Tadaima~~~~
I am home
I've had a busy few days I have to say
and some news also but Im just so tired what from my holiday and the return of...
the chest infection >.>
But all will be revealed tomorrow when hopefully I can be arsed to
actually write more than a paragraph~
But Im home safe
Night~
Afternoon!!
i woke up at 8:30am after a good sleep
I got straight up and for Oz which is how it should be
I missed that when I dont have a bunny, getting up and seeing that
little face first thing in the morning
He's still very timid and anxious bless him
I keep having him out but after about 10-15 mins he becomes
anxious for his cage I can just tell
I had a play with make-up this morning
just basically seeing if black suits me or not really
cus i think it's too harsh for me and im better with brown
or more subtle colours
this was the result
Yeah I dont like it really
you can see my reddy hair XD
I took it all off anyway
then I got a few things ready for sheffield
then I few things ready for tonight stopping at adams
that was my day
so im off for adams house now
he's hand made some bread for us :D
I'll be back in the morning
then i'll be going sheffield in the afternoon!
Good Evening~~
I couldn't sleep last night all I could think about was
'Is Oz ok?'
I think his night went ok. He seemed fine this morning :)
I went straight downstairs when I woke at 8:30am to see him
I got him out straight away ^^
Then I put him home after 10mins cus he starts to get a little anxious I can tell
I cleaned the girlies out and then had a brew with em
Me and mum hit the shops we tried
wilkos, asda, pet shop for a new food bowl for Oz
(i have a thing about re-using their food dishes and blankets)
but honestly no one did any or they were dead boring
so we ended up at pets at home
I brought one which is similar to Kip's actually and its lime green
they had water bottles too which are like £1 from wilkos but they have
lime green ones for £2.50 so I know theyre more money but they last their whole lives
and i thought it'd be nice to have matching ^^
(yes I am that anal)
so I sorted that out for him :)
We picked Adam up on the way home
he had been out and brought me and him tuna baguettes for lunch :D
so we ate those in my room and had a brew
then I got Oz out so he could meet him ^^
Adam even held him :)
We played pokemon, had a catch up and he gave me plenty of cuddles
and showered me in kisses >< safe to say he's missed me these past 4 days XD
I got Oz out again and let mum sit with him
sit with him about 10mins i mean im guessing he must be bored in his hutch
but i brought him a play toy from pets at home to play with
but i cant do too much with him other wise i'll stress him out
took adam home then went online for a lil while
he didnt go home til 4pm
so i've not had a lot of time by myself
i sat making a list of stuff i need to take away with me
tomorrow i am staying home til the afternoon then going over to
adam's house we're making dinner together and the sleep over!!
but I also get a bath!!!!! an actual bath *0* i havent had one since last year!
god how I miss bathes I worship thy!!
adam said "think you're looking forward to the bath more than me!" XD
Tomorrow morning I would like to play with make-up
i feel in the mood to have a play around X3
Then I will come home in the morning (monday) and stay at home til
it's time to go train station with adam to go sheffield~
Oz today bless him on my bed
Hey Lookie Look!!!
I'd like for you to meet the latest member of my family!!!
Oz~~
Born 7th January 2017
He is 12 weeks old
Harlequin Netherland dwarf
He has quite petite features and his mummy chewed a bit off his right ear
but we love imperfections right ;)
Basically I decided not to give up my passion of being a bunny owner and got another one
yes I did want a dow (female) but in all honesty it didn't matter too much for me
I had a good look at bunnies at the farm my first bunny Sky came from
I held boys and girls
I held one that bit my thumb it wouldnt stop bleeding! So not picking that little guy!
But Oz he was just soooooo placid and calm
like nothing bothered him he was so relaxed in my arms
and mum said she liked him too and it makes a change to go for a harlequin coat as well
I really didn't think I'd be bringing a bunny home today but here we are!
I called him Oz cus he day dreams a lot and so does alice we say to alice 'she's gone to wonderland again' so I think with Oz its like 'he's gone to the land of Oz again' XD thought they matched
God it has taken me from 3:30pm - 9:30pm to name him!
I was going with Copper originally but couldnt shorten it to anything Cops sounds stupid.
I have a month of work so we've got loads of time to get to know each other and get some training in!
he's got a forever home and a very loving one as well!
Easter holidays starts now!
It's already off to a fantastic start!!!
Good Evening~~
I got up for school as normal
feeling better this morning
anti-biotics sure kicking in ^^ just got one more day's worth to go!
I got to school and found out it was easter activity day
well thanks for telling me!
but only for the infants not for the juniors sadly
So I was to help out and follow the child round the activities
we made:
chocolate nest cake
a chicken from a cone of yellow card
a 2D foam easter egg
and a dandelion made from card and cupcake case
at that point it was lunch time
and mummy picked me up!
So I came home for lunch which was great
i needed the break!
I went back after lunch to work in year 3 - juniors
so no more easter activities for me ><
But the class were well happy to have me in their lesson
they had p.e. to which i spent the hour taking individuals out for reading
so that was easy
then next it was computers and they were shown little gadgets to look forward to after
the holidays and then 25mins on the computers doing their powerpoint presentation
so another easy session!
I got home and laid in bed for an hour
i just needed the time alone really
I had asked the receptionist at school
"the TA im covering next term only works 3 days a week so why am I doing 5?"
"good point I will check"
she checked
"yep we only need you for monday wednesday and fridays"
she felt bad for giving me less work but i was over joyed!!
means i wont run myself into the ground working full time
and i get friggin days off!!!!
so that has totally worked out in my favour
its less money obviously but im not arsed about that
Then I havent done that much this evening really
yesterday evening i actually did some drawing for the first time in ages!
I did make this tho
lacy bow for my hair it looks really pretty in :3
Tomorrow it's last day of school
and only working til 12:15
then im gonna go look at some baby bunnies!
Good Evening
I had my paralyzing nightmare last night
in the end I just went a bit mental telling it to p**s off and that I wasnt scared anymore
the same nightmare that has plagued me for the last 7 years
then I found myself being lifted from the floor horizontally
i shouted "so you have a new trick you B*****d!!"
And I just laid suspended in the air twirling my hands round like I didnt care
at that point I woke up still heart pounding and drenched in sweat
but when I looked at the time I had woken up a whole hour earlier than what it
normally releases me at
so maybe standing up to it all is the best option
and who knows maybe on day i wont have this nightmare anymore
I got up for school reluctantly
Im just tired but I did feel better today than yesterday
so I think the anti-biotics are working but when I take them I feel
really crummy with the side effects but now Im half way through them!!
School was different
we had P.E. it was dodgeball and the child I care for seemed content in playing
so I wasnt needed and I went to do some printing and laminating that needed doing
i also did some sewing and stitched a little pouch
then it was music we had a different TA for it - one who's been there when I was at the school
shes VERY strict and quite frankly rude to the children
I could tell she was capable with everyone
so I went and printed out some more stuff and laminated them
so Ive managed to get all my jobs done which would have taken me all week!!!
I had a missed call on my phone it was from the agency
they said my primary school would like me from May 10th for 6 weeks
full time.....eep
Im not good with full time but we'll see
I said I'd do it
so I spoke to the receptionist and she told me who I'd be covering
and really happy Im coming back and that they even want me back!
I must be doing something right anyway
so it means that I get 2 weeks for easter which is next week
then I dont have any work from then til May 10th (as of yet anyway)
so its looking like I may get a month to myself!!! It seems lazy I know but Id be happy with that
im not arsed about the money it would just be nice to have time to myself
and possibly time with a new bunny
I came home had a slice of cheese on toast
then went straight to bed
woke up and went to watch vampire diaries whilst cross stitching
i only watched one episode it was alright i think i need to watch more to make a decision
on if i like it or not. but i want to like it as its something different to watch :)
Ed emailed me to say he's coming home 1st april for 2 weeks :D
Im so proud of him and im relieved he gets a break too ^^
Tomorrow I am working a full day! D:
I havent worked a full day in a few weeks so to do one feels like a hard ask actually
but I know I will be fine and mum is picking me up at lunch so i can have lunch
and a rest at home ^^
These are my nails this week I fancied a dotty spotty theme
they remind me of balloons
Evening all~
I got up feeling like road kill this morning
but I knew I had school
but both mum and dad had to wake me up this morning
I wasnt getting up! ><
School was different as I was a classroom assistant for a change
which I enjoyed but it was too easy and quite slow and boring to be honest
the first lesson was them doing independent writing
to which i had to be sat with a boy and literally sound out each letter to him
it felt so slow!!!!
Then they had assembly so I got some jobs done
afterwards the teacher sat them all down on the carpet and went through some maths
i swear i was counting each and every second that ticked by
i thought a few times of going home
i just felt so awful and sicky
its the anti-biotics
so i came home and had a piece of cheese on toast
then went straight to bed for 2 hours
since then ive just done some cross stitching, reading, internet
nothing much really
just gotta take it easy if im to see this week through!
Yesterday talking to tara about bunnies was a bit helpful
she seems to be my only friend who thinks i should have another one
but its still a hard decision to make
i told her im going to view some on friday
it was nice to fuss her bunnies and have a cuddle with them i had missed it
i still feel detached from them really my heart didnt ache like it did the previous times
ive been without a rabbit.
I got this in the post from Korea today
Secret Key Snow White Milky Lotion
it's to make your skin lighter i thought id try it
as my skin is very pale anyway i thought this would just smooth and even
my skin out basically.
So I placed a bit of my cheek and yes it did make it a shade lighter!
I will have a proper go with it when I want to wear make-up when i go out sometime
so maybe when i go away next week!
