also they would be performing their play several times in a small warm hall
which has no air circulating and would be full of adults and children
yes i have been saved from a cruel death

im in school tomorrow tho but i think its suppose to cool
off a lil thank god, still warm but not 28c like its been today
my college teacher is coming to see me as well tomorrow
im doing my maths lesson with 3 children
so i prepped it tonight i hope it goes ok :)
im gonna paint my nails tonight - school themed

tomorrow evening i am gonna be playing rounders (kinda like baseball)
with the year 6 and some of the teaching staff
i cant tell you how excited i am im like a big kid i know
i havent played rounders since i was in high school 8 years ago
wish me luckiness for tomorrow~

Tuesday, 19 July 2016

Last day of college til September

Evening

My god it is hot
In fact im gonna turn my laptop off as it is hot
and i dont want it to burn out on me

Last night I woke up to the sound of banging
i thought it was my brother coming home from the pub in his car
then i heard the garage door i thought 'thats strange'
i thought id heard the front door too
so i checked the time 12:45pm
i went into the spare room looking out onto the drive way
and remembered my brother hadnt taken his car
very puzzling then i saw someone outside the front door
doing little knocks on the glass
i walked down the stairs in my pants and t-shirt (good look i know)
I heard my brother's voice on his phone through the door
so i opened up
"ahhhh Jo your a legend thank you so so much! I was locked out"
i was happy to help :) i wasnt sleeping great anyway
but honestly at night im like a hound, any sound and im up, alert and on patrol
if i sleep during the day im like a log cus i know everyone is safe and awake
strange but ive been like for as long as i can remember

Today was my last day of college
i went to go to my classroom and saw one of my friends leaving the room
"do you know where we are today?"
me "no why?"
"theyres no one in the classroom"
we asked reception, they sent us to our teacher's office to find no one there
then we bumped into someone else in our classroom
she had come to find us
"did you not get the message about room change?"
i felt like saying 'OBVIOUSLY NOT!'
It was warm in college, the classroom we were in was like 100c
stupidly hot

we were made to do group work which sucked
it was dead dull and hot
i just wanted to leave and so did my teacher XD
but i did manage to book in my observation for this week!!!
I cant tell you how relieved I am to be able to do it before term breaks up
so thats on thursday after lunch~

I set off home, I had a long walk to my car as I left it somewhere in the shade
and it was cool when I climbed in
got home, didnt do a lot it was hot
then at 1pm I went to karens
parked under trees again with windows down so car was cool
it was good to see her and have a catch up

i came back and just lolled around really
just wayyyyyy too hot for my liking
i dont do hot weather
but cant complain it wont last
someone said tonight its suppose to be heavy rain
and this week a storm is a brewin'
like i say - we pay for good weather here in britian

I did some drawing today
wasn't happy with it
wrote some more stuff up for ebay as my brother went into the loft
this morning and got stuff out i needed
anything i dont sell this time will be going to charity im fed up
of seeing it all

no pictures today
sorry too hot to function