Pinky's 5th Birthday!!!

Good Evening

Sweet jesus do I ache

yoga yesterday was a sheer killer

I know we hadnt been for 2 weeks, and I thought she'd

ease us into it as she hadnt done much yoga ether

but no she worked us hard.....-_____-

But today when  I eventually got out of bed I knew it was 

Pinky's 5th Birthday!! So I went straight downstairs to find mum with pinks

so I gave her a kiss and some fussing which of course she hated XD

we said we would go and buy her something later on in the day

I had the house to myself this morning, first time in like weeks!

So I spent an hour dancing til I was rather sweaty!

But I was able to get 2 dances recorded ^^

So now I need to pick a new dance to learn :)

Mum came home and we had a quick lunch then popped to TK MAXX

and Pets at Home. Mum still needed t-shirts, we managed to pick a few up for her

I picked up a black 3/4 sleeve jumper which I thought I could use for work for £6

and light short dungarees which are cute I can use everyday and for work for £8 

they were reduced so I snatched em up X3

We then went to pets at home. Stocked up on pet food, brought Pinky a hay donut something

all our pigs really enjoy. we brought millie one for her birthday on saturday ^^

and I picked tiffin up some treats!

Came home and I started doing some sewing

Spent the whole afternoon focusing on 1 sleeve

but I wanted to get it right otherwise I wont like it

I texted mia to say I would be going for a walk tonight

and did she want to join

which surprisingly she did! So I was happy. We went for our usual 45min walk :)

Seeing her tomorrow shes coming over for Pizza and Face pack X3

Here's Pinky on her special day

Mum made her a special cake and I helped decorate it

We are impressed with her as shes had her ups and downs with her health

shes lived through the death of Kip and her sister Lily

yet she still carries on strong

shes still feisty and playful. Shes more like a 1 year old than a 5 year old

heck shes more active than Alice and she only turned 1 years old the other day!!

I hope we have more years with her we all love her so much

I didnt faint I behaved

Good Evening~

tonight we return to yoga! I think my teacher is back to work now

I hope anyway :)

Im looking forward to it but i know im gonna be stiff ><

I woke up this morning after LOSING SLEEP over my blood test

thats how anxious its getting me now

I couldnt stop thinking about it and it makes me squirm under my sheets

so the day came

I cleaned out my pets then we headed off

mum brought with her: a cold wet flannel, few biscuits and a cold drink

all ready to revive me should I need it -____-

its quite embarrassing really whipping out all the that

JUST for a blood test

I didnt have much time to sit down so I didnt sit there working myself up

and the lady my lovely Angie was calm and collected and patient as usual ^^

Shes so good with me, i did so well. I didnt pass out I didnt squirm

I was quietly impressed with myself actually

so it didnt take me long to recover as i didnt faint

then as i sat in the car snacking on biscuits and drink we headed off into town

just me and my mummy X3

It was mum who needed to shop really 

she needed t-shirts and other bits. Which we managed to get actually

I picked up this grey jumper with a peach tartan pinafore attached!! 

i totally fell in love it when I saw it and prayed it didnt cost the earth

£12, so I was in the changing room ^^ it fit great so I snapped that up

be great for work ^^

We ate lunch in town

shared a tuna cheese panini and half a sticky toffee muffin

i was in heaven, truly re-stocked on my sugar levels XD

then we went home

I went to bed as i do for yoga night

mum was making pinky a cake as she will be 5 tomorrow!!

I cant believe it, shes done so well so mum went all out X3

I got to lick the cake mix bowl and the icing

yeah i'm gonna have diabetes haha and i have yet to have a slice of said cake!!

I did a lil dancing, played on my 3DS

and sat doing some unpicking 

nothing much really

had tummy ache all day for some unknown reason T^T

tomorrow I plan to dance and sew :)

here are last nights nails

not pleased with them

 

Made this for lynn

I really really really really dont wanna go tomorrow

I just dont wanna wake up

I have a stupid blood test....

I feel like crying

Im so unbelievably anxious

I have talked about it with Karen & mum and both times I squirming in my seat

at just thought of a blood test

so I can guarantee tomorrow I'll be nice and worked up!

Anyway~

Tomorrow I plan on uploading my manchester photos~ as it would have been

a week since I went!

As for today, I woke my self up this morning by shouting in my sleep

i was dreaming about vampires for some reason

becoming one was cool and jumping around and stuff

but when they all turned on me to lead them it went wrong...

to be leader, each and every one of them had to bite me

when the first two bites happened, one of the wrist the other on my cheek,

i yelled out in my sleep XD

I have been sewing my jacket today, slowly coming along

Ive had Venus project on in the background whilst I sew

At 1:30pm I had treatment at karen's which was nice

we talked about various things are usual, manchester being one of them

as it's her home town. lucky

I saw Mia at 6:15pm for a walk and a catch up which was nice

were looking forward to convention at the end of the month

and we wanna go manchester together as we both love it there!

Might be seeing her friday

Tonight I wanna paint my nails :)

I made this wall hanging for lynn

its a surprise

shes tried twice to make a wall hanging and failed and so i thought id

make her one. found an image on google and got going

i dont need instructions XD

i hope she likes it

 

I gotta lot of catching up to do!

Hiya minna~

remember me? XD
I have got some serious catching up to do -_____-
Basically I got home safe and stuff, went to do my blog
and for some reason or other I ended up deleting all that I wrote up for 40 minutes...
safe to say I was not very happy and turned my laptop off
the next day I felt bitter towards it
then the next day I wasnt good mentally so I decided not to blog
then yesterday I decided to wait and start a fresh on monday - today :)

I had a great time at manchester, I didnt wanna come back!
I will upload the photos and stories over the week~

I have been sewing, been sewing together my kitty hoodie, its so soft X3
Been with the pets including Ted and Martin who have no got quite the taste of the outdoors!

Whilst away I brought a couple of anime posters, a book full of illustrations and some more card things, all in preparation of changing my wardrobe round. As I didnt really the things i put on it last time. I have to have stuff on my wardrobe tho as Ive had them for 22 years so I had them when I was child and stuck stickers all on em. Now there are remnants of stickers on them...
so I put stuff on my wardrobe to cover the mess up basically.
but my brother introduced me to this great cleaning stuff. its pink and you spray on and leave for 3 mins then wipe away. My god the black water! I do polish my wardrobe so I was shocked to see how dirty it was! I was happy as I managed to get it pristine clean! Apart from one lil mark on the left panel in the center

that will be covered up!!!
so I whipped out the things I brought for my wardrobe and got to work~
took me a while but im well happy with the result

i think it gives a more of grown up vibe than my usual stuff i put up

these 2 posters are super cute from manchester ^^ I love the foxes!!

the book I picked up was totally random for £4 it has all water coloured girls in
i loved it and knew i would want to put these up, too good to be in a book!

lastly, these card things I already had quite a few as I pick them up when I come across them
conventions, manchester, london
I brought a few more from manchester and i thought id randomly arrange them in stead of having them all nicely lined up

so yay im well happy with my wardrobe 
mum says it looks much better ^^

tomorrow I am gonna sew a bit more i think~
I have been dancing and enjoying it
found 2 dances that are fun and really enjoyable
one is called chouzetsu happy generation by Jelno
and the other which i LOVE is Supreme by LinQ

Manchester Here I come~

I go tomorrow!!

Evening~

I slept pretty well even after mum scolded me last night T^T

She said im not managing my time well and my memory is poor

Which I I know is true, well the memory part is true but I didnt realize there

was anything wrong with my time management

So I felt disappointed in myself I felt I had let mum down in a way

but she said it was fine and told me what to do about time management

as for the memory well Im not sure how to help that

My memory is bad I know it is. It never used to be.

Take today for instance.

I bleached my eyebrows again as a lot of dark ones had returned

so I thought 'do them before I go away'

it said to leave on for 10mins and I was gonna leave it on for 7mins

as I still had light hairs from last time, I didnt want like white eyebrows

So I put the stuff on, sat with a brew and before I knew it 12mins had passed

So now my mum and brother say it looks like I dont have any eyebrows -____-

But today felt really good, I had energy. Actual energy!

I cant remember the last time I had energy.

I had an appt at the doctors this morning. So I got that out the way and grudgingly 

booked a blood test for next wednesday as my calcium levels could be low...

why cant my body just function normally!?

Got home and put my energy to good use.

I put the boars out and cleaned their cage out. Hovered up and tidied up

put the girls outside too and took the boars' spare cage up to the shed.

I also did my packing for tomorrow

felt good to get some jobs done and not feel like a slug whilst doing them ^^

My suitcase is pretty empty actually :) 

Mum dyed my hair with a pink hair dye

this will be brand number3 and I can safely say its hardly done anything

I have another one to try but I will try it at the end of the month for the convention

as i have a feeling it will give me real pink hair!

Done some sewing today, working on lynn's wall hanging 

its looking good and I got loads done too ^^

I painted my nails last night, I attempered doing sakura nails (cherry blossom)

I saw a picture and copied. But next time I wouldnt do the black dots in the center

think it looks too much. But they'll do~

Tomorrow I go away!!! Yay Yay!!

I hope I have enough time in the morning to upload my picture on my blog :)

Im looking forward to it but I am just a lil nervous, i know I will be ok tho

I know im always ok and safe with Ed he puts me at ease and looks after me

after all  my memory relapses my mum said "i hope your gonna cope in manchester"

but I know I will as I have Ed there ^^ maybe its not good to relay on someone so much 

but alwell, maybe when im well i wont need to depend on people~

So I leave at 10:30am from the station!

Means I have time to see all my pets in the morning and have time for a shower ^^

I will be back friday and hopefully have a lot of photos to upload too

so really im only not doing my diary (blog) for one day

Take care all~

Chocolate Sprinkle Nails

Evening~

I slept pretty bad. worst night in quite a while actually

I just couldnt sleep I didnt get off til about 1:30am at a guess

I had a dream that every time I turned my head that my head would

thump and pound real bad I could feel it. Feel it like it was real.

Then I woke up and I think I slept for another hour then I was awake from 5:30am -___-

by 6am I knew I wouldnt sleep as my dad would be getting up at 6:45am

So I read my kindle~

Safe to say today I was shattered

Those kind of night remind me of when i was really sick as that was the norm

how did i get through it?

Moving on~

Today I got my picture finished for when I got away ^^

I like to do a little doodle to commemorate the holiday

Im hoping to have enough time to upload it wednesday before I go.

Then I did some cutting out of fabric for the patchwork wall hanging

took ages.

I went for a quick walk between the rain showers. Stupid April showers

but luckily all the pets managed to get out

and Marting & Ted have been good boys luckily!!!

Me and mum sat with them on our knees for 30mins and Martin sounds just like

Nutty used to which is sweet and Ted sounds like Pinky XD

In the evening Helina came to see me for 2 hours which was nice

I havent seen her to have a catch up in a couple of week

both looking forward to the convention ^^

Im gonna paint my nails tonight hopefully

Im planning on doing Sakura nails (cherry blossom)

But I realized I never uploaded last week's nails which were a huge

hit with the kids at school~ Chocolate sprinkle nails!

I was pleased with them actually and sad to see em go

I have been photographing my nails so that I can remember the designs

I have done so I can recreate them.

Tomorrow I need to do some packing for Wednesday

and I might do some sewing :3