Hello all~
Today I woke up on time and got the pets in
altho is was quite mind this morning
so they weren't cold
but my Popu she wasnt talking and thats rare
so I put her down and she didnt do anything
and when I put her down she was floppy....
I put food down like every morning
and only Hazel was eating....
Popu I then picked up and held her to me
she stunk!
I looked under neath her and I could tell she had
got diarrhea - bad
So I told mama and things we just thought he stomach
didnt agree with yesterdays cabbage - a veg they dont normally have
I kinda thought she'd be fine later
but everytime I've got her out today she's been the same
she cant get comfy when she sits and holds her back paw to her stomach
really looks like she had bad tummy ache
she walks like shes holding her tummy in
i can see her first trip to the vets coming....
I started my friend's cosplay coat well started sewing anyway
made a good start and im happy with how its coming along
I also made a small basic fleece bag for my brother's new
crystal ball which he was pleased about
thats all ive done today is the coat really
tomorrow I plan to continue it
hope popu is better tomorrow i really do
gonna do some dancing now :)
Hellooooo~
Today was a nice relaxing day for Jozu
I woke up at 9am!! late!!
I was wanting to get up early so I could bring the pets
indoors to warm them up
but mama beat me too it
I slept so well!!!
So after warming the pets as usual
I started painting the walking stick
I'm not very far with it tho, then again no rush i guess
I wrote some more xmas cards
uploaded a new babyraids dance I recorded the other day
Then I started my friend's xmas cosplay coat
he wants One Piece's Law coat making
I have been putting it off as I know its not easy ><
But it's not gonna do it's self
So I made a good start and I can start sewing tomorrow
Today I cut out and things
Then I went for a walk I felt tired
so went out for fresh air
but my god was it numbing out there!
Still I enjoyed it and was playing the dances on my
ipod I want to learn for christmas :3
Came home did a bit more of the coat
whilst my family arranged the pet's cages into the shed
I had the duty of looking after the pets whilst they did this
which was fine - kip was up the shed "supervising"
now they're in there they will be warm and dry
I feel better when theyre out the cold bless them
so they will spend a few months up there
its a pain in a way but its for their benefit :)
here's a photo of the bears I made outfits for
for my brother's girlfriend's birthday present
Tomorrow I plan to start sewing the coat
dont have any other plans after that really XD
I might do some dancing tonight altho I'm tired
but I will never the less!!
anyway thats all for now~
Hiya all~
Today I had a blood test at 9:30am
I was dreading it I felt really anxious from the moment I woke up!
stupid isnt it
We left at 9:20 and arrived home at 10:30am
I kid you not I was an 1 hour having a blood test
lets say I didnt cope well
when I was 18 I had so many blood tests I was like a pin cushion
and eventually I got better with it all
but now its been a whole year since I've had a blood test
I went into the room heart racing my mama informed the nurse
that I dont cope well with blood tests
so she altered the seat I was in so I wasnt completely upright
I could other patient's blood samples which made me feel sick
the nurse then started unwrapping an adult needle which is massive!!
I panicked my mama telling me all the time "calm down relax"
it meant nothing to me in that room
I said to the nurse "I usually have a smaller needle than that"
so she got the child's one
then it all starts doesnt it
to which i could feel myself sweating, nauseous and then I went
just passed out I could start to hear them asking if I was there
and I couldn't speak to reply back
so I came round and the vampire I mean nurse had finished
I felt really awful then my eyes killed like someone was pushing them
into my skull never felt anything like it i dont suffer with eye pain haha
my head hurt and then I went again passed out all because I sat upright
so I came round again at this point I was handed water
I was starting to feel better now but then the nurse and my mama
was talking about what had just happened
like my face turning pale >> gray >>green
now how my face changed to those colours I do not know
my blood is red not gray or green....
just them talking about this and telling me what I was being tested for
made me go again yes again 3 TIMES!!!
I was getting very cross at myself now as I knew I was causing
problems for the nurse she was now behind schedule
and had patients waiting outside because of me
I couldnt say sorry enough times
but I had no control over what was happening to me - its just werid
she said I was really sweet and not a bother
she called another nurse through who then took my blood pressue
it read 80/50 which is very very low
so no wonder I kept passing out
so I sat a bit and drank water I just wanted to get the hell out of that place
then I said "i am feeling a bit better now" so mama and the nurse
walked me out to the waiting room where I was to sit and rest before
leaving for home also the nurse wanted to check my blood pressure
again before I left
she wanted it over 100
but when she did take it it was 92
but I told them not to worry as I have naturally low blood pressure anyway
and that I would relax at home
I was wet with sweat and felt drained
mama took me home
let me get this straight
I HAVE NEVER BEEN THIS BAD BEFORE
I have passed out before yes but it would only be once
and normally during the procedure - mama said the nurse's
hand was shaking whilst she was drawing blood she could
see I wasnt right
I'm such a bother arent i
anyway I cheered up and recovered at home with popu hazel and kip at my side
I then rang up work to ask if I needed to come in or if it could wait
til Tuesday when I go in for training
and it could wait so I got to have all of friday with mama
been a long time since thats happened
so it was nice
we decided to go clothes shopping
I picked up a red jacket for £5, new pajamas, 2 t-shirts to give to my brother
we picked up other things as well of course
came home and had lunch together
we then went to granny's I put up her xmas decorations
as granny likes decorations and christmas
my household doesnt so our decorations has to wait
Granny had a mysterious parcel sent to her today
with my name on
all 3 us had no idea what it could be
and when I opened it cards fell out
addressed to us all
and there was a walking to stick to paint
my auntie lynn from the other week had sent us
christmas cards and the walking stick she was talking about
shes so lovely I have only met her twice!
so I'm gonna paint it at the weekend for granny to use :)
so I had a nice day
I am gonna do some dancing now
I uploaded a dance today
some people liked it some people didnt
to be expected
anyway sorry for the longness!
Konbanwa~
Today I had a relaxed kinda morning
well wasnt really relaxing but I enjoyed myself
I had the house to myself and free time before work so I
DANCED!!!!!!!!!
woo haha I got 2 dances done and recorded for tomorrow and Saturday :D
So that was a good feeling of achievement
then as I get too carried away with enjoyment I realized I had 20mins
to eat lunch and get out the house!!
So that was stressful ><
got to class rather early but I needed time to set up
and how many of my little scientists came through and said
"I MISSED YOU LAST WEEK"
I felt so grateful for them saying that
that they remember me and like me I guess
In a werid way it gave me another boost of confidence
so I gave them my best energy
and I felt on the same level as them
really enjoyed myself
before they left I was asked by work to hand to them
leaflets about the Birthday Parties we do
as I gave them out they started asking
"WOW BIRTHDAY PARTIES!"
"JO DO YOU DO BIRTHDAY PARTIES!?"
"JO WILL YOU BE THERE!?"
I felt so loved =^.^=
and even came away thinking
"I wouldnt mind being a primary school teacher"
so it was a nice day
and mama greeted me at the front door with lily and pinky when I came home XD
since then I have done some reading
and sat with the pets
the assisted mama with the dinner :)
Now I would like to start doing some dance practice
after all that loveliness I now have a horrible thing to say....
I HAVE A BLOOD TEST TOMORROW!!!!! D:
I hate HATE blood tests
my fear in life is those needles
werid tho I'm fine with injections I just
don't cope well when fluid leaves me haha
usually I pass out so mama comes with me
ugh just typing this has set my heart racing!!!!
stupid isnt it
anyway thats it for now~
few photos of the food I ate on holiday~
Oha minna~
Today was a busy day
but I knew it would be ><
I went into town for 10am
shopped all over with mama
which was nice but heavy bags are a strain
but thanks to me she now has completed 90% of her xmas pressies
without me shes hesitant and struggles for ideas
She treated me to our annual hot chocolate from
the german christmas market in the town
butterscotch hot chocolate with added crunchie chocolate bar bits
heaven~
Then we got hungry so we decided to eat on the market
mama brought me a roast ham cob with stuffing and apple sauce
it was truly amazing and satisfying
I struggled to finish it!
Unfortunately I forgot my camera!!!
Came home after 4+ hours in town
nakerd
then half hour later helina-chan and mia-chan
got in contact and were ready to meet up
so we got together in helina-chan's car and drove to little town
for a drink and cake which was nice and nice to have a catch up with them also
we talked about christmas and other things
going to meet up again to exchange gifts
i brought in the sales gloves as I seemed to have lost one
coming home from holiday
and I brought a scarfy thing both in the sales~
I also brought xmas wrapping paper as mama moans
if I use "hers" so I thought best to get my own really
50p roll get in ;)
I also forgot my camera!!!
but heres a photo of us 3 :)
Mia-chan also gave me a D-Gray Man cosplay she no longer
wanted and has kept it for 4 years in her wardrobe
so she gave it me along with some other clothes :)
Later
Came home and wanted to die haha
but it was near enough dinner time
so had that and now typing here XD
Would love to do some dance practice
but my legs are killing me
and I have yoga tonight ><
Tomorrow I have work~
sees ya all soon~
Hiya~
Today I finished a cross stitch I have been making
for my brother's girlfriend for her up coming birthday
a design I saw in a magazine I managed to work out the pattern
she likes this bears "me to you" she has so many so I thought
I'd do her something she likes
Then at 10:30am me and my brother had a check up at the dentist
ugh i hate going - I dont know why
I just hate going
I have never had any work done I have been very lucky
so why should I hate going its not like im traumatized
anyway my teeth turned out to be fine
but the dentist warned me in 5-10 years time I will need
to have my top 2 wisdom teeth out as there is not enough
room in my mouth - luckily they are the easiest teeth to removed
my bottom 2 are fine and would be harder to remove
so I guess it could be worse
I shall leave that all to the future me XD
Then I came home and danced a little bit
but decided I needed to crack on with other things
So I made a couple of xmas decorations for people
and made a birthday card for my brother's girlfriend
I have practically finished everything now
Just got a cosplay coat to make now
here a re few more holiday snaps
These were all taken in city called Scarborough
tomorrow I am off to town with mama
then seeing helina-chan & mia-chan in the afternoon
then yoga in the evening
a fun filled day tomorrow!!!
anyway thats all for now~
Evening~
Today I had massage at 9am so it was a rush out the house
I then came back and showered and went to meet my
friends at 11am so it was a rush but I didnt mind!
and I actually arrived on time as well!
But when I arrived in the car park I noticed a black and white cat
I thought it was quite odd given it was in a car park
anyway we sat and had a cuppa my friend Lynn is missing her
dog she passed away in the summer
she wants another pet
shes always had pets
so Lynn was on about getting a cat
we then went round a couple of charity shops
I picked up a skirt i'm gonna alter and a chinese xmas decoration
I also found new tights - thermal - only £2 a pair!!!!!
We then went to the car park as we wanted to put our buys in our cars
then the cat from earlier appeared
Christine picked it up out of a car's way
we worried about this cat and it didnt particularly look well looked after
so after some thought we decided to take it to a pet shop
to see if it was mirco chipped as it didnt have a collar on
at this point Lynn was thinking if this cat was a stray that she would adopt it
Lynn held onto this cat the entire time bless her
At the pet shop it was confirmed it was not micro chipped
Christine then rang her friend who runs a cat rescue
this lady advised we took to a vet to find out its age and sex
so she could advertise this lost kitty
so we drove over to a vet
open the vet's door
to which all the members of staff smiled....
"we've found this cat down the road in a car park"
vet staff "how many times have we seen this cat!?
it keeps coming people bring it in saying they found it
and it does have an owner round her we even
castrated him the other month"
well we all looked stunned
that someone - a cat owner - was happy and AWARE
that their cat was in a car park
how irresponsible is that!!!
So they advised that we took him back to the car park
as previous people have
But this experience confirmed Lynn's feelings
she wanted a cat and not a dog
so shes gonna get in touch with Christine's cat rescue friend
I said I would support her with this
On the way home I knew I would be passing a house
mama was at - working
so I decided to pop in - I have never been to this house before
Chase a yellow Labrador met me at the door
and for the last 20mins of her shift I played around and fussed
this Lab he was lovely but quite strong
I got him to lay down and things - I have a magic touch with animals
So I've had an unusual day but a nice one
I do love being around animals theres nothing I won't do for them
and it was finished off nicely with zumba
