Sunday, 5 June 2016

Long Last Sunday~

Otsukaresama Deshita~~~~

I woke up at 10am today!?
Nande!? -____-
Although in saying that, last night I went to bed at 9:30am as my dad
had bike racing on and the noise did my head in after 5 minutes XD
So I decided to read in the comfort and quietness of my bed~
I put my kindle down, settling off to sleep then at 10:10pm
music goes off. I dont mean quite music ether. Blasting music!
It got louder and louder almost as if a child was playing with the dial.
It was some random song, I thought "I bet its mistake it will turn off" but no....
it continued playing various songs I recognized  from 2000 era
Then it stopped and loud voices could be heard then the music started again
so I looked from my bedroom window cus thats the direction it sounded in
and nothing
no lights on or people partying
it was dead weird. who starts playing music that loud at like 10pm!?
It lasted til about 11:15pm by which time I could finally fall asleep
some people. so selfish XD

I started my day by eating cereals outside as today we have had a hot day!!
Not sure what today reached but it was good for us must have been 20c something
I sat outside with my parents in the sun for a lil while til i had had enough
heat doesnt do much for me but mum tells me i need colour on my skin
i held my skin next to hers, how can i be so damn white!?
she says I look pale a lot of the tie -__- i have a lot going for me dont i?

Then I went inside, caught up online I did some dancing to manaminorisa and
morning musume16 utakata saturday night im really enjoying it
someone added me on youtube today (another jpop dancer) and we added each other on deviantart
'bit strange how we both like the same things' i thought

then decided to do some drawing
Ive decided to draw the sticker of Lovelive Sunshine Aquors helina gave to me
boy is it gonna take time, but I have time, I dont have a deadline
so this summer thats what im gonna work on~
This is as far as Ive got Ive done 1 outline and done the eyes which im pleased with
im pleased with all of it so far actually

Thats my aim~

I went on my bike as well for about 15mins which was enough
i managed to get the stars i brought on my spokes this time so now i have pretty
stars going round and round on my spokes X3 Im such a big kid arent I XD

Tomorrow it is school
mum says its gonna hit me tomorrow cus i'll have to wake up at 7am not 9/10pm >.>
its not my fault!!
but we shall see, looking forward to school anyways, just hope its not gonna be boiling
my nails this week were these buggers, check em out~


pleased with my work XD But Ive taken em off now so I need fresh ones!
i shall do my best tomorrow, i have made tuna salad for lunch
and taking my coursework.

Saturday, 4 June 2016

Spent all day doing a t-shirt!!!

Otsukaresama deshite~

Man I have worked like all day on 1 t-shirt!
Cus things went wrong, designs were changed and ughhh i dont know -___-
But its done now!!!
From just being a plain long sleeve jumper to a school cosplay inspired t-shirt (plus choker)

Im pleased with it, I can wear it to school as well~
Originally I was making a collar for it

But It ended up being a tad too small and I didnt like it anyways 
so I decided to leave it out

This morning I slept in til 9am again!! whats up with me lately!?
I had a dream about people in my high school :/ 
So Later on today I went on facebook (wiped the dust off it first) and went hunting for
those I went to school with, my god how many of them are parents now days!!!!
I was surprised. A lot are in relationships. Girls who looked like slappers at school ether look prostitutes now or look bloody dreadful. Guys who looked handsome in school just look like regular blokes now. The girls who were never bothered about there appearance look amazing now. Just amazing how people change in time. I have changed I know I have.
Anyway I only added 1 guy who I was good friends with. But not fussed if he responds.
I just wanted to say to him "You were in my dreams last night" and creep him out XD

I watched a bit of tari tari today whilst working away
I had won 2 things on ebay last night. A gundam figure for Ed for xmas and a K-on towel for Mia for xmas or birthday. Yes I have started buying stuff in for xmas. Im one of those people who dont leave it all to the last week, but I like to pick stuff up throughout the year as I see stuff. Then it nicely accumulates til I have everyone finished :)

Its been warm today, well humid really
I went for a walk with mum. It was tiring just cus it was humid
but i was glad i got out anyway
ive been trying to do stretches each night with dancing 

tomorrow im not sure what im doing yet :/
I still cant upload my dances!
oh here was Millie last night, she had wrapped herself in hay :)
 

Friday, 3 June 2016

Drew a chibi girl

Evening~

Im really sad, I can't seem to upload any videos onto youtube D:
I have tried multiple things and I cant seem to get it working DX
If anyone has any ideas Id like to hear em, if not all I can do is keep trying

I woke up this morning at 9:45am, what time was I planning on getting up!?
Mum woke me said "oh you are still alive" >.>
I slept through as well.

I didn't do a lot in the morning, did some drawing
I drew the chibi girl who was on the badge helina gave me from japan
here's what i drew

and the badge original

shes really cute ^^

I went to a shoe shop with mum as she wanted some trainers
and we both got a pair of flip flops for when/if we start swimming again
then we went to 2 different pet shops for bits and pieces 

It was lunch time
I have been trying to eat less since I  got back from sheffield
trying to detox my body from food a bit -____-

Went for a walk with mum for an hour
i was knackered afterwards
I saw a few of the children I work with at school on the way back
I stopped to talk to them. I like to remind them they only 2 days left of their holiday XD

Tonight I hope I have some energy for dancing I did well last night
started learn Morning Musume'16's saturday night dance as it looked so much fun
i got to the chorus!

Its my cousin's birthday today
she's 18

i wished her a happy birthday and sent her a card

Thursday, 2 June 2016

Inspired Chokers

Evening~

Man did I sleep
It was good to be back in my own single bed full of plushies and softness ^^
Mum woke me up at 8;30 tho >.>
God knows what time I was planning on waking
probably was gonna do a 12 hour sleep XD

I had a relaxing morning as I was just done in really
i sat and read a new book, its a bit strange really
then I caught up online 
I wanted to make some things I had been inspired by this week~
so I made this red choker with gold heart

inspired by Suzuki Airi's choker on her live birthday performance

Then I made this black on with a gold stud (i conveniently had in)

Inspired by the anime im re-watching currently Tari Tari
I like their uniform tie that Wakana Sakai is modeling

Then I made this lacy ribbon hair clip

But I cant think for the life of me where I saw the idea 
I have looked and looked but nothing I just doodled it when I saw it
so I made it off a doodle I had done but still came out fine

I went for a walk with mum, it was hard work but I did it
and talked about my spa trip
I want to try and walk everyday i feel so unfit from going swimming
me and mum are thinking of checking out some swimming open times
Then I went to bed which was lovely
i just layed there with my dressing gown in the peace~

That was my amazing day

Wednesday, 1 June 2016

I am back from my Spa Trip~

Good Evening~

I am home!!!
I came home about 3:30pm
First thing I did was go to tiffin before i even walked into the house
he has been down with me gone so I brought him inside for fuss
he was very energetic and happy ^^

So Monday I left to go to Sheffield, never been before
I met Ed at the station and he took my case from me~
We got on the train and it didnt take us too long to get there
Upon arriving at the station as soon as you open the doors this is what
greets you

Its amazing!! just a lovely water feature to greet you into the city
I was surprised
we walked about 8mins to our hotel and my god the hotel.....i know it was 4*
but it was unbelievable! I was gob smacked I had never been in such a swanky place
We couldnt go to our room as it wasnt ready but we were able to leave out cases there
so then we went exploring~

Just outside the hotel a food festival was going off
so they had loads of local foods and a lil farm kinda showing where it comes from


we got something to eat i had sweet potato soup~
went round a few shops and then went back to our hotel
this was our room to greeted with!!


Immense and it came with so many freebies
the bathroom had a bath i was so grateful
and our view looked out onto the peace gardens (which were pretty) and you can see 
how busy it is cus of the market, and it looked at their old council building 



we relaxed a bit and went round some shops, mainly charity and game stores
not everything was open tho cus of bank holiday
but I did get two tops from charity shop
both £3 each

 
We decided to go check out the spa facilities. We got given a robe and slippers and a towel
we could go use the pool, steam room, aroma room, ice cave, rock sauna, experience shower.
so i went into the pool with Ed it was a lil chilly, i havent been in a pool for over a year
i can do some swimming strokes better than him tho XD i have elegance in my swimming XD 
so i was giving him some pointers. I swam a bit but didnt wanna do myself in.
Then I went sauna for about 2mins (hate hotness) then ice room 2mins (too damn cold)
the experience shower for like 15mins XD there was no que so what the heck
it was amazing!!!! I loved it sooooo much
you could have it gentle with coloured lights and scents, in drenching you or freezing to cool off
drench was my number 1 it was soooo nice cus it was warm and powerful but in a soothing way.
then we went up to the room and showered off

then we got back and I got dressed for dinner, it was a 3 course dinner... I cant remember the last time I attempted a 3 course dinner..

so first off the bat i had mackerel with summer potato salad
that was filling in its self!!!! Really dense but tasty

Next up I had king prawn linguini which was nice, but far too much of it far too much
enough there for 2 people. i liked the bread on top but Ed ate a lot  my dinner

Then finally was cake which was very nice with cream but  I dont eat cream

We went back to the hotel room stuffed. I couldnt breathe i was so damn full
 so i got into comfy pajamas then that was day 1

Day 2 started badly for me
i had done so much the day before that in the night my body was just poorly
almost like into shock. i hated the night so very much
i was shivering and sweating at the same time, awful aches and feeling unwell.
didnt wake ed tho XD

We got up and dressed ed is sooooo hard to motivate first thing in the morning
i have to quickly hop out of bed otherwise he'll just lay cuddling me whilst im just pouting XD
we had breakfast waiting for us. I have experienced a breakfast bar before
but not on this scale.....you name it they had it
i was blown away by the range and it was all you could eat. and if that wasnt enough there was the menu too at no extra cost!!!
So I started my day with a bowl of fresh fruit, actimel and fresh orange juice
then cereals and finally honey toast. I wasnt into having omelettes or english breakfasts
ed had his fair share of food XD

we let our food settle then we caught a bus up though the highstreet for about 10-15mins
to a park which had a museum too all free
the museum was quite good, full of taxidermy i have to say. no fake animals used.
full of children (alive) two came up to me and grabbed my hand!! i thought "WHAT?!"
ed was laughing saying i was running off with kids
There was a penny crusher machine, my brother collects them so i did him one
you need £1 and 1p to use the machine. I had a £1 but i didnt have a penny!!!!! D:
but ed gave me one ^^
My brother was happy with it when i gave it to him today :D
 such a cool cow must have taken ages to paint
 28 year old polar bear (dead)
 snow fox ^^
 geese!
 prehistoric rhino, lived in the UK 10,000 years ago, creeped me out that this was around only 10,000 in our county. we humans drove them to extinction :/

We walked round the garden for a bit then we walked the bus route back into town
jeez it was a long cold walk i was starting to get peeved cus all i wanted 
was a cafe, hot drink and a sit down
we passed loads of damn cafes but ed was dead set on going to this particular one
he kept saying "just another minute or two" >.>
We finally found it. I had earl grey tea and it was the best damn tea ive had
in my entire life. It was with real tea leaves and i got 3 cups worth!!!
we found another cafe i chose it cus it was full of pretty cakes
i had home made tomato soup it was nice :D
 
then we walked to town and back to the hotel
were we basically did the same as yesterday but we had our treatments
a lovely 20 year old girl did my treatments. I had a facial and head massage
very soothing ^^ Ed was in another room having a massage.
I didnt spend so much in the facilities as i was relaxed after my treatment
i wanted to wash my hair before my dinner. no one was around so i grabbed my shampoo
went to the experience shower and washed my hair in under a minute it washed it out
so damn fast. that was the best shower ever! I came out with a grin on my face XD

dinner time. ugh another 3 course but it wasnt as much as the day before
i had beef something or other tasted more like pork but nice

Then I had chicken with something i have no idea what i was eating it was nice

then finally a brownie with chocolate ice cream, cant go wrong right?
we went back to the room stuffed once again
and thats when a few things got outta line, lines were crossed, tears and words were shead
but i think we've cleared the air and were still ok. for now.
the morning i was looking forward to breakfast
i had fruit again, honey toast and beans on toast ^^
then we left our cases with the hotel and looked round the shops and the market
i found this manga book

i liked wolves rain 10+ years ago i have the anime on dvd but i have never ever seen the manga
it was never sold in the UK so I got it for £3 just so i could check it out really
then we a drink in a nice little cafe we got the last seats!
I had hot chocolate and butterscotch cake OMG it was amazing that i cake i could have eaten
for days on end!

then we went for the train pretty much
and we parted ways
wishing each other the best and to hope we meet up at christmas
he grabbed my hand and kissed it ^^

and thats my spa trip to sheffield~




Im so worn out!!!
I dont want to see food or water for a while

Sunday, 29 May 2016

It all had a revamp

Good Evening~

Ahhhh tomorrow I go away!
I didn't sleep well cus you dont when you cant breathe
I kept waking up from 6am then eventually got up at 7:45am for a drink
and to sort myself out with medication and stuff
eventually by 10am my voice was a lot better but not perfect.

This morning I helped mum do the BBQ meat
Then I rang lynn as I was meant to talk to her friday but I had no voice
we arranged to go derby on Thursday :D I hope we can go but it depends 
on her husband's health.

Then around 11am Mia came over~
Her boyfriend went to a motorbike show so she came over here
I didnt mind so much. I had warned her that
Im sick
I need to pack
and Im tired
but she doesnt seem to get hints ^^"
We sat at the kitchen table drawing, her drawings are amazing
I hope she manages to do something with them
I was drawing on my laptop so im there doing digital and shes doing traditional XD
I managed to get a few jobs done, just stuff Ive been putting off really
like updating my art website on facebook and stuff
I looked and the last time I went on my facebook craft page was 22nd November 2015!!!!
Yeah my facebook really does collect dust -___-


So here's my icon thing, its a fox i photographed on a poster of mine and i just re-drew and re-coloured you know the usual

Then this is the border title bit at the top of the page, its easier to read than last time



here's my first ones, theyre not bad but it needed a fresh look i think
not that im expecting any work to come my work i just thought id freshen it up cus i had the time.

Me and mia had lunch, chatted, ate sweets, drank brews. it was nice :)
Ive been sticking to my green lemon tea. I have noticed my face has improved lots
but i did use a face mask the other day and it made me flare out at bit >.> wont be using that
one for a while haha but im gonna stick with green tea :)

We talked about our 20th anniversary coming up in september
we told my brother and he gave the same response as mum and mia's boyfriend
"lesbians"
-____-
Whats up with celebrating 20 years of friendship!?
So were gonna get together on friday and book to go away in september
just the two of us ^^

Not that I wanted to get rid of mia far from it
but I was tired and i needed to pack
mum and dad came home at 4pm and basically kindly asked her kindly to leave
i hate it
really hate it
i know theyre right and they did it instead of me cus they know i wont give in 
but mia was totally cool about it :)

as soon as she went i went to bed
I didnt fall asleep as i couldnt breathe but the rest was good
then got up and packed, just got stuff to pack in the morning like make-up 
i found it tricky picking my outfits as ed always says im scruffy and he doesnt get my style
but we just have different styles. i do try and dress more presentable round him
but i dont want to be wearing my work/school wear you know?

So tomorrow I need to be at the city station for 10:17am
we should arrive at Sheffield/South Yorkshire at 11ish
we cant check in til 2pm so were gonna drop our stuff off and go look round the town
im excited to go and excited to see ed
cant believe its the last time i see him for 6 montsh
hes going away start of july til christmas T^T

anyway so I wont be doing a diary/blog entry til wednesday~

Saturday, 28 May 2016

Helina's gifts from Japan + new swim wear~

Good Day~

I woke up half dead, my throat hurt to swallow
not impressed >.> mum woke me at 8:15 as we wanted to get off
to Tesco early to get my swim wear
So we let the pets out as usual but I would clean them out when I got home

Tesco didnt have that much to choose from, the whole while im just looking
at the most covered up garments i can find XD old habits die hard
bikinis, there just too much skin showing for me. I may as well be a nun at times XD
I found 2 but 1 I liked much more than the other
Mum stood waiting outside my changing room.
I tried on thr size 8 which is what I am day to day for last god knows how many years
I got it on but felt a bit restricted and i didnt like the tightness on my butt
So I got mum to look and she said "swim wear is tighter your just not used to it but maybe try a 10"
Mum went to find me a 10, I tried it on and it was much better I didnt feel so tight in it
but I can not remember the last night i NEEDED a size10 must be years
have I put weight on? D:
But anyway I was pleased with my purchase, Its not a bikini so I can wear it to normal swimming pools and stuff so at at £16 heres my new swim suit


Its a halter neck and it has a little skirt bit to cover the tops of my legs i really like it ^^
Its been a while since I have a swim suit that wasnt black or blue XD

I came home and cleaned the pets out
I wrote a list of stuff I need to pack, did some reading
Had lunch and went to bed, i only went for some rest but ended off falling asleep
so when I got up I went over to Helina's house
she was telling me all about her japan holiday. I havent seen the photos yet shes yet to sort them out but it sounds like she had a good time. Apart from coming home with a mosquito bite in the corner of her eye which has made all around her eye purple and red. she looks like shes been in a fight!
She brought me these 

A sticker of lovelive's new season group Aquours
she was randomly given it and knows how much i like love live so she i may as well have it ^^

A cute badge that is the size of my palm! its huge!

A little pikachu plug in, but pikachu is in a maid costume!!! i loved it ^^

And some random sweeties i have yet to try~

I came home for some medication i brought from tescos to help the symptoms i have
but theyres making me feel really sick and shaky >.>

Since then Ive done some more reading and cooked myself i pizza XD
I hope to get a lil dancing done tonight
youtube still wont let me upload my dances :/ i think my firefox needs updating

I will be painting my nails tonight~

Tomorrow I am gonna pack then mia is coming over to do some drawing and yoga
she doesnt do yoga so i shall be teacher~