Oz

Hey Lookie Look!!!

I'd like for you to meet the latest member of my family!!!

Oz~~
Born 7th January 2017
He is 12 weeks old
Harlequin Netherland dwarf
He has quite petite features and his mummy chewed a bit off his right ear
but we love imperfections right ;)
Basically I decided not to give up my passion of being a bunny owner and got another one
yes I did want a dow (female) but in all honesty it didn't matter too much for me
I had a good look at bunnies at the farm my first bunny Sky came from
I held boys and girls
I held one that bit my thumb it wouldnt stop bleeding! So not picking that little guy!
But Oz he was just soooooo placid and calm
like nothing bothered him he was so relaxed in my arms
and mum said she liked him too and it makes a change to go for a harlequin coat as well
I really didn't think I'd be bringing a bunny home today but here we are!
I called him Oz cus he day dreams a lot and so does alice we say to alice 'she's gone to wonderland again' so I think with Oz its like 'he's gone to the land of Oz again' XD thought they matched
God it has taken me from 3:30pm - 9:30pm to name him!
I was going with Copper originally but couldnt shorten it to anything Cops sounds stupid.
I have a month of work so we've got loads of time to get to know each other and get some training in!
he's got a forever home and a very loving one as well!

Easter holidays starts now!
It's already off to a fantastic start!!!

Easter Activity Day

Good Evening~~

I got up for school as normal
feeling better this morning
anti-biotics sure kicking in ^^ just got one more day's worth to go!

I got to school and found out it was easter activity day
well thanks for telling me!
but only for the infants not for the juniors sadly
So I was to help out and follow the child round the activities 
we made:
chocolate nest cake
a chicken from a cone of yellow card
a 2D foam easter egg
and a dandelion made from card and cupcake case
at that point it was lunch time
and mummy picked me up!

So I came home for lunch which was great
i needed the break!

I went back after lunch to work in year 3 - juniors
so no more easter activities for me ><
But the class were well happy to have me in their lesson
they had p.e. to which i spent the hour taking individuals out for reading
so that was easy
then next it was computers and they were shown little gadgets to look forward to after 
the holidays and then 25mins on the computers doing their powerpoint presentation
so another easy session!

I got home and laid in bed for an hour
i just needed the time alone really

I had asked the receptionist at school
"the TA im covering next term only works 3 days a week so why am I doing 5?"
"good point I will check"
she checked 
"yep we only need you for monday wednesday and fridays"
she felt bad for giving me less work but i was over joyed!!
means i wont run myself into the ground working full time
and i get friggin days off!!!!
so that has totally worked out in my favour
its less money obviously but im not arsed about that

Then I havent done that much this evening really
yesterday evening i actually did some drawing for the first time in ages!

I did make this tho
lacy bow for my hair it looks really pretty in :3

Tomorrow it's last day of school
and only working til 12:15
then im gonna go look at some baby bunnies!

 

Booked Again

Good Evening

I had my paralyzing nightmare last night
in the end I just went a bit mental telling it to p**s off and that I wasnt scared anymore
the same nightmare that has plagued me for the last 7 years
then I found myself being lifted from the floor horizontally 
i shouted "so you have a new trick you B*****d!!"
And I just laid suspended in the air twirling my hands round like I didnt care
at that point I woke up still heart pounding and drenched in sweat
but when I looked at the time I had woken up a whole hour earlier than what it
normally releases me at
so maybe standing up to it all is the best option 
and who knows maybe on day i wont have this nightmare anymore

I got up for school reluctantly 
Im just tired but I did feel better today than yesterday
so I think the anti-biotics are working but when I take them I feel
really crummy with the side effects but now Im half way through them!!

School was different
we had P.E. it was dodgeball and the child I care for seemed content in playing
so I wasnt needed and I went to do some printing and laminating that needed doing
i also did some sewing and stitched a little pouch
then it was music we had a different TA for it - one who's been there when I was at the school
shes VERY strict and quite frankly rude to the children
I could tell she was capable with everyone
so I went and printed out some more stuff and laminated them
so Ive managed to get all my jobs done which would have taken me all week!!!

I had a missed call on my phone it was from the agency
they said my primary school would like me from May 10th for 6 weeks
full time.....eep
Im not good with full time but we'll see
I said I'd do it
so I spoke to the receptionist and she told me who I'd be covering 
and really happy Im coming back and that they even want me back!
I must be doing something right anyway
so it means that I get 2 weeks for easter which is next week
then I dont have any work from then til May 10th (as of yet anyway)
so its looking like I may get a month to myself!!! It seems lazy I know but Id be happy with that
im not arsed about the money it would just be nice to have time to myself
and possibly time with a new bunny

I came home had a slice of cheese on toast
then went straight to bed
woke up and went to watch vampire diaries whilst cross stitching
i only watched one episode it was alright i think i need to watch more to make a decision
on if i like it or not. but i want to like it as its something different to watch :)

Ed emailed me to say he's coming home 1st april for 2 weeks :D
Im so proud of him and im relieved he gets a break too ^^

Tomorrow I am working a full day! D:
I havent worked a full day in a few weeks so to do one feels like a hard ask actually
but I know I will be fine and mum is picking me up at lunch so i can have lunch
and a rest at home ^^

These are my nails this week I fancied a dotty spotty theme
they remind me of balloons

 

Snow White Skin

Evening all~

I got up feeling like road kill this morning
but I knew I had school
but both mum and dad had to wake me up this morning
I wasnt getting up! ><

School was different as I was a classroom assistant for a change
which I enjoyed but it was too easy and quite slow and boring to be honest
the first lesson was them doing independent writing 
to which i had to be sat with a boy and literally sound out each letter to him
it felt so slow!!!!
Then they had assembly so I got some jobs done
afterwards the teacher sat them all down on the carpet and went through some maths
i swear i was counting each and every second that ticked by
i thought a few times of going home
i just felt so awful and sicky
its the anti-biotics

so i came home and had a piece of cheese on toast
then went straight to bed for 2 hours
since then ive just done some cross stitching, reading, internet

nothing much really
just gotta take it easy if im to see this week through!

Yesterday talking to tara about bunnies was a bit helpful
she seems to be my only friend who thinks i should have another one
but its still a hard decision to make
i told her im going to view some on friday
it was nice to fuss her bunnies and have a cuddle with them i had missed it
i still feel detached from them really my heart didnt ache like it did the previous times
ive been without a rabbit.

I got this in the post from Korea today
Secret Key Snow White Milky Lotion

it's to make your skin lighter i thought id try it
as my skin is very pale anyway i thought this would just smooth and even
my skin out basically.
So I placed a bit of my cheek and yes it did make it a shade lighter!
I will have a proper go with it when I want to wear make-up when i go out sometime
so maybe when i go away next week!

Bargins from the weekend

Good Evening

I have had a day of just being short on time constantly!!!
you would not believe it actually!
So here I am stuck for time again!

I had school this morning
which was all ok really
I was told the school are still fighting for funding so I can stay on and help the child I care for
but as of yet doesnt look like funding will be in place for after easter holidays
I have yet more paper work to do as well would you believe!
But its all great experience for me

I got home felt bloody awful
honestly this infection I have is really coming with a vengeance
mum kindly fetching my prescription for me so i could start taking
the anti-biotics jeez i hate them
make me feel sick and when i cough it tastes vile
so not having a fun time

at 2pm adam decided to come over i had pre-warned him that i was like a corpse
and wont be entertaining him
but he came anyway
he stayed til 5:30pm cus i went to take him home then went to taras
came home at 8pm!
woops
ive played a lot of pokemon today with my friends XD

Tomorrow is school again
but I wont be working the child she will be working with someone else
so I will be a classroom assistant~ be a lovely change to support a class instead of an individual 

Here is my bargins from the weekend
I have been after a peach skirt for ages and to find one with polka dot was amazing
and it was new!!!£2.99 and from ASOS

Lace shorts which I think could be new £2.99 ASOS again

£3.20 black shorts from ZARA and in great condition really great

£2.50 shorts again from FOREVER and in fab condition

Then £1 leg warmers which are sooooooo long! had to be had they look like they've been worn but thats ok. only leg warmers 

so yay new shorts!
threw out some other stuff 

Mother's Day and Alice's 2nd Birthday!

Evening all

I forgot to do my diary yesterday didn't I!
Basically yesterday I got up and cleaned my girls out
washed my hair and went for a hair cut 
I was so happy to be able to see again! stupid fringe
Jo the hairdresser was talking to me about Adam saying I should stop
keeping my walls up and just have ago
I am getting there it's just easier said than done you know?

Adam was waiting by my car in the carpark so then we headed off to city center together
we walked round and popped in a few shops
we were gonna play golf but it was so lovely out i didnt want to be cooped up inside
i enjoyed being out :)
we had lunch I had soup~
I picked up quite a few things from charity shop :D I will show you all shortly

Then we decided to come away because there wasnt much else to do
so we came home
had a rest then we walked to the shop to pick up food for that night
then we walked to the park where water is and sat by the water together
then went home
relaxed and played pokemon til dinner time
then cooked dinner together which was pasta

Then I had shower cus I just wanted to be in pajamas!
I sat down with adam and watched a film he brought yesterday
I think it was called 'central intelligence' i could be wrong
my brother had seen it and he watched it with us
it was alright i guess
just never been a film fan.

It was pretty much my 'bed time' at this point
so I made mum's bed and put my toys on it ready to cuddle with ^^
Adam wanted me to stay in my bed with him for a little bit
but i felt a bit uncomfortable doing that
1. cus its a single and therefor not much room
2. he was just in his boxers.....
I was obviously in my pajamas 
so I got in bed but I was very aware of how close we were
i fidgeted a lot I know I did
It just felt like a big step for me which sounds pathetic doesnt it
considering if we went swimming together he'd only be in shorts
eventually I relaxed

He cuddled me and before I knew it I dropped off
yup I fell asleep in the wrong bed
and adam being adam didnt want to wake me there for he suffered
he had no room and got bad back ache
HE SHOULD HAVE WOKE ME!!! I would have gone to mum's bed
I did wake up a couple of times in the night one time I didn't want to go mum's bed cus I knew it would be cold compared to my warm bed. 2nd time I woke he had his arm on me and I didn't want to disturb him.
He got out of bed at 6am he couldnt take it much longer
and let me lay-in til 8am cus now friggin' way was i getting up at 6am
he told me several times this morning how much i twitch in my sleep...
i can tell it annoyed him actually
i had warned him and said sorry
he said he will get used to it but i told him he didnt need to get used to it and that we could have separate beds when we have sleep overs 
but he wasnt having any of it

Then we just had an easy morning
of course I had girls to attend to and make sure the house
was clean for my parents to come to
i took adam home around 11am
he says he wants to see me tomorrow i told him he doesnt have to he may need a break after spending 24 hours with me XD but i think he wants to 

tomorrow is school -______- just want the easter holidays to bloody come!

Mum and Dad came back home
they'd brought me and my brother a cake each ^^
Mum said she didn't want a cake making for mother's day as she's had enough of food for a while after eating so much for part 2 days so I ow her a cake
I gave her her mother's day card and her present which she loved

took a lot of effort actually
dont know where she's gonna hang it yet

And also today it was Alice's 2nd birthday!

she's special case our Alice but we love her
I hope we have many more years together
the girls came out the shed today they're now outside the back door ^^

My red attempt

Good evening~~

Last night I had my paralyze dream
such a strange thing cus i know when im in it
and i tried to escape it by trying to wake up
but no use so i literally yelled and screamed to the top of my lungs til blackness
swallowed me up 
i woke up panting and sweating
great -______-
then i woke up again to find it was 6am -_______-

Today was stupid red nose day wasnt it 
ughh
So I faffed with my hair and make-up this morning
and I think I did an alright job really

What do you think?
you cant see what I did to my hair very well in the photo tho
I added a red heart near my eye
you can see my hair is a lil red from the dye and i added chalk in it too :)

My ear felt better this morning but it still wasnt 100%
mum and dad left whilst I was at school
school was alright really

I had taken my car to school and drove straight from there to
the gym to meet adam for lunch
not that i had my meds or money on me did I -____-
so I had to pay him back when I got home
we came back to my house for a bit
we sat on the sofa talking whilst having a brew
then we went for a walk seeing as it was such a lovely day

we came back and I rang doctors up to get an emergency appt
cus i needed sorted before the weekend
i got in for 4:40
typically i wasnt seen til 5:15pm 
adam actually chose to come with me
the doctors is near his house i offered to take him home but he wanted to come
strange boy
so i got some anti-biotics to take if it doesnt get any better over the weekend
he couldnt see an infection but said there could be one further in my ear he couldnt see.
lovely

we came home had a brew and cuddled for a bit
then i took him home
came home and had beans on toast for dinner
did some claying for mum's present
showered
getting stuff ready for tomorrow clothes, bag, etc
never ending! then i have the girls to sit with

tomorrow morning
i gotta get up
go get girls out to clean them out
get myself ready
wash my hair for hair dresses
be at hairdressers for 10:30am
meet adam afterwards and take us to city center
gonna be one of those weekends you dont actually stop!
i was outside in a t-shirt for the first time this year!

Longest walk ever just to Tesco

Evening~~~

I woke up at 6am but I had awesome dreams
wolves with super natural powers and i was one of them XD
i know. what am i on? XD

I got to school
the receptionist told me that my class today were having a merry'ol trip to Tesco
-___________________________-  WHAT!?
I didn't know about any of this
So yeah we had the had 40min walk to do to tesco with a group of 30 children
and 5 adults. God I knew I was gonna be knackered 
even more so as it was a cold day and i was in a skirt and tights >.>

We walked to tesco took ages
got to tesco and got a tour round the back by a  member of staff who was nice enough
and we walked round the store. just walk talk, walk talk, walk talk
dont know quite what they got out of it
they got to hold a prawn and fish - dead of course
try a little bit of food
then we had to walk back
we arrived 10mins late for lunch
i went straight home - cycled 

god i was so exhausted and in pain too
i got home and drugged myself up
ate lunch then slept for 2 hours
i felt better but i could have stayed longer if it wasnt for mum
tempted me out of bed with a promise of a brew
then ive just sat round really cus i had yoga

i really enjoyed yoga actually
it was slow but i felt i worked hard

yesterday night i felt like i had water in my ear
this morning it felt blocked and then through out the day i lost my hearing in it
and get stabbing pains in it and now a dull ache 
i think i may have an ear infection? typically the doctors are shut on a thursday afternoon
so i'll have to call up tomorrow
never had an ear infection before but im sure thats what this is
just another pain to put up with

tomorrow its stupid crappy red nose day
ughhhhh
really really really dnt want to go
im tired of school and to have to put up with red nose day on top
with a bad ears
just hell
the theme is "crazy hair" so i gotta fath with my hair in the morning
just something else to do in the morning before school
yes i know im having a good rant and moan XD 

 

Gavin & Stacey and Pokemon

Good Evening~~

I got woke up at 7am
after being woke a couple of times in the night from mum yelling 
in her sleep >.>

I went to school in my car
thats 2 days this week ive drove simply cus its throwing it down out there
i do love to cycle to school but its not worth getting that wet

We had P.E. first which was indoors
and dull to say the least
i mean its well easy for me but id rather be doing stuff so time passes quickly
it felt so slow!
then it was break and the students were able to go out
i did some more work on the cardboard box car me and the child have been working on
tomorrow if we get time on it we will get it finished!
Then it was music with the TA who had a go at me on monday
she was a bit frosty towards me so i stayed well out the way to be honest
but afterwards she was ok with me
:/

I came home and had soup for lunch
then at 1:15pm I set off for adam's  house
i hadnt had much time at home since school but because my day wasnt too hard
i knew id be ok if i just rested at his house
and thats what we did
he had brought chocolate muffins in for us both ^^ and we had those with a cup of tea
then we had a quick cuddle on his bed cus i was frozen for some reason
corpse girl thats me
then we put 'Gavin & Stacey' on and watched that whilst playing pokemon and laying on his bed
so it was a really nice relaxing afternoon that soon passed actually
it was nice to enjoy something together we both like that series and pokemon too :)
we said we'd meet up again on friday he's gonna come to my house

i was suppose to be seeing tara
but i think she's fallen off the end of the earth cus i havent heard from her
since 5pm yesterday :/
so i just stayed the time i would have had with her at adams 
nothing else to do
im trying to stay busy so i dont miss tiffin too much

tomorrow it is school and yoga
i really dont like school on fridays and thursdays :/ 
friday is gonna be hell cus its bloody red nose day
ughhhh i hated it as a kid and i still hated it as an adult
so this is one week i can not wait to get outta the way!

 

It went red

Evening~~

I once again woke up at 6:30am 
after strange dreams

School was a better day
no one having a go at me
had a few jobs to do but got them all done~~
and yeah the day was alright really
spent my breaktime talking to a teacher who is a fellow pain sufferer 
we talked about medication and such
he goes on about what he takes
i take more and stronger medication than him
not that its a competition but its almost like a brag to him
so i wanted him to know that i too suffer i too take pain meds
but i dont go on about it or talk to people about it
 
I got home and did some dancing got another dance recorded
so i have 2 done now ^^ 
then I had lunch and went to sleep even though it was a sunny day out
I just wanted to lose myself in sleep

I got up and went on my laptop did some cross stitch
and mum dyed my hair as it has been annoying me lately
usually she dyes it for me after a hair cut
im having a hair cut on saturday but she is away with dad
and no way can i wait til bloody next week!
so we did it
a colour I picked up by mistake but I said I'd use it now I have it you know
and it said "Light GOLDEN Red"
i thought it's be like a strawberry blond?
nope its red. like red red
so yeah not what i expected
good job its a wash out!!

Saw mia this evening for a catch up she liked my hair
she told me she and rob have booked to go away 3rd-7th april to
PARIS! how lucky of them! and theyre also going Disney Land!!
so lucky, she's been Florida Disney land also
I hope they have a good time together

Tomorrow I have school which is alright cus wednesday
is an easy day but time can drag simply cus it is too easy and im not busy enough!
I will come home and see adam at some point? possibly tara too?

That was it really nothing special
I took a photo before I went red XD 

 

Fruity Nails

Evening~~~~~

I got up at 7am for school ><
I was awake from 6:30am anyway
It was pouring down and mum convinced me to take my car
I was glad I did as I don't think it stopped until like 3pm!

School well it was wet break on a monday morning....
the kids were a hyped mass to say the least
but that wasn't my trouble
what was my trouble was a TA i work with 2 days of the week
who is usually totally fine to get along with
was hounded my butt she just kept going on and on and on at me
just having a real go at me at things that some of them happened last week!
i was being polite and said i was sorry (even tho it wasnt a massive deal and frankly not all my fault)
but she continued on
and i felt like saying "JUST WHAT DO YOU WANT ME TO DO!?"
i could not wait for lunch anyway

the child I look after had done some baking yesterday
and brought me and some others a cake she'd made :D


I got home and had lunch
then I was about to go over to adams to play pokemon and such
until dad rang up "a parcel is being delivered i need it"
so basically i had to wait in for that or wait in for mum to come so she could wait for it!!!!!!!!!
he didnt even ask me what i was doing!!!
so that delayed me by 2 freakin hours!!!!
but in that time i sat with my girls and did some dancing
so i used my time~

Got to adam's house
he brought pokemon sun
so he was started that and i was playing on moon
my cute little rockruff turned into some werewolf monster!!!! D: I was horrified ><
Then he cuddled me for a bit
then we had a play fight to which I mean I was tossed around XD 
I love being thrown on the bed it makes me laugh like a kid
i saw his parents and his mum gave me lemon tarts she'd made ^^

Got home and had a shower and got  piggies out
and thats about it

tomorrow is school once again
and hopefully seeing mia in the evening :)
luckily that TA isn't back til wednesday ><
doesn't stop the other TA having a go at me anyway i guess
i shall brace myself for tomorrow!

this week's nails! Fruits as requested from the year 2 students

 

sausage dog

Good Evening all

Today I woke up feeling a lot better
my cold wasn't as bad and my voice was a lot more normal!
So I was pleased. It isn't perfect yet but it's getting there!
I had quite a relaxed morning
I got ready to go out at 11am with my parents for an eye test

I had my eye test and it was all fine really
they said I could have glasses but they're so weak and as Im having no trouble
I may as well not have them. So that was all fine with me :)
Adam was there waiting for me ^^

We walked round and went into a cafe cus i couldnt decided what to eat
i was hungry but didnt know what to have
lunch is my least favourite meal of the day
The waitress came and I could decide so I said "sausage roll" my brain thinking
"sausage roll = sausage on bread" X wrong! what arrived was a sausage roll
a sausage in pastry which is exactly what a sausage roll is -______-
how dense am I at times!!! adam called me a donut and i burst out laughing
i ate some of it but wasnt satisfied
i looked up and saw mia with rob and her nephew they'd just come from the arcades
i knew she was taking her little man out today but i have no idea she was going city center
i couldnt see her cus i was eating

we walked down to the bowling alley to find that they had maintenance 
going on so a lane would be free in 2 hours time
screw that
so we walked round the back to the pool tables
ahhhhh i havent played pool in soooooo long
and I imaged adam would be good at it. guys always seem good at pool
we had two games

first game i won due to default as adam potted the black which was followed by the cue (white ball)
so he said i won. i didnt even realize that was part of the rules. if he hadnt have said anything i would have thought he'd won.

second game i started out potting 3 balls consecutively i was on a roll~~~ and I won too!!
girl power~~

Then we went round a couple of shops
stopped in a cafe that was major rip off. note to self: dont visit there
expensive and portions tiny. but adam wanted chocolate cake and it seemed like the only place that had chocolate cake left so we went there 
nether of us had been before
but i know not to bother again. i had carrot cake which was a first for me~ it was alright :/ 

then we caught the bus home to my house
we had a brew and sat then literally 10 mins later my parents came home 
we talked about our eye sight tests
then me and adam went upstairs for a bit he just cuddles me
and we talked about stuff really

thought i'd upload the draft excluder i made for dad's sofa seat as he moans he gets a draft and his feet go cold. so i made him this he seems to like it actually surprisingly

tomorrow i have school
then i think adam may pop over after his gym session
he's got the whole week of work this week
jammy git >.>