Good Evening~
Today was gloomy and rainy =.=
when you draw your curtains in the morning and
it makes no difference to light in your room
Cleaned the pets out like every weds and sat
Then I popped for a few bit from super market with mum
i swear she deliberately forgets items so she can go back
to the shops the next day >.>
But then we went for our appointment for eye lash tinting
i treated mum to it a couple months back and she loved it
so she wanted to get them done again
and whilst we were there mum got her eyebrows tinted
and waxed 0.0 she was thinking about it when the lady
suggested it to her i told her to do it
if left to dwell on it she will wuss out and she never treats
herself so she had it done
and they looked amazing
when i heard eye brow tinted...i kind of imagine those
young girls with foundation plastered on their faces
with thick black eyebrows which looks like slugs
i told the lady this and she laughed she says they are
called "HD Brows" 0.0 seriously? those awful brows have a name!?
Got back and had lunch
then my parents went and arranged granny's funeral
So I went and danced for a lil while then
i headed to bed, knowing my body was 100% today and needed
the rest for yoga tonight
I did want to go for a walk and would have done if it wasnt for yoga
I sat and read mia's manga books so i can give them back tomorrow
when i see her.
Tara sent me a text telling me there is event starting friday
that the game shops are doing a free pokemon event
so im gonna take my DS into town on saturday when i go with mia
she told me the name of the pokemon and it was one i didnt
recognize so im gonna google it!
Now im just drawing in my room til i have to go yoga~
tomorrow i have a free day i think so i'll have to think of
something to do :)
my doodle so far
Konbanwa~
It was another chilly morning ><
I watched Millie and Alice get up to no good
theyre getting confident indoors and right
partners in crime XD
we weighed them all actually
Lily - 1260g
Pinky - 1060g
Alice - 1060g
Millie - 820g
Some difference between lily and millie isnt there X3
I was shocked to see Alice weighed as much as pinky
but Alice is a big piglet shes really hard and dense
like shes all muscle shes not squidgy like a pig normally is
but then pinky is quite like that
I accompanied mum food shopping
i hate food shopping but i did it to keep her company as
i know she doesnt want to go sometimes
and whilst im off i know she wants to make the most of me
also shes never been quite right since granny dying
so i feel better knowing she isnt out alone
I was looking and sites and videos of what people do
with old blankets, basically granny had a new bright pink soft blanket
towards the end of her death and we couldnt get her out of it
so I said to mum we should do something with it
to remember her with
the best ideas i saw were turning it into a quilt or ripping
it up and turning into a stuffed toy
but whilst looking at these sites, i came across loads
of things i wanted to make or learn
so i was online a long time ^^"
in the end i got off my butt and made these
a snow man made from polystyrene balls
and here is a jar of christmas stuff
just more random decorations
i think we have enough now, but should look
different this christmas anyway
considering this will be the first xmas in 10+ years
that we have spent just the 4 of us
so i want it to be nice :)
I went for a walk by myself
didnt go to sleep today ^^
now im gonna get some dancing done
id like to get a dance for friday!
Oha~
Today would have been granny's 81st birthday :(
she almost lived to see it!
mum decided she would like us all to go out for dinner
for such an occassion
I slept rubbish last night i woke up twice scratching my face!
So now I have quite a red face from scratching =.=
why was i even doing that!?
I sat with the piggies as always
pinky seems a lot better now thank god
then i went upstairs and started to get ready
to take photos of my hoodie
i realized that a bit was wrong so i had to unpick 1 inch
then sew it together again then i took photos :D
Then i sorted my wall out i felt like changing
a few bits round. i get fed up of looking at the same scene each day
mum came home we had lunch then went out
we just did 4 charity shops and the bank
i saw this in a charity shop tho for £1.99
umbrella brooch, i always like thick plastic brooches
but theyre usually very expensive. ive seen em at vintage fairs
and antique shops they usually £20+
this was one cheap and different at it has metal decorations - flower and handle
so im guessing its not worth anything but i sure dont care i love it!
its going on my new winter coat which is pink ^^
Came home and went to bed as i knew id need my strength
for the evening, usually id be fine but given i barely slept
i thought it was best to top up my sleeping hours
then got ready to go out
were going to a pub about 20mins away
i hate eating out i really really do
as i hate being in the presence of my dad and im always
on edge when him and pubs are involved
ive had many panic attacks in pub toilets because of him
also its food. food at restaurants stresses me out big time
depending on how strong i am depends on weather i have soup
or a proper meal. and if the menu happens to list the calories of
each meal i know im looking at that!! it frustrates me so
its not normal behavior and i tell my head to shut up
sometimes i win sometimes i dont
see how i go tonight
im wearing grannys necklace which my auntie got her
she always used to wear it when she went out anywhere
so i thought id put it on in memory of her i have kept her ring
and necklace on at all times tho. but this necklace is one
i really associate with granny. because it was my auntie who gave it
granny im thinking of giving it to sarah on the day of the funeral
my auntie was her mother who died before granny so it became precious to granny
i think it will mean more to sarah than myself
besides i do not want to look greedy and grave robbing as i chose
the jewelry i wished to remember granny by
tomorrow im not sure which project i want to start
Good Evening all~
Last night as i layed in bed
i was drifting off to sleep and a random thought
popped into my head
"granny isnt here anymore" now why would i think that
at 10:30pm? it did make tears start to dwell on my eyes
so i quickly thought about something else
today it is now a week since she died
feels like 3 weeks
I had a good day today being in my own
little world. I woke up at 9am
And from there I had a long morning sitting with the girls
then I went upstairs and took the whole of my new hoodie apart
thats right i stripped it to piece which took me an hour
but I put anime on and the time soon went
i have been watching an anime called Kokkuri-san
god its been making me laugh i love it!
So i was sat in my room resizing and re-stitching the hoodie
it just wasnt fitting together nicely so i used my best template
and suddenly it all fitted together!
it did take me a while to sew it together but i did get it done
and watched 8 episodes of kokkuri-san whilst working on it
i went for a short 15/20 mins walk
i popped into grannys house by myself and checked if everything was
ok and she didnt have any mail or anything
went home and slept for an hour
played with tiffin upstairs as it was too cold and dark
for him to play outside
and i sat and did some yin yoga
and that was my day really
it was a nice day apart from my head
having a lot of thought about food
its been giving me a rough time today actually
i hope i can sleep!
i'll upload photos tomorrow of the hoodie!
