Konbanwa~~~
Jo slept!
my god I slept!
took me til gone midnight but i slept through til 8:30am!
that is a good sleep
and i actually woke up not feeling like death
and its been a while since i have felt semi-refreshed
i had breakfast outside with mum and Ozwald
we watched the guinea pigs playing on the grass
tilly has been a bit off today tho, very quiet, didnt finish her cucumber and she lives for food. she just seems like lethargic, im not sure if it is the heat or not. So we have syringe fed her water a couple of times today just to make sure she is actually hydrated. See how she goes, shes eating grass and stuff but just quiet.
I went for a walk with mum, we went into the woods
glad i have the woods on days like these as its so shaded
i got back and did 45mins of yoga then i had a shower
i felt exhausted and tired but it is simply because of hayfever
also my pain has been awful today, i could have laid in a hot bath all day even in todays heat
just ache big style
so i have had a lot of pain killers today, my stomach feels rotten
i have been working on my wolf painting
its nothing amazing but gave me something to do
i have the black lines to do next then it is finished
might do that tomorrow
i did 10mins of dance practice in my room
and finished Keyakizaka46's kataru nara mirai wo
feels good to finish a dance ^^ still got the other hard one to finish by fairies
i cooked the dinner
we had tuna pasta it was good ^^
im doing my nails again tonight
as my god they turned out so crap last night! i hated them and removed them this morning
i am gonna stick with my original idea of clouds :3
im gonna sit with Oz, then do nails, then watch killing eve with my parents then go to bed!
tomorrow probably exercise and drawing
the same old
there was a science meeting but its been moved to tueday morning
Evening
Couldn't sleep and ended up being up til 3am, I took a lot of pain killers too....
then I woke up at 7am and got up
only had 4 hours sleep T^T
I went for a walk with mum this morning
then we came back and cleaned pets out
i did 25mins of dancing i was dripping
went for a shower
then went on my laptop and did a bit of drawing
i had lunch watching Killing Eve on iplayer
then I went to bed for an hour
played on disgaea5 and i can confirm that im on the final chapter!
its good ^^ done 80 hours on it :D
did 30mins of yoga
ive done all this exercise and still sodding ache!!!! life is not fair
did some more drawing
and then doodled an abstract wolf on scrap paper then i ended up drawing it in my A3 sketch book and i have done a water colour wash background which has made the page rather crinkly...
i have other ideas for it but depends on how well the paper dries!
this is how far i got with my picture today
im gonna sit with Oz now and do my nails
god i hope i sleep i literally cant face another night of being up til 1am in pain alone
Jack says i could go over to his but i will wait
besides im kinda glad i didnt go over this weekend, theo had invited friends to the park for a picnic then stupidly invited them back to the flat it was only 2 people but still made jack unhappy about it all and i wouldnt have felt comfortable about it if i was there
tomorrow probably painting and exercise and drawing
Evening
Didnt sleep well
probably the first time since lock down that I have fallen asleep before midnight tho
but i kept waking up like every 40mins for some strange reason
then 1:15am i woke up and just couldnt get back off
I felt sick and achy so I got up
had cereal, sat with heat bags and tens machine playing my switch
went to bed at 3am and it took me a while to get off to sleep again
i slept with my thermal socks on which was making me sweat to death...
this morning i looked and felt like death
my skin had a greyish look to it, i had dark rings under my eyes and my lips had no colour
mum said i was grouchy but it was understandable why i was grouchy
i still wanted to go for a walk with her tho
by the time i had had pain killers, sugar, caffeine and fresh air
i felt alright really
i did 20mins of dancing and 20mins of yoga
then went for a much needed shower
the rest of the afternoon consisted of me thinking about art work i wanted to do
telling myself it would turn out crap
walking away and pouting on my bed
sleeping on my bed
then was outside with my mum and brother til dinner time
i have since started doing a drawing for the final coaster
well should be final coaster
i looked at yesterdays drawing of the emo cat girl and im not sure if i like her or not
she just doesnt seem good enough somehow so i might ditch her and do another one
i shall see
but ive done a rough outline
i might go do some yoga now as my parents are in the garden out the way and my brother is out
so i have space in the living room to stretch!
i hope i sleep tonight
i felt quite down with it all at 3am
tomorrow probably be same old
its the weekend :/
first weekend at home for a while too
hate being home on the weekends
Konbanwa~
I was up til 1am
I was aching and hot >.>
so i ended up getting up for a bit
I slept so deeply tho
those sleeps were you think youve only had an hour and instead its 9:45am when i wake!
my god where has the time gone!?
to be honest this is the first morning in well over a week i havent woken up at 7am by the sounds of the huge lorries/building vehicles havent woke me, usually i hear them reversing beeps
but not this morning mum says she didnt hear them ether
its the huge road theyre building near here which is taking over a year. a yeah of dust and noise >.>
this morning i ate breakfast quickly and got dressed to go for a walk with mum
we did think abut going to a home store but i told her i felt uneasy about doing that
she understood completely so we just did a good walk
my skin is tanned from all this walking in the hot sun! my hair is really lite as well as its so UV sensitive XD
i got back and danced for half hour til i was just dead
then forced myself to shower but there was no hot water so i had a freezing shower
i had goosebumps after it ><
i went online for a bit to see whats what
japan is once again posting to the UK
so i ordered 2 pairs of compression sleep socks which came to a crippling £45 just 2 pairs of socks...made me sick. i have to spend this kinda money on my health. Last night I didnt wear my socks i was just so hot and they are thermal, i got up this morning and my joints didnt feel good so i know i need them >.>
i ordered a few skin care things im running very short of due to japan not posting to the UK for a while so i was glad to stock up i just hope the arrive!
then i looked at pokemon sword, its not the first time i have casually looked online for a copy, and i found a brand new one for £35 and in GAME theyre selling it pre-owned for £50 so i know its a bargain but i said to mum "im unsure if i will enjoy it" she said "you never know til you play it, you only live once give it a go" so ive ordered it. i will try it. the last pokemon game to come out was Pokemon Ultra Moon, and it was the first pokemon I have never completed as I simply got bored of it. It put me off buying future pokemon games. But jack has Sword and so has tara and james and theo too and harvey. heck everyone has it even my brother's girfriend XD and they have all told me its good. So i will try. I havent told jack, i wil just surprise him with it as i think he will be well happy to see me joining in with him XD
i also ordered some japanese hair bleach. bit more expensive than the bleach i have brought over the years but im sick of it. it stinks! it really does stink. i use it on my eyebrows but i havent been doing it for months just cus i got sick of using it. i hate the texture and smell. and i dont think it even does that good of a job! so i saw someone using one on youtube and its a cream and for sensitive skin too so i will give it a go.
I have a lot to look forward to in the post!
i did some dancing this evening
ive about finished Kataru nara miraiewo by Keyakizaka46
ive really enjoyed the challenge of it. wont ever be able to record it cus of copyright but i like doing it for myself :) literally only have a few seconds to learn then its a case of practicing it :)
i worked on my drawing
and got that finished but it needs photoshoping
this one looks a bit cute/emo
so now i am on the last one
not sure what she will like yet, then i can photoshop them all and get them printed as coasters!
ive played disgaea5 too i can tell i am on the final chapter
it best end well!
tomorrow probably be another same old day :/
Evening
Could not sleep -_____- just ached, annoyingly
and then i stupidly started thinking about school
and i started to feel a little panicky and after the second time of bringing bile up
i decided to get up and get something to eat to get rid of the taste and settle myself and my stomach
i went to bed at 1am
today i cleaned the pets out whilst mum went shopping
then i did 50mins yoga followed by a 50min walk
then had a brew with mum when i came back
had a shower and looked through some old photos as i had an idea but unsure if to do the idea or not, did make me cringe looking at old photos of myself tho... XD jesus
i havent aged tho! its a bit scary, all my friends look different...i dont... apart from longer hair now
then i was looking for long socks online but the ones i want are from japan and i am unsure if they are posting to the UK right now :/ theyre to support my joints in bed
so i have emailed to see if i can purchase any
i rested on my bed for a bit because yeah it was hot today
and we dont have any fans down from the roof
it was like 28c today, so damn hot
i havent spent any time with Oz on the sofa as he has chosen to be in the shade all day near enough
and i think if he is cool i will leave him
spoke to jack on the phone
he mentioned to me at the weekend he needs to go into school to do a couple of bits and i had said i would go in with him, for myself and to support him. since talking to mum she doesnt think it is a good idea, gave me the lecture on how Jo has poor health. So i mentioned it to jack and he agreed and doesnt want me anyway as he says he plans on doing it all himself even without Julia. the less people in school the better kinda thing. I have said I will take him and pick him up tho as I would no way want to use public transport right now.
My pokemon painting!
I think it looks alright
i have challenged a few of my friends to name who is who. jack is the only one to know them all up to now - surprise surprise!
i spent a few hours on mangastudio5 drawing my loli coaster
and she is going well
i just dont know which hair colour i prefer so i have just sent it to jack see what he prefers
tonight i might have a quick dance practice as it has cooled down thank god
tomorrow me and mum were on about going to a home store that has re-opened its doors but im having doubts and second thoughts now. feel i shouldnt really. nothing i need anyway.
i will talk to mum she will understand but we both miss going round places together
i need to exercise and ill probably do digital drawing
Evening
Couldnt sleep I was hot and achy so I didnt go to sleep til 1am
then annoyingly woke up at 7am >.>
I went to see Oz in the garden and made a fuss of him, which is how I start my mornings lately
i called him over for a treat and he was excited he almost didnt run in a straight line XD
I went for a walk by myself this morning, did a fair walk
and I saw a baby wild bunny, I must have been within 3 metres of it!
so cute i could see its nose twitching and its chest rising, i just stood silently watching it. I love bunnies even the wild ones X3 rare you see them.
I came back and sat for a bit then I did 30mins of dancing and jesus I was sweaty
it was quite gross XD So I showered
then I had a brew with mum and Oz
then we had lunch and i went to bed
i ached like really ached, dancing made joints crack but didnt help with pain
and i fell asleep for almost 3 hours...I was so warm and comfy which is rare for me
so I just remained, i probably wont sleep tonight but all well
I got up and painted and I got my picture finished! my pokemon are done!
the brush jack got me wasnt as amazing as I thought it was going to be
but it still got the outlining done i guess
i have photographed it and i will upload it soon
not sure what my next piece in my sketchbook will be!
I know i have plenty of digital art to be getting on with tho ><
tomorrow not sure what i will do
probably exercise and digital art as i havent got anything more to do right now
Evening
I am home once again~
Saturday morning I danced for half hour then showered and got ready to see jack
i picked him up and i drove us to a country park
he had kindly brought drinks and biscuits X3 i didnt even ask him to
so that was a pleasant walk
then we went back to his place and made lunch which was soup
he showed me the 'meat madness' that had stricken both him and theo in tesco the day before, basically we were gonna have a 'bbq' on saturday and take the leftovers sunday for a picnic. there wasnt actually a bbq as there isnt anywhere to do one so it was all done on the grill
but my dear god, there was so much meat....i said "you do realise its just the 3 of us right?"
they were like "it was the meat madness jo"
i just shook my head in disbelief
we passed the day and eventually it came round to cooking some meat
we had all sorts really and i was full, but those two of course ate much more than me
sunday
i had slept pretty well despite having a dream about my dad being meaner than usual to me
we got up and had breakfast and i did 30mins of yoga, jack didnt do anything XD
i had a shower, then we went for a short walk
it was day of the picnic with harvey and more meat needed to be cooked...
i let them get on with it and just laid on jack's bed
i heard harvey arrive and he waited on the balcony - taking the 2m distance seriously
i sat and talked to him on the living room floor, i respected his need to distance
i told him how much meat those two had....harvey and i both said they had eyes bigger than their stomachs, and we were right! despite how much they put away in the park they couldnt finish it all in fact there was loads left!
we sat on 2 different blankets, harvey on one away from us
it was really nice actually as the sun came out and we got quite hot actually
i fell asleep but made sure to cover my skin up
harvey who burns under a 50W light bulb was already turning pink, jack's face was a little pink too and theo looked fine but i asked him to move the blanket half in the sun half in the shade
as i could see jack wasnt liking the sun much
we sat out til 5pm it was really nice
and we saw others having the same idea as us - social distancing picnic
its nice seeing other humans as a few weeks ago it was a ghost town
we went back to the flat and harvey's mum picked him up
jack and theo both said they were full and didnt want dinner so i said to jack we didnt have to eat anything cus i was full too.
he had his online gaming at 8pm and i sat drawing on my laptop, i finished the girl in mangastudio5 shse just needs photoshoping now
i also did the outline on another picture
theo was gaming online with harvey so i talked to them occasionally
i left jack to it
then at 9:30pm i said "i might rob a sausage or something"
i got the meat out the fridge and despite theo saying he wasnt gonna eat, he rose out his seat as the meat madness over took him again XD he ate a lot!
i wasnt sure if to do jack any food if he even wanted any food so i put it away
he finished at 10pm and he got the meat out and ate XD honestly they are fiends for meat
i sat drawing til almost 11pm cus jack went from online gaming to pokemon
and i couldnt be doing with that
the amount of gaming and game talk that has gone off as of late is just relentless and only so much i can take, i took myself off to bed
jack later joined me and i had my head on his chest, i smelt him and said "i can smell meat" but he hadnt cooked or eaten in his pajamas so i said "have you literally got the meat sweats!?" XD
i slept well having dreams of being in a fight with someone who was drugging me and hurting me, action packed dream to say the least! i woke up at 9am
took me 25mins to get jack out of bed....
we had breakfast and i had a bath which was really nice
then we went for a walk just the two of us at midday and brought a cold drink and sat and drank that near the canal, it was so hot we were sweating
we walked by a shop and it was open...and another saying it was opening tomorrow
so its a good sign that slowly places are opening once again
we got back and i cooked lunch which was noodle broth it was good~
theo announced he was going back to the park for another sun bath
i was hoping jack wouldnt want to join as i knew id die out there in that heat and funny enough jack felt the same! his nose was a bit pinky red from yesterday but other than that he has come away good and i dont think he'd be as lucky second time round
i came home at 5pm and saw my bunny
had a few licks off him and i spent time outside with him
but i will sit with him shortly hopefully it wont be too hot for him
tomorrow not sure what im doing
i got my new paintbrush from jack so i can do my painting now so i will probably sit and do that
i have digital drawing to do
and i will probably exercise
not seeing jack til monday now anyway as we might be going into school together
Evening
took me til like 1am to actually get to sleep
and what a horrific dream i had 0.0
i dreamed i was married off to some guy, then pregnant
then sat in a bath tub giving birth to a dead child
awful awful dream
couldnt wait to wake up!
This morning I went for a long walk by myself
then I came back and somehow managed 30mins of dance
it was an effort tho i have to say, just felt too worn out to dance
mum made soup so that was nice to have for lunch
i have eaten loads today just been really hungry for some reason
I worked on my painting
this is it so far
it pretty much just needs outlining
but my new paintbrush hasnt come yet
so im not sure if i will just get impatient and use my thin brush XD
jack likes it tho he says it looks really good
i have enjoyed doing it but theres not much skill with this painting
it wasnt challenging in the slightest
hopefully should look good when it is done
im gonna take it jack's tomorrow
i laid in my bed, i laid on the sofa
just needed rest and chill out time today
i tried to read and play my switch but nothing was cutting it i just simply needed to switch off, so laying down it was really :/
i havent done any dance practice tonight as im just too mentally worn out
tomorrow tho i am going to jack's
probably in the morning once again
then coming back monday evening
its another sodding bank holiday this weekend
so i wanted to stay out the way
Yo~
I got to sleep around midnight
it was so damn hot -_____-
I got up at 8am
i had a dream i was playing dodgeball, and playing it well XD
mum was going out this morning
so i went for a longer walk by myself
then i came home, feeling rather done in so i rested but then did 40 mins of dancing
i found it hard work but after 15mins i loosened up and enjoyed it
then i had a much needed shower i was wet through
I spent my day painting XD
been enjoying it
at 3pm i stopped to watch killing eve on iplayer as i always miss it due to being a jack's
must say out of the 5 episodes so far ive only enjoyed 2 of them
not my best season but something to watch
then i went back to painting
i havent sat with Oz today which feels weird
but its been hot and also he's chosen to sit in the shade and in the bushes today
and i think if hes happy and cool i will leave him as i only make him hot by bringing him into the house, last night he flopped out on the sofa instead of sitting on my knee as it was just too warm for him but i know he still likes coming in for a bit of fuss and its his routine
we got a letter from the vets today saying Oz was due his jabs - which i knew
but it said 'if he is well then could you postpone it due to the corona virus' - which i was planning on
no way am i taking him at the moment unless he was sick
i will wait til i can be in the room with him
besides he is totally fine its just his annual jabs and annual check up
and i know he is fine and i will get him jabbed up when everything has settled down
i did 15mins of dance practice in my room
i wanted to do more but i would have just died of the heat if i continued
and i can not be arsed with another shower
i got an email saying my school is open to year 10 8th June
but no word as to when i am personally back
but small steps
gonna do my nails tonight and have a hot chocolate ^^
tomorrow probably just a repeat of today
exercise and painting~
Evening
Slept like crap didnt sleep til gone 1am
i was up overdosing and eating cereal woo
i slept after that tho til 7:30am
this morning mum went shopping
so i cleaned out girls and Oz
then my brother helped me wash my girls and they were really well behaved
theyre all fluffy and soft now
i did 45mins of yoga
then i fell asleep on my bed for a bit
went for a short walk with mum
cus it was like 27c today, it was roasting and little breeze
im shattered constantly and i think it is just hay fever
i came back and showered and had lunch
since then i have pretty much spent my entire day painting!
really zoned out doing it whilst listening to my ipod its been really nice actually
i got really far as well im pleased with it
i mean there isnt much skill behind the painting or drawing but it has given me something to do
i played my switch and had dinner
then sat outside with Oz as it was more bearable temperature
i was gonna do some dance practice but its so hot upstairs
i still might try just 10 mins tho
tomorrow
probably just exercise in the morning then painting
mum is out in the morning so i will just please myself exercise wise
Konbanwa
It was nice to be back in my own bed last night
took me til about midnight to sleep but once i was asleep i slept til 7am
then napped til 8am
I went for a walk with mum this morning
i really couldnt be bothered
i was just worn out for some reason
im thinking its maybe hayfever thats making me feel so drained
theres soooo many seeds flying in the air right now!
but i managed a walk
i came back and did 15mins of dance half heartily
then showered
then i dusted my bedroom cus it was ready for dust after making that jacket
it had kicked up quite a bit dust and fluff from that blanket!
I spoke to mia on the phone for over an hour
god my joints and muscles afterwards hurt!
it was good to speak to her tho
she seems to be doing alright
then i started to plan out my pokemon painting
i spent hours drawing it all out and i have finished the rough sketch
i can start painting it now
theres many hours of work there but it should look good when its actually finished
and should keep me quiet
i helped mum with the dinner
then i did 25mins of dance practice in my room after dinner
i was learning a hard fast one and i have managed like 30seconds
so hard to take in and get right but i was in mood for a challenge
tilly finished her medication today
she seems totally fine thank god
we will give the sows a bath tomorrow
tomorrow probably exercises if it isnt too tiring
and painting!
tonight might draw a rough outline for the picture for the dish washer at work
Evening
My tillie is doing really well
almost like there was nothing wrong with her....
but im glad shes doing well ^^
Saturday morning I went over to Jack's
I was reunited with both jack and flump ^^
we made a soup for lunch
then we did a big walk with theo
we played switchs
at pizza
and that night I slept really well
had a dream that i was back at my high school
it was empty until i got to my form room which had a class in and my form teacher
thats when i flew into a rage and i could blast people with a force of wind by thrusting my palm out, safe to say that the room was covered in blood and guts when i was finished
i was being chased so flew out the window and was casually hopping from roof top to roof top
yup ether im disturbed or watched too much anime XD
sunday morning
we did a work out together which was mainly yoga for me and weights for jack
we did a walk
we baked cookies
played switches
then his friends gave him a call at 4pm on Zoom
i was laid out on the rug in front of the patio door which was open and letting in a lovely breeze and hot sun, and hot sun on my joints is amazing
so i laid and laid, they were only talking about politics for some reason anyway
then i got up and talked to them for a bit
then i made dinner which was chopped roasted veg and chicken, jack played his switch and didnt help much but i was fine as i kinda wanted to it as he seems to always cook for me
then he had his gaming and theo was gaming online with harvey
so i was very much just left to it
which i was fine about and it allowed me to finish of the picture i have done for the fridge at work:
cute huh
it got to 9:30pm and i was aching and had enough
i decided to grab my phone, ipod, jacks flat keys and i went for a walk round the city centre by myself at 9:30pm it was odd being out so late and no one around
i got back at 10:10pm
usually jack is done for 10pm but he wasnt
it was 10:40pm by time he had finished
bit annoying
i couldnt sleep as id gone past the stage of being tired
got to sleep around 1am
we woke up to the sound of jacks alarm at 8:30am
i got up and had a shower
we had a meeting online at 9:30am
it was good to see everyone from science
and people were asking if jack was treating me right XD
it only lasted 10/15 mins and was pointless as nothing was said but i guess its about staying in touch and i actually havent attended a single meeting yet so it did me good to show my face
all day from the moment i got up i have felt sick and really really anxious
like im gonna sit an exam or have a panic attack like my throat feels tight and everything
jack says i was ringing my hands a lot
dont know what the problem even is
i cant work it out
annoying tho
feels like i havent had my medication but i know i have
jack got showered and we went round the city
popped into wilkos and tesco
we brought the cutlery i wanted for our house - its rainbow! how cool is that ^^
jack paid for it as he says ive been buying loads of stuff for the house which is true but only cus he already has a shed load of stuff
we talked on the walk and i said i felt fed up last night, sometimes i think he talks too much about gaming or does/plays too much games
it can feel relentless at times like if hes not playing it hes talking about it
and sometimes its a bit much
i said i didnt know if it was me being tuned into it or if it was him
and he confessed he knows he does too much gaming or says to himself "ok i gotta shut up now"
i think cus i dont talk about my interests really as i think no one is interested why bore them
but he doesnt think the same as me XD
i dont mind him gaming but playing pokemon go whilst we're having breakfast can be a pee take
but i know a lot of his 'habits' are from him living how he likes, he usually does all this cus im not there so its hard to stop you doing these things in front of someone when youre so used to doing them. he says he will try harder but i told him theres no need, just sometimes its grating XD
we came back and had lunch
then i had a massive sleep i probably wont sleep tonight but i am shattered
we had tea and cookies
i got a message from mum saying my new plush had arrived - my replacement flump
i havent told jack, he just knows that i plan to replace flump in the future
so i said to jack i would take flump home and bring something else to his
little does he know its a great big bunny X3
i will photograph it :D
when i got home i went straight to Oz as i know he really misses me
i got lots of licks
and im gonna go now and sit with him and fuss his little face
he does miss me a lot and i feel guilty but i have to live my life sometimes
but mum always keeps him in routine and provides plenty of love ^^
tomorrow i might start a pokemon painting ive been wanting to do
and theo and jack gave me ideas for it too
Evening
Last night/this morning I woke up at 2am and thought
"im gonna be sick"
i got up and felt slightly out of it to say the least
i got downstairs and grabbed some breakfast biscuits and sat and ate them
that still didnt feel like enough somehow so i decided to make a hot chocolate as well
i took the hot milk out the microwave and quickly put the mug down
my vision was fading, my ears ringing and pulse thundering
i just thought 'need to get to the floor fast'
got knows how i actually got to the floor safely
put i laid there without my dressing gown luckily
i was cold but sweating, pulse thudding, and ears ringing
i laid there deep breathing til i felt well enough to stand
made the fastest hot chocolate ever and quickly sat down
and just made it as i could feel the need to faint coming on
i sat and drank the hot chocolate and went to bed when i felt safe to do so
i think it was too much medication and not enough food
this morning mum woke me at 8:20am holding tillie
"shes not well"
not what i wanted to wake up to
poor tillie
she was quiet, still, eyes sunken, fur felt horrible, she was off balance
how had she gone from being a bit quiet and tilted head last night to this!?
mum was upset, theyre her babies
so i rang up the vets for her and got tillie an emergency appointment
we got in for 10:15am
i told my brother, tillie is his favourite
and he said he wanted to go with mum, which was fair enough by me
they went and were a good hour
i did 40mins of dancing til i was a puddle, then had a shower
they came back
they said they had to pull up round the back of the vets, ring the vets to say their arrival, then someone collected tillie, she was examined and brought back to mum and my brother
they think THINK that she could ether have a ear infection or UTI
so she has: anti inflammatorys, antibiotics, something to help her stomach
3 medications once daily for 5 days!
she'll be smacked off her tits!
so i gave her her medication which she was very good about
later we put her outside on the grass with the other two
and literally you wouldnt know there was a problem
she was walking around normally, eating the grass, alert
i think she had us on this morning!
im glad shes like that and not on death's door
i hope she continues to do well
i worked on my jacket til lunch
then had lunch and fell asleep
a few nights of being up in the night does catch up on you
i just needed sleep, even now im tired
i got up and worked on my jacket and got it finished
im pleased with it, its so neat! I made it slightly bigger for me too so i can fit jumpers underneath it during the colder season
mum thinks it good
my brother says it looks like im gonna go sky diving XD
i cleared up and and had dinner
then i went for an evening walk as we didnt do one this morning
i went by myself round the woods it was nice but chilly i have to say!
tomorrow
i will do dance if dad is at work, yoga if he is at home
somehow yoga is more acceptable to him than dancing
then i will shower and get ready to go over to jack's
im staying there til monday
i said to mum if she wants me to come home to do tillie's medication then i will but she says i will only not be able to do it sunday and she will get my brother to help her
thats it really
Evening~
I tried to get to sleep but at 11:30pm my mum absolutely screamed....
she was having a nightmare and was half awake half asleep dreaming/thinking there was someone in front of her. So she screamed
dad is as comforting as an ice cube
i could hear her crying
so i went through to her
and gave her a cuddle whilst she laid in bed
my brother got to see if she was ok
dad just laid there
she apologised loads but there was no need to, we cant help what we dream
she said it took her while to get off to sleep
as for me and my brother it made us quite awake! so i went downstairs for a hot chocolate and to play on my switch my brother came shortly after and watched his ipad
he went to bed and i followed up shortly at around 12:45
I got up at 8:30am i slept pretty well
went for a walk with mum
then did 30mins of dancing til i was hot and sweaty
mum asked me to cut her fringe so i did that
i had soup to make but mum wanted to make it i think she wanted something to do!
so i went in the shower
after i had soup i started work on my jacket
its been another successful day
its really neat and i didnt make any mistakes
its going too well...
it just needs sleeves now and ribbon round the waist and its done!
i sent out texts to those i want to have my new number
i tried ringing several places to update my number and got no where!
no where was sodding open and it was only 1:30pm!
i will keep trying tho
been with my lad
hes been happy playing outside
its been so nice out that ive had my breaks and brews outside with him instead of sitting him on the sofa with me
tillie, who has had a slight tilt to her head since day 1 has been even more 'tilited' today
her head is really on one side
it could be an ear infection
so we shall see how she is tomorrow
it only really started this evening as she was fine this morning
we dont know if its just her being a bit on one side as normal or if something is up
this evening i did some more of my cake drawing
i just have the hair to do and its done!
and i practised a bit of dancing
im half way through a fairies dance
tomorrow i plan to finish my jacket
hopefully get my picture done also
about it really
