Good Evening~
Man I got hot at yoga
she worked us hard and got us doing the crab then standing splits up the wall =.=
it took me ages to get off to sleep and i woke up at 8am
but nice thing is i havent had that creepy voice for the last two nights
so maybe its gone
i was on piglet duty this morning so i sat pinning the bag with them
i left them to sew a couple of times, they were good sows
i entered my prince tiffin in the Pets at Home competition "pet's new years resolution"
i took this photo of him
saying his new years resolution is to think before he chews
you had to place the green star on your pet but tiffin chewed it XD
He got a letter in the post today
my poor prince he's gotta go vets T^T yep hes gonna hate me
last year i got him 16th dec and had his jabs 20th dec so i need to book him in
but mum told to wait til i know what days im doing my work exp
i worked solidly all morning to finish the bag commission
and got it posted at 1pm a job i felt pleased with getting finished
i took photos and will reveal later on
the afternoon i went to bed feeling like a corpse for an hour
then i went and caught up online so nothing special really
i havent done any dancing for tomorrow as ive been working on the bag
but i have to be at the school at 8:30am anyway
im really looking forward to it! i cant wait
wish me luck~
oh and heres how far i am with my adoptables
but i havent touched them lately but i will now i have the time!
Good Evening
I slept pretty well again last night
I feel I'm on a roll~
I even woke up at 8am!
Yesterday evening i got to light my candle
my advent candle!!
beautiful right ;)
Today I had a course advisory interview today
and its murder to get parked at the college so mum was fretting where
we gonna park, we planned to park streets away and walk and so we wrapped
up for a winter's day. We ended up checking the car park just incase
there was 2 car parks one you had to pay for one you didnt
we went to the vistors car park - the free one
a security guy was there and told us there was 1 space left! luck would have it!
so we got parked outside the main door!!!! all that spare time and winter clothing
for nothing really. so we sat and waited the college was so full of life
it was kinda nice to see and feel that one day i maybe back here
a group of guys came and stood behind us, the way they were talking about and
i quote "birds" made me sick, really the kind of guy who takes girls for a ride
i wanted nothing more than to turn round and smack em all one to see sense
but luckily they walked off
the lady came to us and we were there half hour talking to her
i got all i needed to know. the course starts at 11th Jan
so its up to work exp to see if its what i wanna do
got home had a brew and went out food shopping
which was of course fun as ever >.>
i just wanted to sew my commission so i can get it posted tomorrow!!!
So after lunch i had an hours rest for yoga tonight
then got up and sew
i got as far as i wanted to today and have a feeling i will get it posted tomorrow
i made the xmas decoration and done the bunnies
they need a lil finishing off tho
i havent had the time to dance so its not looking good for friday!
all because ive been working none stop on a commission XD
Konbanwa~
I slept pretty well again!!! woo i can actually feel the effects
of sleeping properly for once. I woke up at 9am tho ><
so I missed having breakfast with mum so I had it with the girls
who were running round and it looked like play fighting with each other =.=
I got crackin once again with mum's xmas pressie
i have finished it! i have a few threads so cut off but then its done!!
i love it, it looks great and im sure she will love it
i will photograph it~
mum came home and we had lunch
i have actually managed to eat today with out dying so i think
im on the mend finally!
I was commissioned by a friend in Australia to make a bag and
a lil xmas decoration, so I decided to make a start in hopes of it
arriving for xmas ><
its cut out ready to sew and so is the xmas decoration
i love the bag already and i havent sewn it yet! just has this mature feel to it
its the patterns and colours i think so i know its gonna be a good one ;)
me and mum went for 30min walk i could not be bothered
but i did it, im tired now i really am i havent stopped all day really
I realized my Youtube channel has now reached 10,000 views
and 50 subscribers. I am truly amazed at in what little time my channel has been
up that the sheer number of people who have passed by my channel
i mean its nothing special really not compared to what some people put online
but i thank every one
my brother saw me editing my video last night for today
he quizzed me as to why im still bothering to upload myself dancing
i know he doesnt like it and i think he finds it odd
and im not entirely sure why im doing it, i know i enjoy recording myself
as i try to imagine people watching me and i want to perform
aside from that im not sure, and im not when to quit ether
last week i had a week were i thought about jacking it in
i will keep going as i feel i will be letting people down
my brother just says "well they watch other channels dont they?"
yes i believe so, so would people even miss me dancing? probably not id say
im not famous or entertaining im just lil me with 50 subscribers quietly dancing
on at my own pace, im rambling i know but i will continue
i just feel i need a set in stone purpose for doing it
i was looking at the past last night, as painful as it is
i have a photo here on the left which was taken at the college course i was
forced to quit as my illnesses kicked off, that was 2010
then on the right is me now exactly 5 years later
do you think ive changed? i have changed a lot mentally i know that much!
and my hair was so light!! its slowly gotten darker and more ginger XD not to mention far longer too, that was when i decided to grow it out from my short cut
tomorrow I have my college advisory interview tomorrow
this its at 10:15am mum is gonna come with me
im looking forward to it
and i have yoga tomorrow yay yay!
