Good Day~
I had 11 hours sleep last night!!!!! what the heck ><
I went bed playing pokemon then I read more of my book
which im on the new one now, really into this sorcerer assassin
and his nickname is "Hellequin" how cool is that~
I started cutting out mum's apron and got going with after
i went and checked my emails and the like
my family headed off to granny's house to give the place a spring clean
i wasnt needed so i stayed home and danced til i worked up a sweat
then I continued with the apron and got this far
all thats left to do is to tie the strings off and add the blue lace which
should be coming in the post shortly :)
I didnt go for a walk as it was pouring it down!!
im still waiting for friends to get back to me on weather theyre free for my birthday~
i want to plan something but i need to know how is free
its 34 days til my birthday i randomly found out today X3
i've been struggling with my thoughts a lot today
it tells me how fat i am and not to eat and all that
i told mum and she had noticed the change in me she could tell i was
having internal wars. im just not happy in my own skin
but the doctor says i'll grow out of it, which im hoping will be true
i cant take it much more when its strong like this makes me feel really crap
about myself :/
tomorrow i have a massage in the morning~
Good Day
Today I had no one to please but my self
I love a relaxing day after a few hard days~
I woke up at 8:50am and before breakfast I cleaned all 3 cages out
as mum did them all on wednesday whilst I was with Ed
so its only fair~
Then I had a hot choc for breakfast as Im sick of the sight of food currently,
i started planning out my brother's present and then I started planning
mum's apron which is going well, i have chose fabrics ready~
After home made soup of lunch i decided to go to bed, i was warm
and achy and thought "sod it" i was so comfy lying there i only dropped off
for an hour tho luckily.
Got up and went for a walk by myself which gave me time to plan
more of my brother's and mum's present
yes i dont switch off my brain was going a mile a minute last night
oh yes last night!!! SHERLOCK!!! god it was amazing
not only the story line but it was the costumes, the camera angles and fades
just all beautifully thought of, and sherlock is amazing, psychopaths/social-paths
do fascinate me ever so~
So I stayed up til 10:30pm watching that, my family didnt get the plot but I got it
This is the Guinea Pig wall hanging I made for mum for Christmas
I wasn't sure if I uploaded it or not but here it is
Its based on our guineas so we have
top left - lily
top right - Alice
middle left - Hazel
middle right - Millie
bottom left - Popuri
bottom right - Pinky
notice how theyre all in yoga positions
mum loved it and got it on her wall really fast X3 it was worth the effort for sure
it took so many hours!
tomorrow I will start crafting maybe
I feel really chubby lately i think its due to the sheer amount
of food ive eaten lately and it plays havoc with my head
its going all the damn time lately and ive noticed ive been on a bit of short fuse
as i have this going on all the time and its hard to blank that out and look happy
it screams for me to lose weight to not eat to exercise all day
i have put a kg and half on but it was only what i lost anyway
but it seems to have put my head into a frenzy its doing my nut in
i feel like losing the weight just to shut it up, i must say i have followed it today
i have done all it wanted just so i can have some peace and so ive done today what
i should do, is follow my head. i'll be stronger tomorrow
its hard to ignore it when sometimes im feeling mentally tired so what the voice says
seems to make sense. deep down i know it doesnt but its just been hard past few days
i will get better!
Good Evening all~
Last night I did in fact go to bed at 10:15pm
After I had painted my nails which suck so I wont be photographing em
I got off to sleep straight away I was shattered
got woke up tho by selfish people who insist on welcoming the new
year in with fireworks >.> such selfishness right? XD
I got up and had a lazy morning most of it spent watching my brother
playing with his new mini drone -___- its like watching him when he was 7
years old playing with a remote-control car he loved that too.
I caught up online and got ready to go see lynn.
I had a massive dinner at lynns theres just too much there for 2 people let alone 1
so i was dying of full-ness god im full it hurts and feel sick
i had cake too, what was i thinking =.=
we attempted the button making kit she gave me for xmas but it was well hard
my button doesnt look right so i wont be photographing that!
Came home and just gonna do some dancing and stretching cus ive been sat all day
I was gonna use this blog to look back at 2015 and welcome 2016
if im honest im never into reflecting on the year and celebrating a new one
to me it seems as pointless as celebrating a new month. its gonna happen so just
get on with it, whats the point with "resolutions" and all that crap.
So I'll start with the pets
anyway 2015 was the year we lost our beloved Hazel who was an elderyly
piglet given to me from Miho
We still talk about her to this day, she was a lovely soul
After a few weeks or so mum found Alice in a rehoming cage
and wanted her, so after seeing and holding her mum brought her home
she was 12 weeks old
we love her to pieces even if she is big, stroppy and lazy XD
i think 1 or 2 days later we brought Millie for Alice
we didnt want her to be alone
so we got Millie who is just lovely you cant ask for a better piggie
i love her so very much even if she cant squeak properly
Tiffin turned 1 bless him
hes still a little pest
Lily and Pinky they turned 4, Pinky has had her health issues
but shes still a strong fighter, thats our pinky
and lily still eats us out of house and home
My brother started his degree course, which hes struggling with,
My granny sadly passed away, making me grandparent-less
Mum and dad celebrated there 25th wedding anniversary now usually the tradition here
is to buy something silver for their silver anniversary but instead dad brought mum Alice :D
what an amazing anniversary present that was!
As for myself I turned 23 this year which
thanks to my memory loss feels very much like my
21st birthday so it felt special this year
even tho it technically wasnt a special birthday I spent the day with my best friend Mia
I managed to lil break away's in the UK of course
im not brave or well enough to go outside the UK yet.
I went to Manchester to a anime convention, i hope to return this year!
I went with Mia, Rob, Helina, Clinton, Dom and met my cousin there
and I went to Derbyshire with Ed for a few days
Went to my first EMCON too in my home city which is returning again this year
I quit my job as a Mad Scientist to spent time with my dying Granny
I got a placement at college and at my old Primary school for this year
in the hopes of becoming a teaching assistant.
Im sure theres other achievements and stuff ive done but i cant remember it
all off the top of my head
but i guess it was an alright year really nothing too special but i know right now
that 2016 is going to be a far better year for myself.
just starting school and college is already a fresh start.
Cant wait to find out what else happens this year~
probably not a lot but thats ok :)
Good Evening
I am home now
It feels good to be bloody home
not that I didnt have a good time with Ed or anything but Im just exhausted
I ache and Im tired and i dont think others quite appreciate how I feel at times
So Ed came over at 12
we had a quick bite to eat at home then we just went to a couple of stores
one of which was NEXT, upon walking in i saw a really cute jumper
its a soft wooly jumper with a fluffy white rabbit on with a scarf on and snowflakes
I about died, there was only one it was size 10 so a lil big for me but now worries
now it was £10!!! down from £34!!! it was just waiting to be snapped up by me
so I used Dom's money on that :)
We came home and just chatted and messed around were good at annoying
one another, we if you ask me Ed just uses any excuse to touch me >.>
i dont get mad cus i know he doesnt really have female friends and hes pent up
in a army full of guys months on end.
We set up everything at granny's house, well i still forgot some bits but all well
then we went out to dinner at frankie and bennies i think it was.
I went to get into my car and im not sure if i just didnt open the door enough or something
but basically my left side of my head hit the car and the right size of my head we hit behind
my ear by the car door so i got my head sandwiched and it hurt to say the least it made me
yelp out and my eyes water but the i drove off, im a fighter!
Ed treated me to a bacon and chicken pasta ^^ it was scrummy and I managed to finish it ><
When we got back to grannys i realized I had a lump on the right side of my head =.=
I couldnt sleep on that side ><
I didnt sleep too well that night, so many noises go off in the house
and im like a bloody watch dog as it is at night so i was awake to every lil sound
i got up and showered well Ed showered first and then I went in i was just washing
off and the bloody think conked out on me!!! so I had to rinse my body off in the sink >.>
I went over to my house and picked up the bits i forgot and mentioned the shower ^^"
We went to the city to hit the sales which i have to say were disappointing actually
just nothing worth having really
i did get some pens and rubbers for my stationary~
i got a recipe folder and sheets from Paper Chase cost enough but its gonna be for mother's Day
i decided it will look nicer if i hand write it all in stead of typing it all. so Ive brought
a pretty folder for it all :) just gotta sit and do it!
I got tiffin a play toy for £1.50, 2 pairs of pants from Top Shop - i never by from there
but their pants are amazing! I have 2 pairs I brought in last christmas's sales and theyre still
in good shape! so I got two identical pairs for £2 I dont care if theyre the same, no one sees em
A new pair of earrings from claires along with a necklace and a hair clip im giving mum for her bday
i also picked up bracelets in the sale from accessorize for her bday
i got my bro 3 t-shirts from Blue Inc which is closing i believe so 3 shirts for £30
and a pair of Tardis Socks for £2 for Dom next year X3 gotta get these things when you see em!
That night I was suppose to be cooking a pasta meal
of course i had everything par the pasta didnt i -_____- when im tired i get forgetful
so I did pizza bread in the end with the ingredients
too the bloody pee in grannys unbelievably slow cooker
so I was stood cooking a simple dish for an hour the whole time being bothered by Ed
jeez hes clinging man its like having a another body attached to you XD
I slept better and we had a slow morning cus Ed takes ages to get motivated in the morn
and I drove us 30min outta town to Sherwood Pines which is near Sherwood Forest - Robin hood
We walked round as I know the way from years of going there as a child but its changed loads
but I have a great sense of direction so I didnt get us lost ^^
Ed brought me a hot chocolate then we went for a pub dinner down the road then drove home
the roads were pretty quiet i was surprised
we got back to granny's to tidy the place up but Ed had other ideas
i swear if i hear him ask for a strip tease or anything dirty related im gonna chop out his tongue!
its constantly on that boys mind!!!! alwell at least it makes me think that maybe i am
worth looking at, be me and Ed have had the talk ages ago that we cant date one another
it wouldnt be fair to each other.
I took him to the station at 5
i was tired. i enjoy having him over but its so full on
im motivating him, feeding him, suggesting and taking him places to go, entertaining him
its hard when im just doing it for a few hours with friends never mind when they stay over
so i think next time im gonna go away with him. be easier on me~
so im home now, tomorrow im going lynn's for dinner
tiffin is well happy to see me he wont leave me alone
i have been coming home and seeing mum and the pets tho
mum has done so well looking after them all
i cant thank her enough
also Ed's christmas present to me was a mega cute
bunny clock from Dublin, I dont have a clock it was a lovely surprise
but a bit odd how we both got each other clocks XD
anyway happy new year
i'll be in bed for 10 XD
GooD MorninG~
Yep its morning~ as I know I wont be blogging tonight~
I had to go food shopping with mum, man were the shops quiet!
I was surprised actually
at 12 Im picking Ed up
and who knows what Im doing after that!
I shall leave you with a photo of Ed's christmas presents
im gonna give to him later :3
I'll be back Thursday
Konbanwa~
I slept really bad once again
I just lay there in pain watching the hours go by
but I did wake up at 8am so that was a bonus as I got the guineas
out before mum and I like to feel useful. its a job I can do after all
Once again I got up and went for a walk, it was chillier today
but Im glad I got out to do it ^^
Ed texted me and he is coming over at 11am tomorrow :D
I cant wait to see him and have a catch up ^^ but it means I probably
wont be online for a couple of days whilst hes over~
I sat online and order new kawaii stationary for my new collage course
im a bit of a geek like that, ive always liked having nice stationary
instead of just a bic biro to take in
I will take a photo once I have all my kit :3
I took photos of the guinea wall hanging I did and the make-up
roll bag I made yesterday
what do you think? I LOVE Santaro Gorguss stuff
its so very cute but so very expensive I think everything I have has been a gift to me ><
but that makes it more special right :3
I played pokemon a bit and got some dancing done finally
i think i havent been in the mood for dancing lately but i had a good
time tonight i did
oh and yesterday evening i spoke to a friend through my 3DS
which is odd its like having a phone call but that was fun ^^
I fell asleep in the afternoon cus i looked like a zombie
and i think that was my day all in all
looking forward to tomorrow
at some point im gonna go into the city with Ed as tiffin helped me
write a list, and I want to see if mum's present has arrived as well :)
Evening all
After last's night sulk and mardy I had a good night's sleep
in fact I slept like a log, so if any music went off at 5:30am
I didnt hear it I was dead to the world XD
When I got up this morning I went for a walk
it was a fresh morning and I went to go pick my mood up :)
I get to upload some things Ive made over the last few months
as they were christmas presents I didnt want to reveal them
just in case anyone saw em
so here is what I did for dom for christmas along with his DW bag charm
Its a doctor who collage I did which is based on a Wallet he brought from Manchester
this year
So I framed it and he loved it ^^
Today I have done a bit of dancing but I mainly did sewing
but also I brought 2 presents online for my mum :)
Ive got to pick them up in store tho
that way she will never know XD
and thats about it, the make-up brush I made today
i will photograph tomorrow
mum put her guinea pig art work up today I did for her for christmas
it looks great and i will photograph it
wonder what rubbish is on the box tonight
last night was good as it was "Big fat quiz of the year"
last years sucked cus the panelists were my worst comdians
but this year was a good choice ^^
