Badges and hair clips

Evening~

This morning mum woke me up for swimming
i could not be arsed in the slightest and told her im
giving it up ahaha i did my 22 lengths anyway
and was in need of a bed and brew

I got home and read and rested
had lunch then cleaned pets out
mia came over
we played pokemon
i gave her vulpix and haunter 
then we did some drawing
i got a bit further with my pikachu drawing anyway

then she went and ive just been planning bits out
i thought id show my badge and hair clips

The flower one im not impressed by but i like the brown
both of which are hair clips and based on a tutorial i saw online
might do the flower one again or rip it up!
The badge is the school looking one based off
one i saw Chisako Okai wearing in a concert 

tomorrow i plan to make stuff
make use of my time
i go back to school monday!

A good day in Matlock

Good Evening~~

Today me and mia went to Matlock and Matlock Bath
we had a great day as we had great weather ^^
She came to pick me up at 11am - half an hour later
but then mia is never on time -__-
but she did give me these sun glasses! :D

She drove confidently as rob lives like 10 mins from matlock
so she knows the way 
and her driving doesnt worry me
we pulled up and found a cafe for a brew and cake it would seem haha

she talked me into having cake
i had Clementine cake which was nice and earl grey tea
complete with sugar cubes and china cups
it was really good, a lil pricey tho but i suppose you dont do it every day

Then we walked round and walked round some shops
I didn't get anything for myself
I did buy a little hedgehog made of paper, i should photograph it
gonna give it mum for xmas~

Then we went to Matlock Bath
I had taken the 2ps that my family had so we went on 2p machines
didnt win anything but thats not a surprise
we walked round
then we had lunch, i didnt know what to have
so just had beans on toast :/

Then we walked almost back to the car but wanted an ice cream
a real ice cream
i saw butter scotch flavour and mia ordered the same
the ice cream looked very white for butter scotch but each ice cream parlor is different
so i didnt question is
we crossed the road and had a few bites
to which we both came to the same conclusion
"it's vanilla"
stupid woman or shall i say girl, couldnt even give us what we asked for!!
I was highly disappointed so declared I was getting another ice cream
from else where, so we walked to another parlor and i had salted caramel
the actual flavour i asked for
we found it amusing tho
then we sat on the grass and took photos

came home and took us bloody ages as we hit a lot of traffic
then we got back to hers, we walked the dogs to the shop
so mia could fetch something for her dinner
then she walked me to my house where mum made a fuss of
mia's dogs as shes not seen em ages 

then i showered and died
great day
im seeing her tomorrow as well
to play pokemon!
mia is the bestest friend ever
i can be with her and be at total ease
and we get each others jokes and sense of humor and we never argue
shes just my best friend for life

Just another day being me

Good Evening~

I was dreaming about being able to fly with a sword
yeah kept me occupied last night XD

I sat round this morning i wasnt in the mood to
do anything much, i watched make-up tutorials
and i ended up ordering a piece of make-up online for £2.40
I love playing with make-up sometimes X3
Then I did some dancing and thoroughly enjoyed myself
i found this song by c-ute that should totally be my theme tune/song
the lyrics fit me so much it surprised me
its called "Urayanjau"
Im in love with it and so im learning the dance!
The girls perform it so well, so im practicing loads!

I made myself sausage pasta
but i cant really taste food that much lately
its kinda lost its zing and i no longer feel full or hungry
its like i  have no connection to my stomach
altho i damn well feel stomach ache still >.>
i've not had a period for over 3 months now 0.0

I went to a country show/gathering thing with my parents
they thought it was a car boot
but turned out wrong
and it was rather crap  really
we weren't there very long
came home had a brew and read on my bed

then ive been making bits and pieces
i made a badge and 2 hair accessories
i will photograph them  tomorrow, i didnt finish totally til 8pm
and the lighting was bad

mia txt me about 10 mins ago
'do i wanna go matlock tomorrow?'
well i havent got anything else on so hell yeah X3
so now i gotta get my bag ready and choose something to wear
should be good ^^ 

Neko Nails

Yahallo~

I didn't sleep too badly
dreamed about pokemon that I had little pokemon
and there was giant ones wanting to knock out my pokemon
so i was trying to scoop them up to run with them
i had to swim and jump and all sorts

This morning i started making a kinda neck scarf that i was
inspired by in a shop
then I went out to a few shops with my parents
i popped in a pet shop for a new wicker tube for pinks
aww they had baby bunnies and guineas they were cute
i just wanted to go home to mine and give em a good fussing X3

I decided to clean mine and mum's jewelry random i know
but i was in the mood to do it
i painted my nails kitty styled

theyre ok i guess

later on i went over next door to see helina
and give her her birthday present and card~

she was pleased with them ^^
we talked about our mental health as we're on the same anti-depressiant now
she has a blood pressure and pulse measure machine
so i watched hers first, hers was high i was surprised
i knew mine would be low and it was
with 72 beats per minute when the average for my age is 100+
but im not arsed
 we walked to the shops she wanted a drink 
then we parted ways

i came home danced
and went for shower to cool off

since then ive read and played pokemon
and looked online for a watch
both my watches had died and luckily dad had some batteries
and was able to change them for me
but i still wouldnt mind a better watch than my 99p ones ><
but they work i guess
tomorrow is bank holiday
how i hate bank holidays -____-

Neko Me

Otsukaresama Deshita~~

I slept through the night again
such a good feeling~~ :3
This morning I had Karen my yoga teacher picking me up
at 11:45am so I had time to take my time with getting ready
Since we were doing super hero theme I got to dress up
I went for a kitty theme

My overall outfit :3

I used Suzuki Airi's neko make-up as inspiration
as I wanted to be a cute kitty :3
Whereas online all i kept finding was sexy kitty make-up -_____-

We arrived and I helped heave things over to the art gallery
yes it all happened at an art gallery called 'the art exchange'
there was other super hero activites going on such as face painting
so kids were dressed up in costumes with their faces painted too 
it was lovely to see

We set up the mats and talked me through what she would be doing
over the 45min session
kids slowly came in, some parents stayed to do it with them
we had 11 kids in total
i was on the opposite side of the room to karen on my own mat
i had to do everything with them which was fine

only down sides was, the gallery was very echoy i have to say i struggled
to understand karen a few times
also it was hot. very hot. we were both sweating
I think the kids enjoyed it tho, none of them were naughty or back chatted
behaviour could have been better but they were fine to be honest
just kids being kids

afterwards karen drove me home in her death mobile
seriously her driving scared me i was quite surprised actually
her car was a dump too, yeah i guess you learn something new about people all the time
i dont let my car get in that state and i also dont drive like i intent to bash my car
she doesnt even lock it -_____-
she said and i quote "id rather them just take the stuff than smash the window in"

I got home and showered 
got my lunch which was at 3pm
but i havent been hungry anyway lately so i was fine
then i went to bed shattered 
since then i have been cosy with my pets
made dinner for my family 
we sat down together infront of the TV watching 'Man Down'
a comedy series we've just started watching god it is cringing
everyone in that town are nutters 

tomorrow i might do some sewing
and im seeing helina as today is her 25th birthday
so i wanna give her present and stuff :)
i sold a few things on ebay as well today ^^ made £18.19
oh and i found this stuck to my bedroom door

curtsy of my dad and brother -________________-
XD

Love'ball

Evening~

I slept through the night ^^
But I felt a bit tired and crippled from yoga ><

I spent my morning doing my loveball poke'ball
I managed to get it done through out the day

Cute isn't it?
My new pin cushion and I managed to recycle all of the
stuffing from my previous pin cushion :D
I re-photographed tara's pokeb'ball as I wasnt happy with the photo

Me and mum went asda
We both got some make-up to try ^^
and I got a new soup bowl as my mum broke mine
thats the second one shes broke
this one was only £2 so not the end of the world should she break it again XD

I fell asleep as im feeling quite crap with withdrawal symptoms
i didnt want to get up ether
I knew we were having a BBQ tonight I wasnt in the mood for
and I didnt want to cook ether
dad started it then a neighbour came over for dad so i was left with
cooking it >.> i was not impressed at all just the mood im in at the moment
then he back and practically told me to finish it
but because dad had started it and not me it put me out really and the meat ended
up looking like charcoal which peed me off big style
i was not in the mood for burn stomach and arms, stinging smokey eyes and my fresh
clothes stinking of fire >.>
all of those i got
i came in the house and phone rang it was the woman about the garage sale
found out it isnt happening on the park its happening in your actual garage
so you can sod that, that annoyed me in a way

i bitterly ate dinner, i couldnt even taste it
i feel so so very frustrated and i know its the medication cus im not like this at all
so ive locked my self in my room and gonna exercise
try and beat it out of me then have a cool shower
maybe a hot choc afterwards that might just do me

tomorrow my yoga teacher is picking me up at 11:30am
ive got my kitty outfit out ready
gonna do some cute kitty make-up
god knows how it will go or if i'll be of any use!

Poke'ball Plush

Good Evening~

I slept again last night ^^
But I felt tired, dizzy and slugish I think the withdrawal symptoms
have arrived. Yesterday I felt a lil dizzy so i thought it was brewing
I watched 2 episodes of anime this morning
something I havent done in a long time - sit and watch anime
i havent watched anime in a while and if i do its usually on in the background kinda thing
I watched lovelive sunshine and another youkai anime
gonna watch both series :3

Here is tara's poke'ball pin cushion

Im so impressed with it that ive decided I want one too
my pin cushion is one lynn randomly gave to me its a weird triangle shaped hen
made from scraps ive had it ages its fine but the thing that does bother me
is that it doesnt stand up right and if it tips over it tends to roll as well
the amount of times ive chased it round and picked up
so i thought "sod it im having a flat pokeball also!"
But to make mine different Im doing a 'love ball' which is pink instead of red basically

I played pokemon for a bit
and read, finished another book series
reading one about werewolves - again XD

I rang up to inquire about the sale going on at the local park
but the lady wasnt in and will ring me tomorrow apparently
i missed her ringing me back today as i was at yoga -____-
but hopefully i will be able to secure a spot to sell my junk

Me and mum went off to yoga
i was in the car and my boob itched i said to mum
"feels like something is biting my boob"
mum "maybe you have a guinea hair down there or a piece of sawdust from them"
"it feels like a red ant, like something biting me"
so I had a good look round
and something caught my eye
a red ant.....just like i thought it was! excellent guess
the bloody thing bit me twice!!!! so i killed it by trying to get it out
then threw it out the car window
pervy ant

Yoga was good, hot, but good
and karen spoke to me about saturday
im helping out with children's 'super hero yoga'
karen is dressing up and gonna pick me up i asked if i could dress up too
she said yes, so i spent my yoga class plotting outfits XD

tomorrow i want to make my pokeball
and not sure after that actually ^^"
today ive had a doss day and i dont want to repeat that

Pose~!

Evening all~

I slept through the night even though it was one heck
of a stuffy hot night!
I think it's because I'm not taking my anto-depressiants anymore
well only a tiny dosage anyway
I swear they were giving me actual depression!

This morning mum woke me at 8:30am
I was in the swimming pool at 9:45am ><
It was quite quiet this week which was nice
what wasnt nice was getting out the pool, showering with my
face towards the shower, 2 old men walking behind me and I heard
"she's slim isn't she" there was no one else around so Im guessing it was
me who he was staring and commenting about
-________-
I got leered at by 2 old men
seriously ewwwww
but I managed my 22 lengths this week ^^

I got home and had my morning brew :D I had worked for it damn it
then I started sewing a poke'ball plush that im gonna give to tara
for xmas with pins in it and use it as a pin cushion

After lunch me and mum went to a clothes shop
I didnt need anything but picked up a tunic top in the sales for £4
I have noticed that pinafores are in fashion at the moment
i already had quite a few i think theyre cute and you can easily
dress them up or down
i didnt know they were in fashion
jozu is ahead of the fashion XD
Im never arsed what's in fashion, it changes so much, i just wear what i like
speaking of which 

Ta-Da~~~
Basically my mum and dad have these really old photos in their bedroom
of me and my brother from when we were infants
so the photos are old, the frames are old and it all looks dated
mum likes the photos but would like them re-newing 
so she brought a frame last week and me and my brother were tasked to
producing a new photo together
I kept mentioning it to him over the week but i sensed he wasnt keen to
do it i know he doesnt like his photo taken
but we had to do this for mum as she does so much for us
as the weather was good we decided to do it

so we went up to the woods - were me and mia usually walk
took a few photos using trees and fields as backgrounds
they came out well, then we went to a park with willow trees
i thought they would look good but the lighting wasnt in our favour
so we stuck with the first lot in the woods we took
my brother will edit the photo
im looking forward to seeing it
mum liked my outfit and hair style, she told me to look sweet
my brother was in his usual t-shirt and jeans :)

I came back I was sweating so was my brother
i dived in the shower to freshen up and cool off
that was at 5pm since then ive been in my pajamas ^^

I finished the pokeball and photographed it
i'll upload it soon

tomorrow i have a few jobs to do mainly getting through to the doctors
i tried to get through to them over the period of an hour
then they were off for lunch
ridiculous
good job im not dying!  

They have improved and filled out

Evening~

I slept~~ Ah it felt good to have slept ^^ I think I was so shattered
maybe as well it could be due to me weening myself off the awful meds
It has been hot today!

This morning I finished my Pusheen hoodie
looks cute~
I photographed it 
Then the sailor top I did the other week I unpicked the red bit
so all thats left is that sailor collar then I added white ribbon
so its basically a white t-shirt with a strip of blue ribbon
looks much better i have to say, and i think i will wear it for school too

I made myself pasta for lunch today
I played on pokemon my charmander evolved
I havent heard from mia so i dont know how far she is

I had a look online for teaching assistant jobs
I applied for a few and within the hour of applying one rang me up
but it was agency work i hadnt realized i had applied for agency work
thats not what i want, i dont want to be going to school to school treated
as a supply and as an outcast i want to know the staff and children and work
as a team 
so i spoke to mum about it all she said to finish college first
im getting ahead of myself she doesnt want me to over load myself and make myself
sick, she said no one is rushing me out the door to get a job
shes right, i just wish i was healthy so i could do things that are easy for 'normal' people
i will get there tho

I went for a short walk in the heat
as theres gonna be a tabletop/jumble sale on the park 2mins from me on 25th sept
its never happened before and its only £5 for a table
so I went down to see the poster and wrote the details down
i'll give em a call tomorrow i think im gonna do it 
shift some crud

I took a photo of my shelves
they have improved and filled out since i first put them up

mainly filled up with new figures
but they look good and im proud of this little corner of my room

im thinking of making tara a poke'ball pin cushion for christmas as she's getting
into sewing now :3 or i may make a donut im not sure yet

tomorrow I have swimming
I may apply for a few more schools and not sure after that!

Macaroon!!

Evening all~

*sigh* I got 3 hours sleep last night
I was shattered and up at 7:45am
I went to the doctors and I finally got my medication switched
So I have got to ween myself off my current anti-depressiants
and start up my new ones, the doctor said I could feel like Im not
getting any treatment for a month but I said that it cant be any worse
than how im feeling currently

I went to the post office to post the ebay bits
I think i've made about £5/£6 not a lot but I guess its better than nothing
and shifted some crud

Came home and had my guineas out whilst having my morning brew
and I sat and read, reading the last book of this 5 book series
best end well >.> 

Mum gave to me a grey hoodie she brought recently
I didnt turn it down, a hoodie is a hoodie and im always wearing em
seeing as it was grey i decided to alter it based on the cat Pusheen~
I have almost finished it, its kawaii for sure
Here is my Macaroon I made over the weekend

its on my bag I hope it stays on after the effort I went to!
when i started I made a mini one to test it out
i tried to do a whip cream style but it failed but i know now why it failed
but i didnt like it so on the final one i just did normal filling

After lunch I fell asleep my eyes were stinging and i was shattered
so after 1 hour I got up and went to a few shops with mum
mainly charity shops but didnt get anything
we went to a cafe
i had hot chocolate and we shared a cake :D
it was good and sweet~

got home and continued with my hoodie
gonna recap my dances and have a shower
and may do some drawing later
mum and dad will be watching new series of ripper street tonight
i for one can not stand that program
too what i call 'ye old english' i cant understand a bleeding word
theyre saying and its soooo violent
not what i wanna see before i go to bed
so i'll sit in my room with tiffin tonight
he will be out of his little routine doing that bless him

Kawaii Neko Dungarees

Konbanwa~

I slept!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
oh my god I actually slept through the night!
And what a different 11 hours sleep makes
I felt so much better this morning when I finally awoke at 9:45am ^^;

I spent my morning finishing off my macaroon which is done now
i guess im pleased with my first attempt
Here is my neko dungaree/apron

i had the shorts and i basically added the front of the dungarees/apron
the back is just straps so its like a cross between dungarees and an apron
but huh? I love em~
and I used em for my dance today

Next I sat at my desk packaging the stuff I sold on ebay
i tried to make them flat and small = less to pay~
took me a while to do it tho
and already I have a bid on these dungarees I put on yesterday!

I never did wear them outside the house
just were never that comfortable to me
so id rather they went to a good home

mum and dad went out and brought back with them this

its a solar bunny!
its a garden thing but at the moment ive brought it into my room X3
mum said there was a beige, black, and grey to choose from
she chose grey cus its like tiffin X3 i have never seen a solar bunny
usually its birds and owls and random stuff so im happy with it
probably illuminate my room tonight!

I went for a walk for 45mins man i was sweating
but i needed to get out the house
felt good to be out in the sun and wind ^^
came home and showered
then read and then played pokemon~

and thats my day
gotta write some notes for the doctors tomorrow
my appointment is at 8:40am so thats me getting up early :/
i aint leaving til im happy with what help theyre gonna hopefully give me
mum insists on coming with
then when i get home id like to apply to local schools in the area  to see
if they have any TA jobs

Pikachu Sock Plushie :3

Good Evening~

I hardly slept at all last night
safe to say it was a long~ night for me -____-
So when I reluctantly got outta bed at 8:45am I looked
and felt like a corpse
This is certainly my anti-depressiants causing all this grief 
Im so glad i'm off school and college at the moment as i dont know what
I would have done, I dont think I would have coped

anyway I spent my morning reading, and playing pokemon soulsilver
training my pokemon up before the 1st gym~

Mum made my lunch for me and afterwards I tried to fall asleep
and some how i managed to! I felt a bit better
so I got started making this macaroon thing i saw on youtube
i made a mini one first then a bigger one, taw the bigger one apart as i didnt
like it and rebuilt it differently 
tomorrow i will decorate it~

I put a few more things on ebay
I managed to make £8 on ebay well less than that by time ive paid
postage and ebay but all well :) gets rid of some stuff

I went for a 20 mins walk to get some fresh air
did a bit of dancing to tsubaki factory
i have dances to record but never get the chance ><

tonight we had take away pizza 
i dont usually take part but tonight i thought i would
i didnt eat it all much to my brother's delight as he always finishes mine off haha

here is the pikachu plush i made from a pair of socks!

i cant believe 2 socks make this!
amazing isnt it, this is for tara's xmas present
and my brother's friend has commissioned one
im thinking of making my family all a sock something for xmas

Got a few bits

Konbanwa~

Last night I sat with 2 DS's whilst trading my pokemon
onto soul silver version then hatched them
So my party consists of so far
Eevee - soon to be vaporeon (male) I called him Yeo - was suppose to be Veo but i was tired 
Charmander (male) I called him Chari
Houndour (girl)
Mia has
Eevee (girl)
Charmander (boy) 
Miltank (girl) 
Totodile (boy)
When we played crystal together as children she would always have a miltank
I used to hate it cus it would be so strong in battles
so I surprised her with it and she was soooo happy haha we said
'just like the old times' gotta stick to traditions XD
I havent been on pokemon since last night i will later tho~

This morning it poured it down!!!!
serious pour down
and me and mum decided to head off to the city center
I got a couple of things i needed from the Bead Shop
and I got 2 pairs of pants for £2 each they are such good quality and soft and fit my butt haha

mum got underwear, 6 t-shirts and I got a pair of pinky tights for £1
so it was worth going in even if we did get a bit damp ><

Came home at 12:30pm and had lunch
then I crawled into bed shattered after having nightmares last night
when I got up I finished my dungarees!! they look really simple and cute

Then I finished my home work which is a good feeling
took photos of things like pikachu, dungarees and a few things for ebay

tomorrow stuff comes off ebay and im gonna bang some other stuff on i think
might as well i guess
here's what i got from TK MAXX yesterday
pink top for £4 

and these amazing wooly shorts for £7