My Buda Snapped!!!!

Good Evening~

Today the Buda round my ankle snapped!
I've had it on for 15 straight months!
When it snaps ist suppose to give you good luck or grant your wish
cant remember which >< I couldnt believe it actually snapped!

This morning I got up and cleaned the pets out in the rain ><
Yep raining again
my brother showed me some posts on facebook that people had put up
it was memorials saying 'in memory of british summer 2016 6th-9th May'
I burst out laughing cus its so true that is probably the only hot weather we will see.

I met Lynn and Den in a town this morning, we had a brew
walked round some shops the had lunch i had beans on toast
it was good to see them and they invited me over for sunday dinner ^^
I came home and went out with mum
just went to a few shops, i didnt get anything but we got new hay houses for the pets
and tiffin some treats

Came home and fell asleep as i do on a wednesday
when I woke up i  wasnt in the mood to do coursework so i finished
off ed's present and its done!!

my depression has been gripping me pretty hard
last few days but im trying to get out of it

im at school tomorrow with the little'ns again
i hope the weather picks up!

i havent got a photo today :/

A dull day of coursework

Good Evening~

Today has been such a miserable day!

It's rained from 8am til 6pm none stop rain

everywhere is soaked. So glad I wasnt caught up in it.

Thats what happens in the UK we have nice weather then pay for it

I sat this morning doing my homework and watching the odd bit of anime

I got really far and Im on my 2nd to last paragraph

I went to Karen's for treatment, i took her birthday present as its her birthday on Thursday~

I hope she likes her present

I got home slept

then got up and did some more work

and thats been my day really

Tomorrow I am seeing Lynn just in a town for a drink and maybe lunch

im gonna give her the wall scroll ive secretly made for her ^^

here are my nails for this week which quite a few people  have commented on :D

Natume Yuujinchou figure - pleasing the 17 year old me

Evening~~~

I have had a great day~ ahhhh its satisfying having a great day ^^

Mum woke me this morning for school, usually my body has been waking
but this morning i needed waking XD
I got ready for school
I had time for a brew so I sat on my bedroom floor, brew in one hand,
kindle on my knee and stroking tiffin next to me with my other hand
good way to start the day~

I cycled to school, the staff greeted me as usual
I went to the year 6 class to wish them luck on their SATS they were happy to see me ^^
and I was taken to the youngest class know as foundation (was called reception in my day)
I worked along side the teacher and the TA
The kids were nice towards me and werent as clingy as the year 1s last week luckily
I had the best task ever, the teacher sent groups of 3-5 to me on a table to do some PAINTING!!! woo
It was based on the children's book 'The Hungry Caterpillar' which I also did as a child
so I had to draw out the giant fruits the caterpillar ate and the kids paint them
I had to encourage them to mix the colours and ask them what colours make what
and then write down what they said on a sheet, all the while topping paint up and clearing up
it was very hands on and my morning went really rapid i couldnt believe
but i loved every minute

Lunch time I sat outside and ate my lunch which was nice
and then cus it was a lil windy it was blowing my textbook, i went into the 
staff room which i had to myself and got 2 more sections done on my homework :D
Then a teaching student came into the staffroom ive seen him there for a couple of weeks
but it was my first time to talk to him, he went to the same secondary school as me
what were the odds!

Whilst walking to my classroom i saw the back of a lady's head
i know that lady right? so I walked casually round her and yes i do know her!!!
Shes my college teacher!!!! She had told me she has a level 2 student at my school
but i wasnt expecting to see her. So whilst I had her i thought id tell her a piece of my mind
me "the homework you set us was well skanky! theres so much!"
she laughed. laughed >.> how dare she 
me "me and my dyslexia are having a swell time tackling it"
teacher "there wasnt that much"
me "there was! and why did you give us so much as once and not spread it out across the weeks?"
teacher "it couldnt be helped" i said my goodbyes and left
felt good to say how i felt XD

The afternoon I took down a display of work. And stuck students work in work books
and tidied up. basically normal TA work which I am more than happy to do
so my afternoon went pretty quickly. I had a good day at school and thanked the teachers for having me. I had to ask them tho
"please dont take offense and i hope im not being rude, but which one of you is the TA and which is the teacher?" the teacher laughed and told me she was the teacher. i thought she was the TA but then it was very hard to tell. they kinda looked like they swapped rolls and worked so seamlessly together it was amazing and i told them this. and they took the complement well, and i said i hoped to be a good TA one day and have that relationship with a teacher :D

Home time I rested when i got back
read my book, had a brew
 I was mega happy when I got home as my figure had arrived
my Natsume yuujin-chou figure

It's Natsume with Nyanko-sensei on his back and Natsume is holding the Yuujin-choi
perfect
I have loved this anime ever since is came out which was when I was like 17 years old
I always always always wanted a figure and could never find one
now I have one!!!!! 

this randomly came in the package as a 'gift'
i have no idea- random right?
so i put it on my totoro bag X3
then had dinner and went to tara's house for a couple of hours
sat with her bunnies. her hamster had escaped!!! we couldnt find him but i hope he turns up
it was good to see her :D
tomorrow i have treatment at karens and seeing mia in the evening~

My Soul Mate

Otsukarare~

Atsui ne~

Today I woke up at 7:30am with a dead arm -___- i was not impressed
I wanted to wake up in the 8am zone and not have a dead arm
but I wasnt enjoying my dream anyway it was bazar and involved diving into lava

Today I said to myself I would do some college work
it needs to be done. Besides it was so very hot today that it was a bit unbearable to go out
it was I think 26c which I suppose isnt that hot but we're not used to it its just come out of no where
its been the hottest day of the year i believe. Totally random but dont worry the UK isnt getting carried away or anything as the weather is set to turn back cooler this week
thats the thing about UK weather. If we ever get warm weather we pay for it.

So I was sat in my room, by myself doing crummy homework T^T didnt seem fair
but I shall not complain. I get why I need to do it its just boring as hell!!
I have written 4 pages today and I am more than half way now. Im taking my textbook tomorrow and paper so I can get more done during my breaks. I will get this done damn it!!!

My day has been a lil dull...I did do a little bit of dancing until I deemed it just too hot ><
I have been doing my nails throughout the day, applying coats and such
I will get them finished tonight I hope they will be worth the hassle.
Im sure the kids at school will enjoy them. Im working with the youngest class this week. Im gonna wear my monkey tights tomorrow im sure the kids are gonna love em!!

Here's a photo I took yesterday of me and my soul mate millie

we just connect on a deeper level
im sure we were best friends or lovers in a previous life
i love her so much that i cant ever express how much i love my minmin
even if she cants speak she does try and its very endearing 
I hope and pray i have my years together with my soul mate
shes beautiful in spirit and body

Trip to town with Helina-chan~

Good Evening~

decided to blog a lil earlier since i wasnt doing a lot

I got up at 8am and started to get ready to go out with helina

i knew she'd be ready on time, unlike mia who is always late

I took a quick photo before I left~

we left for the city center at 9:20am

It was nice to go with her as helina never shops

she will just randomly pick up the odd garment but never have a dedicated shopping trip

so me and mia never get to go shopping with her.

We went round several shops

in one shop I said to her i'd use my student card to get student discount

and i saved her £10, she was well happy ^^ I was useful

I picked up a few bits~

 pompom earrings, i have always wanted pompom earrings but theyre usually pricey i got these from New Look sales for £2!!! had to be had

 I don't usually shop at Primark but helina wanted to go. I found these cute joggers for £10 thought id give em a go

 Tights, two on the left from New Look one on the right is from Primark. They were going cheap I brought them for School really as Im always wearing tight and check these ones out

 They have monkeys on!!!! The kids are gonna love them!

 Skirt I got for £3 from charity shop thought it would be good forschool :)

This was from Primark the brand is TokiDoki, I was surprised to see TokiDoki in there actually and the t-shirt was on £6 so I picked up this bad boy ;)

After we picked up our bits we went back to the car

I was home for 12:00pm  -  lunch time ^^

I had lunch - and then  went to bed. My body is exhausted. I didnt sleep that well as my neighbours well 2 neighbours next to me the kids have been out having a water fights and had extra family over too. it was awful and unfair cus they were all so loud. just constant screaming. i think being at school is quieter and thats saying something. so all afternoon ive had to put up with 9 children screaming.

This afternoon I didnt feel in the mood to do anything to be honest

so i read, watched anime and lazed around

tomorrow id like to get some coursework done i think

Kuro kitty Jacket

Otsukarare~

I am so tired....
I finished my book last night but the next in the series isnt out yet T^T
so I downloaded a random vampire book as I do
and I have only read 4 chapters but im hooked ^^

Ive realized that each night when i go to bed and read
if i massage under neath my eyes, the dark rings under my eyes dont appear
as dark in the morning :3 so ive been doing it past 3 days
gonna keep it up. something about circulation

Today I had school and I was able to work in year 1 for a change
that is age 5-6 years
I told the head teacher i want to be fully qualified and experienced
and I feel least experienced with the little people
even when i did mad science it was mostly key stage 2 that did it

I was working with the retired teacher i usually work with on a monday
he introduced me to the class saying "this is Jo shes very kind and helpful and hard working
you are to treat her with respect" i felt so happy hearing that ^^
We started the day doing maths outside. Basically measuring things with their body parts
like feet and hands etc. So you can imagine how accurate these measurements were! XD
Then we did some work about Africa
Working with the little ones is such a different ball game it really is

During break I went into the staff room to do some more of my coursework
several of the teachers came in and talked to me and about my course
i got another section done. it is boring me outta my mind!
They had an assembly were I walked in the hall with them. The year 6 - my usual group - saw me
and they pined for my attention straight away X3 Jozu is loved
they dont like sharing me with other classes

During lunch I did a little more coursework in the staffroom
the rest of the staff were sat eating on a bench outside i didnt feel like i wanted to
join them, unless i was invited to kinda thing. So after I had finished the section i was doing
i went outside. I went to the field where all the kids were i wasnt sure if this was a good idea
or not. As soon as your around children they want you. So therefore i wouldnt get a break.
I started to drift off on a bench til 5 year 6s came and woke me >.>
but it was nice to see them. they had had a nice day, theyre last day before tests
Then some year 5s came and talked to me. I seem to attract the older girls of the school somehow.
They mentioned my fashion and how much they like it and said the other female staff wear dull and boring clothes. And the stuff they said about the head mistress's clothes made me laugh
A lot of girls in the school love my fashion sense ^^ 

I got back to class and lost count how many times the children asked
"can i go to the toilet?"
"can I get a drink?"
"can I hold your hand?"
"can i sit on your knee?" 
"how do you spell ....?"
Man just so needy!! I feel like ive been used as a chair today and my hand has always had someone attached to it. In those 6 hours I have spent in their classroom its safe to say they like me!
The head teacher as the end of the day asked me about my day she said
"the younger ones will love you regardless, the older ones you have to earn their respect for them to like you" Which I had figured out. But Jozu is pretty much liked by all ^^

I cycled home, had some cereal and went to bed for 2 hours 
i was shattered. i found today more tiring. Im not sure if it was because i had stayed for lunch
for the first time or if it was because the little ones suck every bit of life outta ya!
so needy

tomorrow I am going in to the city with Helina
which is a rare event, she never goes shopping and if she does she goes with her other half
she wants clothes and stuff for her japan trip this month.

here is my new hoodie
its not perfect and i know how id improve it next time
but it will do. its soft and warm and its made from mink
a mink blanket to be precise 
i made it kitty themed ^^

First day of cycling + Mirai drawing

Good Evening~

Last night's yoga sure was intense 
there was only 5 of us as the teacher forgot to tell people she was back this week
although if you had listened like we did, you would know she was back
some people
so we had practically one to one
one to one with karen is a dangerous thing
she's yoga mad and loves to adjust you and help you into positions
one position i know i cant do cus i havent stretched my hip enough
she asked me "why arent you doing it?" keeping in mind only 1 person was doing it
me "because i cant do it yet"
karen "come here i'll get you set up" next thing i knew i was in the position with
my hip screaming in pain but i wouldnt wince id deal with it.

This morning was school~
I woke up and felt crippled thanks karen
I wasnt in the mood for make up so i put very little on
I put a jumper and trousers on hoping i wouldnt be too warm or cold
the weather is so unpredictable lately

I got to school and almost the whole class mentioned my hair
and how they liked it =^0^= i was happy and they asked to see my nails
they know i paint them each week. When I first started coming to school
none of the girls did their nails now quite a few girls have nail varnish on :3
Jozu influences X3
We did an english test but i got to actually help we went through it instead of doing
it under test conditions. 
 at break time i sat in the staff room and did some of my coursework
i got another section done :D gotta type it up. Hopefully I will get another
section done tomorrow too fingers crossed~

Then I went for lunch at home, ate it outside with mum
tiffin and the girls which was lovely
then i cycled back to school!!! Cycled for the first time this year ^^ It felt really good
and took me no time at all. So im gonna cycle now unless its absolutely pouring down that is ><
After lunch we did some maths. Then for the last 45mins of the day we let them play on
the field. I sat at a bench with the TA and the head teacher we were just talking
which was nice. I think they like me ^^
Tomorrow I have the choice of being with year 6 or year 1 which shall I choose? D:
probably do year 1 for a change~
Next week as its SATS week (tests) I asked to go work in the youngest class - foundation
i feel least experienced with that age group so when i asked the head teacher she said it was fine ^^
Im looking forward to next week~
I cycled home which was satisfying

I got home and went straight to bed i looked like a corpse and i had stopped functioning
and since then i havent done a great deal

school tomorrow then its weekend
saturday i may go into the city with helina~ 

Here's chibi mirai I drew this week :3