Good Day all~
I slept bad once again ><
I have no idea what has happened to my sleeping pattern lately :/
So I was shattered when I woke up, mum brought Pinky
into my room to wake me X3
I got ready to go into the city with mum
we were gonna go round sales~
we got into town for 10 I think
We went round the shops and I picked up a few
things but nothing special, everything was in the sales that I picked up~
i shall show you what I got;
A new t-shirt from Red Herring £5.20 I brought it for work really - gotta be tidy ><
3 pairs of earring which were 3 for 2 and reduced, they were £1.50
from clairs
Also from clairs I got this hair clip for £1.50
Mia is collecting funky xmas decorations for her xmas tree so I found this little
guy which Im gonna give to her at christmas so he's got a long time in storage ><
he was from Accessorize for £2
Now finally from Debenams I got a new bra for £7:40 which is by a make that
suits my body ^^ Also in the sales were pants, now pants from here are stupidly expensive
I've only ever had 2 pairs from here cus of them being so pricey but those 2 pairs
are the most comfortable pants I've ever worn and theyre so pretty
so when I found these all for £2 each I couldnt but them into the basket quick enough!
I dont usually photograph my underwear but these are works of art man theyre so cute!!
We stopped of for a hot chocolate, shared a tuna and cheese toastie and shared a toffee muffin
I was content and full. I left mum there whilst I picked up a present for her - the dressing gown
so now I just gotta pick up the hair dryer and im sorted for her birthday apart from the apron
Came home at 2;30pm I was shattered but played with the pets
then went to bed for 2 hours XD all well
I went for a walk with Mia our first walk of 2016 XD I didnt have the energy
but I did it, now my legs ache and im mega tired but its nice to go and see people
and I talked about my birthday~
Tomorrow Im going school!!! Yay Yay I return to school
I have no idea why when I think about going school I smile X3
Evening All~
I slept so bad last night, I didnt get off til gone 1am >.>
then I woke up what felt like hourly. I was just hurting.
So when I did wake up this morning it was a struggle
I only woke up cus pinky was wheeking!
I got all dressed and stuff and headed over to Karens for a massage
my god was I in need one one! I was her first client of 2016 ^^
she said she wasnt looking forward to going back to work but i eased her back in apparently
glad I could be of service, and she loved her presents too :D
I came back and showered all the oils off me ><
I then got guineas out again as they didnt get long to play this morning
and put the soup on, got lunch ready. after lunch i ended up nodding off
for an hour. i was so shattered. but i was surprised i only nodded for an hour.
When I got up I went for 30min walk round the block with mum which was nice
we talk about birthdays and stuff.
then came home sat with tiffin and drank tea and played pokemon~
I sat on my laptop today and booked my birthday~
I didnt realize what stuff went off in this city and I found a place called Logiclock
never heard of them. but basically you and friends/family/etc get locked in room!
you have exactly 1 hour to work out how to get out of the room! using teamwork, keys,
moving things and stuff not quite sure whats involved but it sounds really fun and different
none of my friends know what theyre doing XD Then I thought go for food afterwards~
It's gonna be me, Mia, Helina, Dom and Tara
Dom text me and said "its suppose to be us surprising you not the other way round!"
haha but I want to surprise them ^^ Im looking forward to it~
I'm glad im celebrating my birthday anyway
Tomorrow I am going into the city with mum, she wants to look round the sales
so were off there in the morning. Her dressing gown for her birthday has come in
and I asked her if it would be ok if I picked it up to save making a special journey
she was fine with it and doesnt know what it is. I want to keep it that way too!
Here's what Ed got me christmas, I kept forgetting to photograph it
bunny clock from Dublin when he went the other week~
so sweet isnt it!
Good Day~
I had 11 hours sleep last night!!!!! what the heck ><
I went bed playing pokemon then I read more of my book
which im on the new one now, really into this sorcerer assassin
and his nickname is "Hellequin" how cool is that~
I started cutting out mum's apron and got going with after
i went and checked my emails and the like
my family headed off to granny's house to give the place a spring clean
i wasnt needed so i stayed home and danced til i worked up a sweat
then I continued with the apron and got this far
all thats left to do is to tie the strings off and add the blue lace which
should be coming in the post shortly :)
I didnt go for a walk as it was pouring it down!!
im still waiting for friends to get back to me on weather theyre free for my birthday~
i want to plan something but i need to know how is free
its 34 days til my birthday i randomly found out today X3
i've been struggling with my thoughts a lot today
it tells me how fat i am and not to eat and all that
i told mum and she had noticed the change in me she could tell i was
having internal wars. im just not happy in my own skin
but the doctor says i'll grow out of it, which im hoping will be true
i cant take it much more when its strong like this makes me feel really crap
about myself :/
tomorrow i have a massage in the morning~
Good Day
Today I had no one to please but my self
I love a relaxing day after a few hard days~
I woke up at 8:50am and before breakfast I cleaned all 3 cages out
as mum did them all on wednesday whilst I was with Ed
so its only fair~
Then I had a hot choc for breakfast as Im sick of the sight of food currently,
i started planning out my brother's present and then I started planning
mum's apron which is going well, i have chose fabrics ready~
After home made soup of lunch i decided to go to bed, i was warm
and achy and thought "sod it" i was so comfy lying there i only dropped off
for an hour tho luckily.
Got up and went for a walk by myself which gave me time to plan
more of my brother's and mum's present
yes i dont switch off my brain was going a mile a minute last night
oh yes last night!!! SHERLOCK!!! god it was amazing
not only the story line but it was the costumes, the camera angles and fades
just all beautifully thought of, and sherlock is amazing, psychopaths/social-paths
do fascinate me ever so~
So I stayed up til 10:30pm watching that, my family didnt get the plot but I got it
This is the Guinea Pig wall hanging I made for mum for Christmas
I wasn't sure if I uploaded it or not but here it is
Its based on our guineas so we have
top left - lily
top right - Alice
middle left - Hazel
middle right - Millie
bottom left - Popuri
bottom right - Pinky
notice how theyre all in yoga positions
mum loved it and got it on her wall really fast X3 it was worth the effort for sure
it took so many hours!
tomorrow I will start crafting maybe
I feel really chubby lately i think its due to the sheer amount
of food ive eaten lately and it plays havoc with my head
its going all the damn time lately and ive noticed ive been on a bit of short fuse
as i have this going on all the time and its hard to blank that out and look happy
it screams for me to lose weight to not eat to exercise all day
i have put a kg and half on but it was only what i lost anyway
but it seems to have put my head into a frenzy its doing my nut in
i feel like losing the weight just to shut it up, i must say i have followed it today
i have done all it wanted just so i can have some peace and so ive done today what
i should do, is follow my head. i'll be stronger tomorrow
its hard to ignore it when sometimes im feeling mentally tired so what the voice says
seems to make sense. deep down i know it doesnt but its just been hard past few days
i will get better!
Good Evening all~
Last night I did in fact go to bed at 10:15pm
After I had painted my nails which suck so I wont be photographing em
I got off to sleep straight away I was shattered
got woke up tho by selfish people who insist on welcoming the new
year in with fireworks >.> such selfishness right? XD
I got up and had a lazy morning most of it spent watching my brother
playing with his new mini drone -___- its like watching him when he was 7
years old playing with a remote-control car he loved that too.
I caught up online and got ready to go see lynn.
I had a massive dinner at lynns theres just too much there for 2 people let alone 1
so i was dying of full-ness god im full it hurts and feel sick
i had cake too, what was i thinking =.=
we attempted the button making kit she gave me for xmas but it was well hard
my button doesnt look right so i wont be photographing that!
Came home and just gonna do some dancing and stretching cus ive been sat all day
I was gonna use this blog to look back at 2015 and welcome 2016
if im honest im never into reflecting on the year and celebrating a new one
to me it seems as pointless as celebrating a new month. its gonna happen so just
get on with it, whats the point with "resolutions" and all that crap.
So I'll start with the pets
anyway 2015 was the year we lost our beloved Hazel who was an elderyly
piglet given to me from Miho
We still talk about her to this day, she was a lovely soul
After a few weeks or so mum found Alice in a rehoming cage
and wanted her, so after seeing and holding her mum brought her home
she was 12 weeks old
we love her to pieces even if she is big, stroppy and lazy XD
i think 1 or 2 days later we brought Millie for Alice
we didnt want her to be alone
so we got Millie who is just lovely you cant ask for a better piggie
i love her so very much even if she cant squeak properly
Tiffin turned 1 bless him
hes still a little pest
Lily and Pinky they turned 4, Pinky has had her health issues
but shes still a strong fighter, thats our pinky
and lily still eats us out of house and home
My brother started his degree course, which hes struggling with,
My granny sadly passed away, making me grandparent-less
Mum and dad celebrated there 25th wedding anniversary now usually the tradition here
is to buy something silver for their silver anniversary but instead dad brought mum Alice :D
what an amazing anniversary present that was!
As for myself I turned 23 this year which
thanks to my memory loss feels very much like my
21st birthday so it felt special this year
even tho it technically wasnt a special birthday I spent the day with my best friend Mia
I managed to lil break away's in the UK of course
im not brave or well enough to go outside the UK yet.
I went to Manchester to a anime convention, i hope to return this year!
I went with Mia, Rob, Helina, Clinton, Dom and met my cousin there
and I went to Derbyshire with Ed for a few days
Went to my first EMCON too in my home city which is returning again this year
I quit my job as a Mad Scientist to spent time with my dying Granny
I got a placement at college and at my old Primary school for this year
in the hopes of becoming a teaching assistant.
Im sure theres other achievements and stuff ive done but i cant remember it
all off the top of my head
but i guess it was an alright year really nothing too special but i know right now
that 2016 is going to be a far better year for myself.
just starting school and college is already a fresh start.
Cant wait to find out what else happens this year~
probably not a lot but thats ok :)
Good Evening
I am home now
It feels good to be bloody home
not that I didnt have a good time with Ed or anything but Im just exhausted
I ache and Im tired and i dont think others quite appreciate how I feel at times
So Ed came over at 12
we had a quick bite to eat at home then we just went to a couple of stores
one of which was NEXT, upon walking in i saw a really cute jumper
its a soft wooly jumper with a fluffy white rabbit on with a scarf on and snowflakes
I about died, there was only one it was size 10 so a lil big for me but now worries
now it was £10!!! down from £34!!! it was just waiting to be snapped up by me
so I used Dom's money on that :)
We came home and just chatted and messed around were good at annoying
one another, we if you ask me Ed just uses any excuse to touch me >.>
i dont get mad cus i know he doesnt really have female friends and hes pent up
in a army full of guys months on end.
We set up everything at granny's house, well i still forgot some bits but all well
then we went out to dinner at frankie and bennies i think it was.
I went to get into my car and im not sure if i just didnt open the door enough or something
but basically my left side of my head hit the car and the right size of my head we hit behind
my ear by the car door so i got my head sandwiched and it hurt to say the least it made me
yelp out and my eyes water but the i drove off, im a fighter!
Ed treated me to a bacon and chicken pasta ^^ it was scrummy and I managed to finish it ><
When we got back to grannys i realized I had a lump on the right side of my head =.=
I couldnt sleep on that side ><
I didnt sleep too well that night, so many noises go off in the house
and im like a bloody watch dog as it is at night so i was awake to every lil sound
i got up and showered well Ed showered first and then I went in i was just washing
off and the bloody think conked out on me!!! so I had to rinse my body off in the sink >.>
I went over to my house and picked up the bits i forgot and mentioned the shower ^^"
We went to the city to hit the sales which i have to say were disappointing actually
just nothing worth having really
i did get some pens and rubbers for my stationary~
i got a recipe folder and sheets from Paper Chase cost enough but its gonna be for mother's Day
i decided it will look nicer if i hand write it all in stead of typing it all. so Ive brought
a pretty folder for it all :) just gotta sit and do it!
I got tiffin a play toy for £1.50, 2 pairs of pants from Top Shop - i never by from there
but their pants are amazing! I have 2 pairs I brought in last christmas's sales and theyre still
in good shape! so I got two identical pairs for £2 I dont care if theyre the same, no one sees em
A new pair of earrings from claires along with a necklace and a hair clip im giving mum for her bday
i also picked up bracelets in the sale from accessorize for her bday
i got my bro 3 t-shirts from Blue Inc which is closing i believe so 3 shirts for £30
and a pair of Tardis Socks for £2 for Dom next year X3 gotta get these things when you see em!
That night I was suppose to be cooking a pasta meal
of course i had everything par the pasta didnt i -_____- when im tired i get forgetful
so I did pizza bread in the end with the ingredients
too the bloody pee in grannys unbelievably slow cooker
so I was stood cooking a simple dish for an hour the whole time being bothered by Ed
jeez hes clinging man its like having a another body attached to you XD
I slept better and we had a slow morning cus Ed takes ages to get motivated in the morn
and I drove us 30min outta town to Sherwood Pines which is near Sherwood Forest - Robin hood
We walked round as I know the way from years of going there as a child but its changed loads
but I have a great sense of direction so I didnt get us lost ^^
Ed brought me a hot chocolate then we went for a pub dinner down the road then drove home
the roads were pretty quiet i was surprised
we got back to granny's to tidy the place up but Ed had other ideas
i swear if i hear him ask for a strip tease or anything dirty related im gonna chop out his tongue!
its constantly on that boys mind!!!! alwell at least it makes me think that maybe i am
worth looking at, be me and Ed have had the talk ages ago that we cant date one another
it wouldnt be fair to each other.
I took him to the station at 5
i was tired. i enjoy having him over but its so full on
im motivating him, feeding him, suggesting and taking him places to go, entertaining him
its hard when im just doing it for a few hours with friends never mind when they stay over
so i think next time im gonna go away with him. be easier on me~
so im home now, tomorrow im going lynn's for dinner
tiffin is well happy to see me he wont leave me alone
i have been coming home and seeing mum and the pets tho
mum has done so well looking after them all
i cant thank her enough
also Ed's christmas present to me was a mega cute
bunny clock from Dublin, I dont have a clock it was a lovely surprise
but a bit odd how we both got each other clocks XD
anyway happy new year
i'll be in bed for 10 XD
GooD MorninG~
Yep its morning~ as I know I wont be blogging tonight~
I had to go food shopping with mum, man were the shops quiet!
I was surprised actually
at 12 Im picking Ed up
and who knows what Im doing after that!
I shall leave you with a photo of Ed's christmas presents
im gonna give to him later :3
I'll be back Thursday
