Evening
couldnt sleep
was in too much pain and felt too sick
my brother was coming home from the cinema late with his girlfriend
he'd been to see The Lion King with her
so i waited for him to come home
then i sat downstairs with him and had a hot chocolate
then went to bed at 1am
didnt wake til 9am
no way did i want to get up
i knew what was coming today
a massage
and i knew she'd find a knot or two
my appointment was at 10:45am
it was really nice but yeah bit painful but im fine with pain
it was the rest of the day that has been bad
my god ive been dead
i came home and had a shower and went straight to bed
i woke up and went TK MAXX with mum
i got some cheap jeans but theyre from Zara and i got them for £6!!!!!
theyre really weird too
i got some hair conditioner and a choker all reduced
mum got loads of bits and shes been and brought some strawberry gin for jack for his birthday
i came home and just collapsed straight onto my bed
just done it and want the day to be over with
i attempted to draw out the ponyta i want to paint
god ive always sucked at drawing horses!
but i'll try to do well when it comes to painting it
then i looked at cosplay for like an hour XD
id buy it all if i could
now im gonna go downstairs, die, then go to bed
tomorrow i plan on dancing and maybe learning a dance using a fan
i havent learned dances in such a long time i feel rusty!
then i might start the ponyta picture and hopefully go yoga for the first time in forever
here is 2 eye shadows i got
i love etude house eye shadow, such a strong pigment and so cheap!
Evening~~
I slept well
drugged out my mind
ive increased my pain meds and my god i feel out of it
and i feel sick and my stomach is rotting
apart from that im great
I did some yoga this morning before i had to go into work
cant say i wanted to go as i felt rough
julia was in when i got there which surprised me
she only stayed til lunch anyway
i just did the two dingy looking displays in our prep room
my god they were depressing
now theyre much fresher
but took me longer than i thought it would
my hands were shaking and i kept feeling off
despite all this im still in pain!! hows that work!?
it was nice just working with jack
and having no one else there
as you dont get distracted or pulled away from the task youre actually doing
i left at 3pm and i was glad to get home as i went straight to bed
turns out im down for going into work on friday as well >.>
how annoying
didnt realise but not a lot i can do about it
i called into The Range on the way home
got a canvas and some paint as i have an idea i want to try
tomorrow i have a massage
its somewhere mum has been to and she recommended it to me
as the lady works at her home and is very good at what she does mum says
its a bit more money but damn it ive earned this!
so im very much looking forward to it
ill probably be dead afterwards
not seeing jack til friday at work then ill go to his in the evening
i want to watch a film with him and theo and have take away pizza
the start of jack's birthday weekend~
here is an eyebrow mascara thing i brought to try
its kinda gingery so it matches my hair really well
hides my dark eyebrows as i dont enjoy bleaching them anymore
Phew I'm back!
It has been a hectic few days to say the least
and it feels so good to be on summer holidays!
So where shall I start~~~
Friday (its monday already T^T)
Friday
I got up at 6am like a normal school morning
and got ready to go to Jack's
he was about ready and we walked down to the train station and met mia
we didnt all sit together but I sat next to jack and fell asleep
upon arriving in Manchester we ditched our bags at the hotel and went for a wonder
we went to the usual places such a Afflex Palace and other independent shops
we stopped for lunch and I had some sort of bacon on toast
those two had lunch and a beer XD but it was nice they were getting along well
I picked up a few bits
manga from a charity shop there were suppose to be £10 I got them for £3.99 each
Paint!!! from an art shop they were reduced from £5.50 to £1.80 each
and I need paint badly but hate paying for it! so I got all these~
we parted ways, mia went to Matt's house which is Rob's cousin
and we rested up then met up for dinner
he took us to this like old train station building that had been turned into a eatery place
so it had loads of different foods to choose from
i shared hoison pork with jack then we ordered a pizza and shared that
we left there and sat in a pub and had a couple of gin and tonics i had one called Kokoro gin. i ordered it simply because of it's japanese name XD good tho very good and i managed to drink it all.
we were off for another drink somewhere but I said I was gonna call it a night
it was 11:30am and I was getting up at 6
so we went back to the hotel
and it took me til 3:30pm to sleep
i didnt feel so good
i know on my medication im not suppose to drink but i thought a couple wouldnt hurt
turns out it was probably the worst thing for me
my head felt like a tornado had blitzed through it, it was so messy and jumbled up i hated it
Saturday
I got up at 6am
had a bath ^^ and slowly got ready for convention
just left jack to it in bed he looked half dead
my phone had several missed calls on it due to me listening to my ipod
and jack sleeping the day away
it was mia
so i picked up the phone she was hung over basically
went for one more drink after we had parted ways and she says it finished her off
shes usually so good and holding her drink she wasnt sure what had gone wrong
and said she needed to lie down but if i could take her convention ticket with me and she'd meet us there maybe later one
we walked to the convention i was all kitted up
cute huh ^^ kitty maid
jack liked it and said it was cute
i got quite a few looks in the streets but i dont mind
we walked round the convention and my cousin texted to say she was there
so i met up with her!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
oh my god it made my entire day
i was so so happy
i got to meet her boyfriend too who obviously cared very much for sarah
I got a few things, an Alpacaso plush for dad its the 10th anniversary edition, a hedgehog mini plush for my mum both of which im saving til christmas along with the watermelon hair clips for mum, earrings for me and a japanese luck charm.
I also picked up a really cool mug that can stand up on its ears
we sat and talked for a bit as i needed a sit down from walking round
mia phoned and said she could come meet us but i told her it was raining and the ques were still pretty bad but it was up to her. she decided to skip the convention and meet us for lunch afterwards
i parted ways with my cousin and her boyfriend chris and went to meet mia
it was raining and luckily jack had brought his umbrella so i hid under that. i only had my little maid cosplay on so i was a bit cold ><
we picked up our bags and went to a cafe for lunch, i had tea and peanut butter on toast!!
from there we went to the train station and caught the train to nottingham
the train was freezing i was not happy and in pain
i said by to mia and me and jack went to his house
we had about half hour to relax then went over to his family's house
i stayed in cosplay
it was his step dads birthday
so it was his family + nan + a family friend with her husband and 2 children
it was nice being round children as ive kinda missed that now im not a teaching assistant anymore so i played with them
i also got to meet jack's younger brother
i got along fine with him god knows what he thinks of me tho XD
i ate cake and that was it, i didnt want food and didnt feel comfortable enough to eat there
we left at 10:30pm simply because i was falling asleep on the sofa
his mum and nan fussed over me saying i could stay the night but i said it was fine, the continued to fuss until i said "i have a lot of medication i need to take and i havent got it on me" that kinda shut them up.
we left and i got into pajamas and took my medication
i annoyed jack on the bed which was fun
but in return i got a love bite on my neck >.> he knows i hate that
i couldnt sleep
i left jack asleep and went upstairs and did some drawing
i felt so sick and it was because i had skipped dinner and taken my meds
not the best of ideas
when i felt i could sleep i came to bed, i turned his light off he'd left on and covered him up
i slept pretty well but dreamed i was a monster and had to go live with other monsters
a guy monster found out i was the only female monster and was about to start the moves on me
Sunday
i woke up and it was morning, jack went to cuddle me and instantly let go
he said i was dripping in sweat
and i was my pajamas were soaked like literally wet
i think it was because i was about to have the rape nightmare
so yeah that was gross
i felt awful too
not a good morning
my head was splitting, i couldnt look at lights or outside or deal with loud noises
it was horrible
and i felt so sick and tired
so i was in bed alllllllll day
jack fussed over me and at 3pm he asked "what do you want to eat?"
i said "i dont really"
he said "youve got to eat, i can do something"
so i said "beans on toast"
he went out bless him and brought the stuff and made it for me
i ate it and went back to bed
i texted mum to say i felt like crap and that the weekend had caught up with me, but i had enough medication on me in case i needed to stay at jacks
she rang me up and said that Oz was poorly
he was off his food...i felt sick. he wasnt eating and had sat in a ball all day
that made my decision that i would get home that day
i went back to bed and woke up when i heard jack move upstairs
he went to go let his friend james in who was dropping off tickets for jack
i decided to get up and say hi
so i talked to them a lil while then said to jack it was 7:30pm and i needed to go to Oz
i got home and mum said Oz had managed to eat some carrot and food
i gave him loads of fuss and love instantly
he gave me licks
we watched the last episode of Killing Eve together
Today Monday
I got up and did half hour of yoga and half hour of dancing
it literally killed me off but i had missed it so much!
it felt good to actually do exercise
i put the stuff away from my bag and from manchester
i caught up on my laptop
fell asleep twice, kept sitting with Oz he is well happy bunny now and is eating fine
much to my relief
i think he was missing me
my mum tries with him whilst im away but its obviously me he wants
i sat and assessed my shelves, i need manga basically and because i wasnt really earning a wage i wasnt buying manga as its a treat and i was saving what little money i had
now i actually earn money and dont spend it! so i thought "sod it" ive decided to buy all the volumes i was wanting and missing, so ive brought 17 volumes of manga...wow where will i put all them!?
theyre from
Bloody Cross
Inu x Boku
Twin Star Exorcists
Noragami
so ive caught up now and can read my books~
i also put some songs on my ipod
my brother has given me something to link my ipod to my car stereo so i cant wait to try it out!
now im gonna get into my pajamas and sit with Oz
this entry had taken me agesss and i wasnt looking forward to doing it but its done now
tomorrow
ugh im in school
its suppose to thunder and lightening tomorrow so basically me and jack said we'd do some hours as the weather is so bad
probably do display work
think we're working 10 - 3
i might go get a canvas after work
or just come home and dance
Evening~~
So yesterday was my last day of school!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
such a sense of freedom!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
it was so damn hot and i dont feel like i did an awful lot
no lessons and no one could be arsed to work
i tried to spend as much time as i could with Liv
there was the farewell ceremony
i walked in the hall and was surrounded by staff and food and heat
i last 5 minutes before i decided i was gonna have a panic attack if i stayed longer
jack looked at me and said i didnt have to stay
that was all the permission i needed
i left
he came back and said "you made the right choice. that was long, boring and hot!"
we packed up and left early
i got home, showered and went to bed
i got up and had a bit of food and got ready and went to jack's
i was at his for an hour then we met liv, rebecca and alan at Wagamama's
i has Yasai (veg) Katsu curry
i was the only one who couldnt finish all their food
and they wanted dessert!! we walked to a dessert place and i ordered banana
and chocolate crepe but i had a few mouth fulls and left the rest
just didnt want it
then luke sent jack a text "what time we meeting beaut?" XD
so we left there and met some of the teachers at a bar
they all had drinks and jack offered me one but i knew if i had one id be sick
i was so full
i sat and had a laugh with everyone
but id had enough but didnt let it show
we walked to another bar but i didnt really stay i went for a walk by myself
yup alone in the city by myself
jack came to find me saying that liv, hannah, alan and rebecca were leaving
so we left and went home
it was a good night
but we didnt go to bed til gone 1am
i woke up and could not be arsed to get up
dont think i moved til 10am
today was all about taking it easy tho as i have a few busy days ahead
i went to sleep on jack's bed as his room is soooo much cooler than mine
then i went home
came in and got stuff ready for manchester tomorrow
tried my maid cosplay on
it still fits!
mia rang me to confirm times and stuff
and pretty much just died the rest of the evening
its 35c and very very humid
its like the littlest of movements causes you to break out in a sweat
no way was i going yoga tonight that was for sure
like no where has AC in this country
think its slightly cooler tomorrow and saturday
tomorrow im getting up at 6am like a school day
just cus ive got to be up and at jack's for 8:30am
at were getting the train at 9:45am
and i wanna make sure he has everything and is actually up and ready
then we will meet mia at the train station at 9:30
coming back to nottingham at 5:30pm saturday dressed as a maid
then me and jack have a family bbq at his house its his step dad's birthday
and i keep saying i will go dressed in my maid cosplay
hes like "do it" XD
i may end up staying at his on saturday night too depending what time his family
stuff finishes
so yeah i'll be away enjoying my new found freedom!
and and! hopefully seeing my cousin for the first time in a few years!!!!!
heres nails i did a few weeks ago
tonight im gonna do them shades of red to match my maid cosplay :3
Konbanwa~~
Last night things werent good
my head was soooo busy
and i ached
it was like growing pains
and it went on and on until i decided I would get up
problem is i took so much i felt so sick
then as i thought at 12:30pm id go to bed a police helicopter started circling above
course it did
and that too went on and on
so i stayed downstairs cus i knew i couldnt sleep with that banging on
safe to say i was tired this morning, the alarm was needed
it was 32c today and 29c in the prep room
god it was soooo hot its cruel making us work in that heat its so humid
we're all just puddles
luckily today i was able to just do my own thing and just did display work really
got another one finished
going to move onto the chemistry ones upstairs now not that the physics and biology is finished but the chemistry ones are BAD and the teachers want me to do some for them ><
it was the day of the fuddle
i saw past technicians which were just old retired people really
cant say i made much of an effort with them as they were boring and sciency
but it was sally's last day today T^T sally is an amazing teacher shes like 60 but so down to earth and tells me where to go, i can have such fun with her and im gutted to lose her
ive done "the science of cats" board for her, went out with jack on the weekend and got her a present, made her a card for the department to sign. so i have tried for her
the fuddle went ok i managed to eat bits and pieces and i wasnt too anxious
we gave sally her card and plant and head of science made a speech
then the group of 30 of us walked round to my science of cats display which id covered over with paper and we got sally to rip the paper off
she was amazed at what id done and knew straight away it was me who'd done it
she went to give a few words and got a bit upset
when she eventually left she gave me a hug
earlier she added me on facebook so we dont lose contact
to say originally i didnt want anyone from work on facebook i currently have Jack, Alan, Rebecca, Liv, Hannah, Luke, Sally XD
they keep adding me!!! and i look rude if i dont accept them ><
i was glad to finish school today
as i was a melting puddle
when i came in i went straight in that shower
and laid down after that
i was so damn tired and worn out i felt ill
i was gonna do nails tonight but i cant be arsed quite frankly
ill do them before i go convention tho
heres the nails i did last week
Evening~~
Didn't sleep that great
think I was hot judging by the amount of tossing and turning I did and the amount of plushies on the floor in the morning ><
I beat my alarm by 10 minutes but got up anyway because i had a few extra things to do this morning like pluck leaves from the garden for a practical I had to do
I got to school and met jack off the tram as he had to come and collect stuff out
the boot of my car
we walked into school having a bet on what the temperature would be in the prep room
i guessed 25c and got it right
it reached 29c today
its like a green house
like no circulation of air and the windows barely open
apparently the building was built with AC in mind but it never got fitted for whatever reason
my god the difference AC would make to all our lives
the kids are hot and dont want to work, teachers are yelling at them and theyre just as hot an bothered by the weather. no one wants to work in that environment
so I got to work mixing chemicals up as i had a shed load to do
and all ones i hadnt done before so i wasnt sure what dissolved well and stuff
but i got it all done just as the first bell went
perfect timing for me and luke to have ago with the 3 practicals we were told to practice by the head of biology
both of us were totally winging it
we spend like almost 3 hours together
such a bonding sesh XD
we got there and it all just about worked
he was grateful of my help
we both needed air tho after being in a room with ammonia and spirits....
after all that
i had so much clearing up to do
the head of biology was on my back all sodding day
she was stressing me out big style
i cant do anything right for that woman at times
she makes my anxiety go through the roof
she keeps on reminding me how hectic september is gonna be
and id had enough today so i turned round to her and said
"you know if you tell me one more time how bad its gonna be in september, im just not gonna bother coming in"
i think she got the point as she said
"yes but we we will get into the flow of it im sure"
changes her tune once someone stands up to her
she does drive me up all the wall, and the way she speaks to me at times
jesus
anyway enough on that
i had loads of screw ups today
i blame the sheer mental overload in the morning and the heat
i was sweating buckets too
i cheered myself up with cake sally's partner made for us all ^^
and did some display work
i got another display finished
doing the forensic one next
so after jack spent ages clearing 4 weeks worth of crap off the 8 tables ready for tomorrow
i put on there display backing paper (when he wasnt looking) painted the soles of my shoes in brown and walked along the paper to create foot prints as i knew it would make an awesome background for the forensic display.
he came back and i showed him my shoes
i said "look paint"
he said "have you been painting with your shoes!?"
i said "yeah"
he looked so worn out by me XD
he said "this is what happens when youre not supervised for 5 minutes!?"
i said "do you wanna see what I did?"
he came with me and saw it
he said "actually that does look really good"
i know what im doing i know design
in fact everyone leaving for home walked by it and said how amazing it looked already ^^
i hope to work more on that~~
i showed Liv her picture and she truly loved it
so i was happy to do that for her
i came home and didnt go to sleep!
i cant remember what i did do tho
not a lot
saw my ozwald of course
watched killing eve last night
its good
and next week is last episode ><
tomorrow~
tomorrow is a semi-quiet day at work as classes are winding down
its suppose to be really hot
we have got the 'fuddle' were people bring drink and food in
im relying on jack buying plates and cutlery for me to take in tomorrow
he was bringing drinks which is what was in the boot of my car - saved him bringing it on the tram with him as it was like 10L worth of drink
im anxious about it as its a lot of food and a lot of people as previous staff have been invited in
its also sally's leaving fuddle and the Science Of Cats display will be uncovered to her
im sure she will like it and the card i made
i need to sign the card too ><
i just hope i cope with all the people and food and people not quiz me on how much ive eaten
here is an eyeliner i received last week
its really pretty and glittery came with freebies too!
Konbanwa~~
I slept over at jack's yesterday after doing some dancing
and other bits and pieces
we met up and i got a few bits from the city i needed
i did end up buying some more hair dye...
i brought some cute fluffy earrings for my cat maid cosplay ^^
we met up with Theo and Harvey and went to a japanese restaurant
i had chicken katsu curry
my god it came so big! so much food
and i ordered yakitori also
i couldnt eat it all
the guys all ate loads as usual
but theo ate the most
god only knows where he stores it
we brought a picnic blanket and sat out in the park in the sun together
it was nice to just hang out
we came back to jack's
and later on we went for pudding...i just cant keep up with them
i was so tired and full
safe to say i was ready for bed
not that i slept particularly well
this morning we had a very lazy morning which was nice in a way
we didnt eat breakfast til 11am
and we had a shower
i fell asleep whilst jack went for a shower
he was in the room eating crisps when i woke up
i didnt hear him come in the room or get crisps or open them or eat them
i must have been well away
i kept falling sleep all weekend to be honest
we left for a garden centre to go get a teacher a leaving present
we were just walking round then jack spotted said teacher
can actually believe that!?
same place
same time
for a present for her!!!!
small world x1000
we couldnt back peddle quick enough
we quickly picked up a plant and left
dont know the last time i was so tense!
we went food shopping as jack needed bits to bring to work
which i am bringing to work cus its easier as i have a car
so we did that and i dropped him off home
then i came home
mum dyed my hair
and it is the pinkest it has been yet!
im hoping when i come to washing it next time it wont wash out like it has been doing
i finished Liv's picture as i wanted to get it finished for tomorrow at work
so i could show it her
think it came out alright
her dad and dog
i had a bit of help from my brother with the photoshoping
but its done now
and so is jack's mug
so now i can start working on the things i wanna work on!!! woohoo
tonight watching the second to last episode of Killing Eve
looking forward to it!
tomorrow I have work....
my god i have so much to mix up in the morning....
bit anxious about it all but jack says he will help
i dont need the help i hope because hes usually busy monday morning
like we all are
then i have to spend 2 hours doing a practice practicals with a teacher
so we know how to teacher 18 year olds come septemeber
i hope i understand and dont screw it up
but the teacher is 26 and he says "it will be chill and bants" so im hoping we will be ok
but we're both anxious about it as the head of biology is on our backs...
she wants to much from me and im not 100% sure what it is she does want T^T
i hate asking and sometimes looking an idiot
then the rest of the day i hope to do display work~
but its been a much better, happier and healthier weekend
next weekend im in manchester for the convention
then i will start doubling my pain killer medication too
as i asked the doctor on friday if i could and he said i could
but not to go any higher
drugged up jo
Evening
I haven't been on my laptop
just haven't been interested enough to go on it
my week has been alright I guess
I have been doing displays at school
which has impressed all the teaching staff ^^
i feel useful for something as i am clueless about science
i have done a 'science of cats' display for a teacher who is a cat fanatic
and is leaving on tuesday so we will be unveiling then to her
ive done a GCSE biology display and started A Level biology display
been given a load of stuff to do a 'forensic' display
so yeah its giving me stuff to do which i enjoy
as ive been using paints, papers, pens, etc
and its nice to be able to show off my talents
ive had maggots to tend to
heart dissections
and bacteria to grow which i actually did wrong
but re-did it today hoping it will be alright for monday!
i stayed over at jack's on wednesday
i thought we were gonna have our first confrontation
he got out of me what i was like at the weekend
you know the overdosing, the suicidal thoughts
he was not impressed that i didnt tell him
in fact he was hurt, i thought he was gonna cry on me
he said he was upset that i couldnt rely on him enough to tell him, that i went through it, that he wasnt there to help me.
yeah i felt crappy as he said id promised him id tell him next time i felt like that
and i had forgot i made that promise
but i argued that i didnt want to ruin his weekend with friends
he said i was stupid for thinking that way
that seeing his friends wasnt important compared to me and how i was feeling
yeah i wasnt expecting us to hash all that out
i was scared he was gonna shout at me or something
but he didnt he was calm and wasnt hurtful so i coped alright
i understand hes just concerned really and loves me loads
i didnt manage to go yoga again
but i did do 30 mins tonight by myself which was good to do
id like to dance tomorrow morning if i can
ive been working on the picture Liv has asked me to draw
she wants a picture of her dad and dog so ive done this so far
just got the background to do
i got jacks mug in the post
it looks good i will have to photograph it
i dyed my hair again this week - pink
once again it didnt take
so im taking this as jo isnt suppose to have pink hair
as i dont want to bleach it
tomorrow i believe im seeing jack
but god knows what time he will wake up after a night of full on gaming >.>
he says he needs a bag and a suit so looks like we're shopping for him tomorrow
he hates shopping XD but i might be able to see him in a suit
which i can not imagine
Evening~~
Didn't sleep great
but i put that down to not having the sheer amount of pain killers
i have been taking as of the last 3 days
as my god i ached and it was waking me up ><
this morning i felt a bit better about life
i mean i didnt want to go to work really
i think a part of me could have buried my head under the duvet for the day
but thats not solving anything and letting people down
myself included
so i pushed on and went to work
jack gave me hugs and stuff today
think hes missed me
well i guess its been over a week since we've spent any time together
and i didnt see him over the weekend
i didnt want to tell him what id been like over the weekend
as i dont know if its male bravado of wanted to be needed or him wanting to help
but id only get lectured about not calling him or telling him
and its done now and theres never anything anyone can do
you have to ride it out
so i kept quiet about the extent of the damage
i talked to Liv about it all as she has depression
and i told her that i hadnt told jack
and she just said the same thing as i think
theres nothing anyone can do you just have to ride it out
i fetched maggots
gross little things and i could smell em too
i was getting everything done
but i had so many demands made of me today
and then at 2pm so with 2hours to go i find out bacteria is needed for tomorrow....
apparently jack was told but i wasnt
and it hadnt been made and it is not a 2 minute job
i was stressing a bit as i didnt know what i was doing
the instructions might as well be written in chinese
and i had little time left + the other jobs that needed doing
but julia and jack helped me
we got there and was only a few minutes late
i felt anxious about coming home
just didnt want to fall into depression again
i told jack and he offered to have me over but i wasnt sure if it was his way of wanting to help or pitying me. besides i know he wanted to game tonight
so i told him id be fine
i got home
and surprise surprise i went to bed!
just knew i wouldnt see the evening through
had pizza when i got up
tomorrow
cant face tomorrow
got maggots and bacteria to sort
but on top of that a stupid introduction for new staff at the school...
ive been there 7 months
bit late?
julia is doing it along with a biology teacher whos been there since november
jack is hoping i can get out early as im only support staff so stuff isnt really needed for me
julia as she has children at the school, i will understand if she wants to do the whole day
as for me id rather support jack
theres free lunch but im taking my own i cant be doing with the stress of that
Millie had the vets today
to check why she has fur missing
the vet suspects molly has been pulling it out...
so were keeping an eye on em
but glad she doesnt need treatment
i cant remember if i showed last week's nail
but i had a lot of compliments
speaking of compliments
jack said hes getting fed up of being told how cool Jo is XD
im just that amazing
he said "no one tells me how cool i am"
i said "thats cus youre not, youre not even in the same league as me"
a few teachers from work have even added me on facebook
even tho i dont use it XD
