My poorly Jack

 Evening

ahhhhh what a week!

My week started as any normal week

Tuesday morning at school, Jack was running to the toilet and looked pale. He had off stomach and a banging headache. He asked head of science if he could go home.

Well that wasnt his words

his words were

"I have become very familiar with the school toilets this morning, I wish to not become further familiar"

So at lunch time when I go home, I bought him home with me.

Hes still poorly. literally getting through a toilet roll a day here! 

Wednesday and Thursday I was at school for 7:20, the time I usually leave the house! But I know how bad I am at physics and I wanted to make sure all the physics teachers have what they needed before the day started. It meant I could leave at 11:20am and go home to check on Jack. Oz has loved it cus he gets to be house bun >.> 

I hadnt seen my mum as I didnt want her to catch what Jack had so on Thursday afternoon I went for a walk with her which was nice. Very tiring even tho it was a short walk. 

Friday came round and I was all set to go to school even tho it was the day originally I was gonna work from home. I woke up and felt like death, Id had a rough night of toileting and it hurt to walk. Jack said I looked like death. Julia txted to say her and Darren would have everything all in hand.

So that morning I went back to bed and woke up an hour or so later and actually went to the shops with mum, she helped me with my weekly food shop. I have never done my weekly food shop without Jack! I knew i wouldnt be able to do it alone. So she helped with that. I picked Jack up treats from there and treats from other places and ultra soft toilet paper from somewhere else.

I came home and had lunch with Jack, then after that I did my 4 hours of work in the afternoon. It was nice I could get everything done in the morning instead of worrying about it. It meant I could crack on with my work.

On saturday I went over to see mum as a surprise, she was happy. She asked me to cut the girls claws to I did that :) she gave me a project to do over the easter holidays for the girls. Dad came home, he didnt look at me or talk to me.

This weekend we were suppose to see Jack's mum  for belated mother's day but hes still unwell. Today he was doing better but then this afternoon he didnt feel good again. He does look better today as hes been looking white with dark circles  under his eyes. Hes been sleeping during the day too which isnt like him ether. 

I said to him its clear hes not going to school tomorrow. He is getting better its just slow. I think he just needs that 1 last day at home. so yeah I am going to school tomorrow by myself T^T Julia and Darren will be there. i will be going in early again.

Also I have to sort out something that happened on friday. My brother was leaving the school and a group of students from the school started saying horrible things and swearing. My brother got in his car and drove off. So i need to go take him to the appropriate staff members to report what happened. 

I hope this week will be a better week. Last week before easter holidays!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i hope my jack gets better soon. I dont like seeing him poorly. Thats why I bought him lots of treats both edible and non edible ^^ to cheer him up~ 

I have a bob!

 Just realising I missed doing this week >< woops!

well nothing has changed here. I am still suffering. I have only slept once through the night in over a month. I am going to the toilet every day like a thousand times a day. But I've gained weight from the procedure! I feel like crap. I am sick to death of life recently.

this week my Jack bought me a doughnut which was nice and obviously upset my tummy but my tummy hurts just from existing. So I ate it.

Oz lost weight he weighed in at 2790g so hes entered the 2.7kg section. Hes losing about 30g a week which I feel is a healthy amount for him to lose as I do not want to starve the poor little bun. He is looking much more trim! Last week we had snow!! he played in the snow with me :) I got cute photos of him.

Today is mothers day so yesterday i went to see my mummy and gave her a bag full of accessories she was very happy as shes really into hair accessories. I sat with her and the pigs. 

also yesterday I did something I have been thinking about doing for quite a while

I got my hair cut off! its now the same length as my ears as a little cute bob and I am in love with it. As my hairdresser was doing it I knew I was doing the right thing, its fantastic i love it. My family liked it and so does Jack. Told no one I was doing it! so weird brushing it and washing it now tho! theres nothing there!!

I had a lovely massage on friday too, I just about got through it but as soon as I got home I ran to the toilet.

next week nothing special really, just getting ever closer to those sweet easter holidays!!! and ever closer to me giving a piece of my mind to the doctor that ruined my tummy!!!

My stomach rules my life

 Evening

ah what a week -_____- I almost dont feel like writing about it you know

its just been so crap and its all stomach related honestly

I left home early one day cus of needing the toilet

I have been round the prep room like a slug

i have not digested food properly

kept up til early hours of the morning due to going to the toilet a lot

and whats more is I have missed yet MORE events this week just simply cus I can not go cus of my stomach.

Tuesday Jack had the work social, it was at pizza express he enjoyed himself but was gone hours! I was glad he had a nice time. On tuesday it was also my brothers 28th birthday! So I bought him cakes that morning from a store on the way to school. I took them too him and he was very grateful. After school we went over only for like an hour for him to open his gifts and have some cake. I would have stayed longer but Jack needed to get off to the work due. He liked his presents tho ^^

wednesday was another teacher strike day, not complaining as it makes school so much more quieter!

Thursday was the day I finished my shift off at home due to stomach pains and not knowing if I needed to go destroy a toilet

friday I worked from home and I was very glad of this...cus we were going out and Jack would be hungover next morning we did our food shop. It was also Brandon's birthday so originally I had in mind that I would save my energy, work from home and go over with Jack's friends to Brandon's house but no. Just no. I was gutted. Got all my outfit ready, ate dinner then BAM stomach pain. crippling stomach pain. I was just about able to drive Jack to brandon's and only just got back to the toilet in time (I tell you its ruining and ruling my life!) 

Jack was a bit hungover saturday bless him. I made him a sausage, egg and bacon baguette - made with love ^^ Oz had lost 40 more grams bless him. Hes doing so well. Its slow but I am glad cus I would never want to starve him! I bought him some dried grass this week for him to snack on.

It was Theo's birthday event on saturday he wanted a take away night at harvey's so I was gonna go to that - i would take my own food so not to upset my tummy. But no I didnt get to go to that either cus of tummy stuff T^T jack wasnt drinking so he drove himself there luckily.

today, we did a whole hour's walk this morning. It was quite bitter out there almost minus degrees today. but I enjoyed my walk with my jack. We talked about holidays and such as I would like to do a little couple day break in the UK with him. But everything I wanted to do was pretty much shot down as I am anything but realistic with my health which is why i run stuff by him first as hes more realistic but he hates putting a dampener on stuff. We think we might just do Manchester. something a bit further but familiar as I wanted to do london but jack said "you need to build up to our most densely populated city Jo, you get anxious and overwhelmed doing the weekly shop sometimes"....he's right damn it.

I havent done much else to be honest

all weekend I have lazed around my body and mind are just so exhausted for some reason. I have had more to do this week just so it means Jack can go out and not have do so many chores, he never asks me to do these things but i like to help him out. I am also not digesting stuff and forever going to the toilet so I suppose it all adds up. It has been such a dull weekend and I proper beat myself for not doing much. I need to stop doing that, everyone needs rest.

i did google the whole procedure thing and it says 34% of people can be sore and have stomach upset 2 weeks after it and 5% people 3 weeks after. it has been 17 days since I was probed by that camera.

Hopefully I am almost over the worst of all this T^T

I hope for a better week!!!!!

this week coming

we havent got anything out the ordinary happening, not like this week of social events. But on Saturday night me, jack, my brother and mia are going to a pub within walking distance in the evening for drinks. Mia wanted to do it so yeah that will be different! I just hope I can attend. Not sure what I will drink tho.

i finished a picture I was working on but have zero ideas what to draw next with this mush brain of mine right now. Twice i have tried to make mum a mothers day card and it just doesnt happen. zero creativity right now TT^TT