konbanwa~
Today I actually feel worse than what i did yesterday
honestly today has not been good
sorry to be crud but ive been the toilet's best friend today
along side the tissue box...
and probably looks like death
im hoping to get the worst of this out the way before monday
monday i have to be at the office for 10am then teach at 3pm
i dont wanna scare the kids with this deathly face XD
anyway so today i really havent done a lot
but something nice did happen
tiffin had his first taste of the great outdoors
what with it being so mild today we thought "why not"
so i put him in the guinea pen just so he could get used to it all
he first didnt really understand what he was doing
but then he was very happy
so happy he couldnt run in a straight line
he picked up a leaf and ran round with it
he was doing jumps in the air
lovely to watch i gave him 10 mins
then took him home i didnt feel well
but he appreciated his time
i changed my draws today
a job that i have been wanting to do before xmas
i now have a row of pink draws and a row of yellow ^^
before they were pink and blue and all the same material
now they are all different
i will photograph once they are complete
as i am waiting for some bunny buttons in the post :)
and that was all i did =.=
last night i did start pokemon and i loved it :D
sapphire was my favourite generation so i was gonna love it
they've done such a good job updating it~
tomorrow i hope to feel better!!!
good day~
Last night I didnt sleep to bad as far as having colds go
i had some interesting dreams
cold tablets always give me vivid dreams ^^
i dream every night tho
Anyway I started the day like death
man i wasn't good but by the time i had drugged myself up
and had breakfast i was coming round
I wanted to get stuff on my laptop sorted today
i ordered bits on ebay
and sorted out some photos that needed uploading
sorted my youtube page banner
then i spent ages choosing which materials
to cover my draws with - i've decided to change them
but i think when im not feeling good it effects my creative mind
so i spent far more time than normal
i got a dance recorded which was a huge effort for me seriously
i had to practice and get dressed and record
which usually is fun but i found it all so hard work
but when i actually come to recording it i cheer up and enjoy myself
a born performer~
so that made me feel better i had been able to upload a dance
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KfYk1mv1asU
rested and fell asleep this afternoon
i want to start my new pokemon game today as well
and prehaps do some dancing :)
we had a roast dinner tonight which was nice
and now im about to enjoy sponge and custard
a dream~
hope you all had a good night last night
i went to bed at 9:30pn - a miserable old git already!
Today is the last day of 2014
and for my it has ended how it started for me
cruddy
honestly 2014 hasnt been one of my best years by far
but i have also achieved a lot this year
so i cant moan, just a lot of bad things happened
For the past couple of days i have felt off in myself
not feeling right or sleeping well - didnt think much of it
but today i woke up and felt like death
i hadnt slept well during the night
but honest i felt awful
my head hurt on the pillow, my nose was clogged,
i felt sickly and my neck hurt and my face felt pressured
i'd got a cold.....a stinking pointless cold
could not believe it as this morning i had to have a blood test
a blood test feeling the way i did
i just wanted to put myself in a coma for a few days
anyway i had tiffin to clean out this morning
which nakerd me out i had to rest afterwards
tiffin wore me out full stop today
I had the blood test i was kept waiting 20mins
they were running late
great gives me more time to get worked up!
but i was determined to be strong today
i felt so sick with the cold never mind the nausea
brought on by needle fear
i was determined i would not throw up and make a show of myself
no matter how much i felt like i was gonna bring my breakfast up
the woman called me in and each time my mum
has to embarrassingly announce how i must lay down for this
the woman how looked like she couldnt give a crap altered the chair
for me to lay back on
she put the strap on my arm - which instantly sets me off
she left it there and went to go get another member of staff
to confirm what i was being tested for
mean while im getting close to passing out
she stabbed me and im thinkg "ok be over in a min"
no she was a slow as anything i was sweating
mum said she could feel the heat radiating off me
why cant i produce this heat on a winter's day!?
she took the needle out and said "its not working"
so she stabbed again and it didnt work again
at this point i was half passed out i couldnt move my body
or open my eyes i could just hear
she wanted to stab the other arm
to which i managed to say "i need a minute otherwise i'm gonna faint"
she wasnt bothered!!!! she just continued
now it worked this time but how i didnt fully pass out i do not know
i did try to be strong
but my god she stabbed me hard it made me yell out!
it took a while for me to be able to stand
all the time being pressured by this woman to leave the room
"we have to be out of here by 11:45" it was 11:55 - not my problem
she was the one running late not me
besides i had rung up in advance saying i needed a double appointment
cus i take a long time to get my blood pressure back up
she wasnt bothered and said "your better off getting the first appointment"
so basically i cant win get told to go at the end and the beginning
ether way im gonna delay em XD
came home rested after the punishment of being stabbed 3 times
thats the first time they had to stab me more than once
just me luck on a day i feel like crap
not done much today
i made my brother a case for his tablet
he loved it
went to do my skirt but ran out of energy
and i dont have the trimming i need
took a photo of lily and pinky
but they were hard work
even lily my star model didnt wanna co-operate
so i gave up
hazel co-operated the other day tho
feel asleep and stayed in bed 2 hours to rest
id like to dance today but i know its not happening
so i would like to try some gentle stretches some yoga maybe
tiffin had the confidence today for the first time to lay out
when they lay like this it means theyre very happy and content
so a nice way for me to end the day seeing him do that next to
me whilst i'm typing away
not staying up tonight - never do
10pm for me or earlier!
whereas my brother has been to the shop for beer and vodka
hes enjoying his night XD
tomorrow all depends on how i feel
but i believe we're having granny over for dinner
happy new year to you all
Good Afternoon~
yes its 4:15pm I thought I'd blog now for a change ^^
Just been practicing some dancing
loving dancing at the moment
apart from this one song =.=
no word of a lie i have recorded, well recorded attempts, 20 times!!!!!!!
really frustrating me now! I dont even like the song that much!
Saw it on youtube before christmas as thought "I could learn that start to finish tonight"
and I did, I learned the whole dance but needed to perfect it
but each time i have go to record i screw it up somehow!!!
really annoying its not difficult!
I think its cus its slow and a bit dull I struggle to get into it
I have recorded it now end of i refuse to do it again
but not sure weather to upload - if i like it
no point in uploading if its rubbish and gonna get hate mail =.=
so we shall see
Hazel was on my bed for the recording ^^
Today mama wanted me to come with her to the shops
i thought "get some air but my god are the shops gonna be packed"
but strangely when we arrived it was quiet, eerily quiet...
so we did the shopping pretty fast
I managed to get:
1x pair of gloves for my car to drive in
1x £4 t-shirt in the sales ^^
15x pairs of socks
yes you heard me correct 15
i got home and threw all my socks out and replaced them~
thats pants and socks taken care of just bras ;)
and here's the t-shirt
pretty cool, I have a thing for Halloween
so to see this top - and in the sales - was amazing for me
I also got a box for under my bed I realized if i turned the current 5
i have under my bed the other way round i can actually get a 6th one under there
needed to be done as i get moaned at for taking up the whole house >.>
so organized some more stuff
ugh is that all i ever do lately!?
thats the trouble for taking after mama - I'm a clean/tidy freak
Also had an hour's kip as I have slept so bad last few days
i'm shattered
tonight I plan to get started with my brother's tablet cover
he has asked for something to protect it
so skirt goes on standby DX
hope to get some dancing done also~
Tomorrow I have a blood test
not happy...
Konbanwa~
I started my day on time despite the lack of sleep
i got last night >.>
got pets out and things
I decided to take photos of Hazel for Miho-chan (hazel's original owner)
as she had asked for some cute photos of her
so I did that and she did a wonderful job it was like working with Lily!
so well behaved
hers a sneak preview
yes shes licking my hand!!! she does this a lot ^^
I did the same for tiffin he had a lil photoshoot also
he did really well! he actually stood still for enough time
to get some great shots of him
here he is at first - not co-operating
Hazel photos will be uploaded New year's eve
and Tiffin New year's day
I would like to photograph lily and pinky before i return to work
seems a while now since i photographed them
i was going to make a skirt today - that was the plan
but after the photoshoot, i went on my laptop to look and
sort the photos, which led me then sorting out the rubbish
on my laptop - a job i have been saving for this holiday
then i sorted and detailed files on the laptop
i ended up clearing out 1/4 of what was one my laptop!!
i've been cleansed!! haha
then mama said "now you've cleared your laptop you can clear
some of your draws out, theyre a mess!"
i know they are =.= and that was another holiday job to do
so i sorted my underwear draw out
i felt so poor
my socks ew my socks so crusty and old, my pants so old and thread bare
and lets not even mention my bras
so i through a whole bag out of old underwear
texted mia-chan & helina-chan to organize a trip to the city
i am desperate for underwear now so we're going on the 10th - hitting the sales!!
sorted out another draw
went online and ordered pants, as i do prefer them from China
theyre made for smaller people and as i dont have a butt they suit
me better than the pants sold in the city
then me and mama were looking at accessories online
everything today all took time
i had a big dance session today
then rested i was done
so i never did even start that skirt after all that
the day just went to other things /:
so i shall start it tomorrow!!
here's what im working with~
Evening~
Today I spent my morning doing a few jobs
and made a case for my satnav
A friend from youtube gave me songs from
the Babyraids and Fairies albums
i was truly happy - so unexpected!!
so a lot of time went to sorting my ipod ^^
I had to set off at 2pm for work
my god the roads were terrifying!!!
i couldnt stop at one point due to the ice
and i skidded also!
but came back in one piece
the satnav was amazing really pleased with it
apart from the journey being hectic the party
was fine and i enjoyed my time being assistant
to sarah-san shes lovely ^^
came home and relaxed really with my tiffin
trying to get a bit of dancing before last part
of Top Gear starts!!
oh yeah i saw this on a car today
i found it amazing!!!
im immature right? haha
Evening everyone
today i spent the entire day writing up notes for work
basically before i broke up for christmas hols
i got taught all the lessons i will go teach
so i had A4 pages of notes that needed re-writing
i kept putting it off til i realized today that i dont have
as much time off as i thought!!!
so i sat at my desk doing it, swapping animals around
letting them all have a stretch Tiffin joined me in my room
he's in now for the 3rd time today
he has now learned to go through the hall to the stairs
up the stairs and into my room - clever bunny
my brother sorted my satnav out for me as i have
work tomorrow about 33mins away says google
passing through a town called Bunny :D
I have been reading today finished another book - demon day
it was amazing i want to read the next one - demon dark!
i would like to do some dancing now before Top Gear starts
yes i watch Top Gear haha
I was researching Netherland dwarfs today - Tiffin's breed
and I learned that they are a clever and active breed
for a little bunny he doesnt need much food but needs a lot of exercise
I researched his colouring as well he is a Siamese Smoke Pearl
quite a beautiful one actually as far as the other variations go
here he is my little winter baby
tomorrow i have a birthday party to do with Sarah-san
looking forward to it never worked with Sarah-san before
i like seeing how everyone teaches ^^
mate ne
